The Alpha Chose Me by Missy Elliottxo

I was in bed ugly crying watching greys anatomy. I had a bag of sweets and a big bag of chips. My laptop was open and my phone was near by. My gran had messaged saying she wouldn't be late and that she was bringing home a Chinese.

I had my Facebook open looking back at old pictures. That didn't help with the mood I was it. Just made me cry even more.

I didn't know I would miss my old life as much as I did. My phone pinged but I chose to ignore it. I wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone.

Could be my gran though. Picking up my phone I saw Alanna's name.

'Are you okay? Ax'

'I'm fine :)'

I sent the smiling face hoping she would believe me. I wasn't in the mood to talk about my feelings. I was okay I was just sad and being sad was okay. 'Want to come over? Ax'

"Can't studying. I'll see you tomorrow if you're in. Night x'

It wasn't a lie. I couldn't write my personal statement but I could type it with one hand. It may take me forever but I had to at least show I was doing some work.

again. This girl

you're having a rough time just now. I'll keep my distance until I need too. Won't

My mouth became dry.

finally listening

'Thank you x'

deleted his number after

the laughter. He was having a party of some sort and I could no

door

come down I've got dinner". My

and for once she wasn't

to see my gran smile. "Said they would be

my arms crossed leaning against the bunker. I just wasn't fitting in here at all. I know it

I burst out crying.

into my grans arms as she held me

me, none of them want to get to know

honey". She whispered. "I'm so sorry I moved us away. I uprooted your life and expected you to be okay