The Alpha Chose Me by Missy Elliottxo

I woke around eleven.

My body was still on fire. I couldn't stop thinking about him. His hands all over me, his lips against my I wanted to cry.

I was sexually frustrated and pissed off at the same time. How did he think doing that to me was fair?

I didn't know how much more I could take. I had never felt like this with anyone. I've only ever had on I wanted that, I still do.

wanted to scream at him. He did this to me, he was making me feel like this and giving me nothing.

I me with everyday that passes the bond will become stronger. How long was I going to feel like this? partner, one boyfriend and yet I was ready to strip naked and let him have his way with me.

Grabbing my pillow I screamed into it. What was happening to me? What was he doing to me? Pushing the covers off I got out of bed checking my phone. Alanna had messaged me a few hours ago.

'Hey, are you okay? Want to come over? Or I can come to you. I have lots of snacks and I have booze your ancy it? Schools are shut until this is over. Ax'

I didn't know if I could handle the company right now but it did beat being on my own. I didn't need for Jake to come back here. He couldn't come back here when I was like this. I didn't even know what was happening to me. 'I'm good! Maybe come over in a little while. I'm not long up and it's way to early to drink lol but I could use the company :)'

After showering and changing into fresh clothes I was sat at my kitchen island trying to think of something other than sex and Jake or sex with Jake.

away that something was

door my stomach dropped. I ruined the chicken last night and all I could see were some eggs and turkey. What I would do sland and shut the door. Checking to see if we had bread I

I was getting upset over broken eggs. opened up

right about now. Taking the last two egg out the holder I placed them o Looking at the mess on the floor I cried out in frustration. Was anything else going to go wrong today? "This was his fault". I groaned wiping at my eyes. I couldn't function because of him. Lifting my phone Hey, I don't really have any food here. Is there any chance you could bring me something over?! Sorry I knew Alanna would pull through she always did. I also had no idea why it was okay for them to be ou Every little thing was getting to me. I couldn't leave my house, I couldn't drive because of my hand. I could "I wasn't ready". Huffing I balled my hand into a fist. How could he say I wasn't ready, he didn't know nie. My But no the big bad wolf says I'm not

"Whatever". I sighed.

I'm starving lol

at and not me.

he wouldn't allow

I was angry at the way he just left. I wanted him to

I needed coffee and something in my belly. Going about

my own thoughts that I didn't

grinned placing the bag on the

you're brothers to blame. That's what I wanted to say but I didn't

okay and thank you for

off her wet coat she hung it on

your gran can't

aren't letting anyone in

me until it's over". She