The Alpha Chose Me by Missy Elliottxo

I was in bed ugly crying watching greys anatomy. I had a bag of sweets and a big bag of chips. My laptop was open and my phone was near by. My gran had messaged saying she wouldn't be late and that she was bringing home a Chinese.

I had my Facebook open looking back at old pictures. That didn't help with the mood I was it. Just made me cry even more.

I didn't know I would miss my old life as much as I did. My phone pinged but I chose to ignore it. I wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone.

Could be my gran though. Picking up my phone I saw Alanna's name.

'Are you okay? Ax'

'I'm fine :)'

I sent the smiling face hoping she would believe me. I wasn't in the mood to talk about my feelings. I was okay I was just sad and being sad was okay. 'Want to come over? Ax'

"Can't studying. I'll see you tomorrow if you're in. Night x'

It wasn't a lie. I couldn't write my personal statement but I could type it with one hand. It may take me forever but I had to at least show I was doing some work.

This girl

a rough time just now. I'll keep my distance until I

My mouth became dry.

finally listening to

'Thank you x'

deleted his

could hear the laughter. He was having

door slammed

come down I've got dinner". My gran

starving and for once she wasn't home

was always nice to see my gran smile. "Said they would be done

in here at all. I know it had only been two days but it didn't seem to be getting

I burst out crying.

wrong". I was pulled into my grans arms as she held me tight. "Who's hurt you?

"None of the girls at school like me, none of them want to get to know me. So

moved us away. I uprooted your life