Chapter 171

My heart sinks when I see my husband walking inside our home all drunk and barely able to stay on his feet. This isn't the first time for him to do that this month.

Ever since that trip to Kansas, something has changed in him and I don't know what to do. He has been drinking a lot and going to bars more than usual. This has never been him before.

I haven't said anything, because I don't want to be obnoxious, but I don't like this version of him. I need to talk to him, but I won't do that tonight. It's still his birthday after all. He told me that the guys planned on taking him out to celebrate it with him. Although I was disappointed because I was used to celebrating that day with him, I urged him to go because he seemed pretty excited to party with them.

"Hello, birthday boy," I welcome him with a smile as I make my way towards him, knowing he won't be able to make it to our bedroom on his own.

"My beautiful baby," he loudly cheers, throwing his arms around me. "I had a blast with the guys! We drank and played darts and... what else? What else did we do?" he slurs.

"I wouldn't know, Silas. I wasn't there," I say, pushing his hair away from his forehead. He needs a haircut. I will tell him

tomorrow.

"Why weren't you there, cupcake? You'd have had fun." He pouts as he attempts to look at me while trying to keep his eyes

open.

"It was a guys' night out, Silas, remember?" I remind him and apparently, my words seem to register since he nods. "Come on, let's get you upstairs." I wrap his arm around my shoulders as I take him upstairs.

When we reach our bedroom, I help him sit down on the bed and he winces due to his injury. "Sorry, baby." I smile at him apologetically. "Arms up." He does as he's told and I help him take off his t-shirt. He lazily rests his head against my stomach and I play with his hair, knowing he enjoys it when I do that.

drunk Silas is adorable, but I don't want him to find solace in alcohol. I don't want him to enjoy

I wrap a hair tie around my hair and get under the covers beside him. Instantly, he closes the space

talk to him. tomorrow about his new habits. A lot of people may think that I'm exaggerating, but I know my husband well. This is not him. He has never been the kind of person who finds fun in getting wasted, so when he

up at nine

wake up the next day and find Silas still asleep. Of course, he wouldn't be when he came home drunk late. I slowly get out of bed, making sure not to wake him up. I place a glass of water and two- pills beside him on the nightstand, knowing

I leave him a note beside the glass of water, then start getting dressed. I make my way downstairs and grab an apple on my way out. I'm not in

Mum," I say as I walk inside her office. She doesn't come to the office every day either, but we both agreed to come today

sweetheart." She gives me a hug and I smile, feeling the need to be held by her. "Is everything okay? You look exhausted," she wonders as she pulls away. I haven't said anything and when

truth. I don't want to tell

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looking down. I have never been a procrastinator and although I still have three months until the show, I feel like I'm way behind and running out of time. "I will take a break after the show." "Rosie, there will always be something going on in your life.

I be able to stop my mind from overthinking about everything that has

can do that." I nod, not sure if I would be able to do this

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