The Alpha Chose Me by Missy Elliottxo

I woke around eleven.

My body was still on fire. I couldn't stop thinking about him. His hands all over me, his lips against my I wanted to cry.

I was sexually frustrated and pissed off at the same time. How did he think doing that to me was fair?

I didn't know how much more I could take. I had never felt like this with anyone. I've only ever had on I wanted that, I still do.

wanted to scream at him. He did this to me, he was making me feel like this and giving me nothing.

I me with everyday that passes the bond will become stronger. How long was I going to feel like this? partner, one boyfriend and yet I was ready to strip naked and let him have his way with me.

Grabbing my pillow I screamed into it. What was happening to me? What was he doing to me? Pushing the covers off I got out of bed checking my phone. Alanna had messaged me a few hours ago.

'Hey, are you okay? Want to come over? Or I can come to you. I have lots of snacks and I have booze your ancy it? Schools are shut until this is over. Ax'

I didn't know if I could handle the company right now but it did beat being on my own. I didn't need for Jake to come back here. He couldn't come back here when I was like this. I didn't even know what was happening to me. 'I'm good! Maybe come over in a little while. I'm not long up and it's way to early to drink lol but I could use the company :)'

After showering and changing into fresh clothes I was sat at my kitchen island trying to think of something other than sex and Jake or sex with Jake.

straight away that something was

some eggs

why I was getting upset over broken eggs. opened up a

out the holder I placed them o Looking at the mess on the floor I cried out in frustration. Was anything else going to go wrong today? "This was his fault". I groaned wiping at my eyes. I couldn't function because of him. Lifting my phone Hey, I don't really have any food here. Is there any chance you could bring me something over?! Sorry I knew Alanna would pull through she always did. I also had no idea why it was okay for

"Whatever". I sighed.

out I'm

at and not me.

sex because he wouldn't

angry at him, I was angry at the way he just left. I wanted him

and something in my belly. Going about the kitchen I made myself

sat to wrapped up in my own thoughts that I didn't hear

She grinned placing the bag on the counter.

to blame. That's what I wanted to say but I didn't want to get into

and thank you for

cooking since sunrise". She sighed rolling her eyes. "Looking after everyone like always". Yeah that sounded like Charlotte. She treated everyone like her own. Taking off her wet coat she hung it on the door. Getting two plates from the cupboard I watched

it your gran

aren't letting anyone in

come stay with me until it's over".