The Alpha Chose Me by Missy Elliottxo

"That's not fair Lana". My heart felt heavy. Was I to blind to see that's how our relationship was? I spent almost two years with him and no it wasn't always perfect but we did have something or at least I thought we did.

"It's maybe not fair but it's true. He was poison you just didn't see it. You loved him and that clouded your vision. Can you remember junior prom?". She asked.

I didn't want to remember it. That was our first ever fight and it was ugly. "That was a horrible night". That night he wasn't Tommy. His whole attitude changed, he was damn right nasty to me.

"He's lucky I only burst his nose. He ruined our full night, he was a bastard and he made you cry. All he cared about was winning prom king". Rolling her eyes she clenched her fists. "You should have ended it for good when he left you on your own". "Can we not". I asked. It wasn't something I wanted to remember. In reality I buried the bad only wanting to remember the good but Lana was right, he was no good for me and now I knew that.

"I'm just stating fact and I hope Jake treats you better than that wanker did".

"He does". I smiled. It was totally different with Jake. He put me first, it wasn't always about him. With Tommy it was always what he wanted to do or where he wanted to go. Some paragraphs are incomplete if you are not reading this novel on .net. Visit .net to read the complete chapters for free. He was my first everything and I wanted to make him happy. I guess I was scared in case he dumped me. "But you're right". I whispered. "I thought that was normal how he treated me. He was my first boyfriend and I believed everything he said".

"He-.. he didn't hurt you did he?". Her eyes connected with mine her phone forgotten about.

"God no". Not physically anyway. Tommy had a way with words at times. "That was in the past I knew our relationship ended the minute I left Florida".

"You would tell me if he did though right?".

"He didn't touch me Lana. You think I would have stayed with him if he hit me?". I asked.

"Sometimes words are worse than physical pain". Getting to her feet she grabbed a hold of my hand. "But you're right that was the past. We're here now and I have a feeling I'm going to like it".

"Can I ask you something?". I asked as she let go of my hand her attention going back to her phone.

"Pete wants to take me to dinner tonight". She grinned.

"What did you say?".

smirked. "Keeping him keen. What did you

she was getting herself into yet. She didn't do relationships but this one she wasn't getting

if she

were you going to

just give him a chance. Let him take you to dinner. You said you got on right?". For the full time we had been friends never once had Lana had a relationship. She always

how's that working out for

feelings. I can do what I want when

with the same answer. "Can't keep doing the sex with no strings forever.

scares me". She smirked. "But you're right. I'll go to dinner, I'll keep

never know you might end up liking it". I laughed at the

tonight?". She asked as my phone started

it. Answering the call I held the phone to my

"Hello".

could look out my window. I knew he'd get his back up with the

say

the worry he was trying to hide. I surprised myself at how well I handled today. Considering I fainted the first time I saw him. I wasn't scared. "I'm fine don't worry". Glancing at Lana she was to busy with her phone. "Are you free tonight?".

not babe why you need

that he couldn't come. I wasn't going to drag him away from whatever he was doing. "No it's okay". Dinner could happen any

be there. Anything you need princess

into my bottom lip I noticed Lana was staring at me. There

got time for Miss Wilson". He laughed causing me to roll my eyes. "But I can't tonight babe I left a little bit of a mess after today.