The Alpha Chose Me by Missy Elliottxo

"That's not fair Lana". My heart felt heavy. Was I to blind to see that's how our relationship was? I spent almost two years with him and no it wasn't always perfect but we did have something or at least I thought we did.

"It's maybe not fair but it's true. He was poison you just didn't see it. You loved him and that clouded your vision. Can you remember junior prom?". She asked.

I didn't want to remember it. That was our first ever fight and it was ugly. "That was a horrible night". That night he wasn't Tommy. His whole attitude changed, he was damn right nasty to me.

"He's lucky I only burst his nose. He ruined our full night, he was a bastard and he made you cry. All he cared about was winning prom king". Rolling her eyes she clenched her fists. "You should have ended it for good when he left you on your own". "Can we not". I asked. It wasn't something I wanted to remember. In reality I buried the bad only wanting to remember the good but Lana was right, he was no good for me and now I knew that.

"I'm just stating fact and I hope Jake treats you better than that wanker did".

"He does". I smiled. It was totally different with Jake. He put me first, it wasn't always about him. With Tommy it was always what he wanted to do or where he wanted to go. Some paragraphs are incomplete if you are not reading this novel on .net. Visit .net to read the complete chapters for free. He was my first everything and I wanted to make him happy. I guess I was scared in case he dumped me. "But you're right". I whispered. "I thought that was normal how he treated me. He was my first boyfriend and I believed everything he said".

"He-.. he didn't hurt you did he?". Her eyes connected with mine her phone forgotten about.

"God no". Not physically anyway. Tommy had a way with words at times. "That was in the past I knew our relationship ended the minute I left Florida".

"You would tell me if he did though right?".

"He didn't touch me Lana. You think I would have stayed with him if he hit me?". I asked.

"Sometimes words are worse than physical pain". Getting to her feet she grabbed a hold of my hand. "But you're right that was the past. We're here now and I have a feeling I'm going to like it".

"Can I ask you something?". I asked as she let go of my hand her attention going back to her phone.

"Pete wants to take me to dinner tonight". She grinned.

"What did you say?".

"Keeping him keen. What

but she didn't know what she was getting herself into yet.

she

you going

take you to dinner. You said you got on right?". For the full time we had been friends never once had Lana

that working out

feelings. I can do what I want when I want. That's why I do s*x

keep doing the sex with no strings forever. One day you'll get bit with the love bug, you'll catch feelings sooner

I'll keep my mind open and I won't sleep with him". Winking at me she fell

up liking it". I laughed at the

as my phone

it. Answering the call I held the

"Hello".

cuddly babe". Smiling I turned my head so I could look out my window. I knew he'd

say so".

I surprised myself at how well I handled today. Considering I fainted the first time

not babe why

I wasn't going to drag him away from

be

you to come for dinner". Sinking my teeth into my bottom lip I noticed Lana was staring at me. There was a pause, he wasn't saying anything. "But you're busy so dinner

got time for Miss Wilson". He laughed causing me to roll my eyes. "But I can't tonight babe I left a little bit of a mess after