We didn't stay at the cabin. We hit the road back home as soon as I told him I was willing to work things out. It was still a little awkward and the drive home wasn't exactly comfortable.

The tension between us was wild and not exactly in a good way. But I said I was willing to give it another go and I was going to try. The only thing I was hesitant about was not being able to go back to the way we were. "Leah?".

"Yeah?".

"You do know how sorry I am don't you?". He placed his hand on my knee squeezing gently.

"I know". I didn't want to keep talking about it. The more he brought it up the more I struggled to move past it. I knew he was sorry but he still had to gain back my trust. "She meant nothing to me, you're the only-....".

"Can we please not". I sighed. "I've told you I'm willing to try again but please stop talking about it".

His hand fell from my knee as he gripped the steering wheel and drove the rest of the way home.

It was horrible. The awkwardness, the tension. I couldn't help but feel like we had lost what we had. He pulled up outside my house cutting the engine.

"I'll see you tomorrow". Unclipping my seat belt I jumped when he grabbed my hand.

"I feel like I've lost you".

"Same". I whispered.

we ever going to get

much our relationship had changed in so

because right now I wasn't so sure. Was I always going to have that little voice in the back of my head telling me he was up to

down his face a sigh falling from his lips. "I'm sorry". I whispered. "I just-... I'll see

but he didn't leave until I was safely inside. Leaning against the front door

had no idea how to

me tightly. That only made

don't know what

Leah". Her grip loosened as she took hold of my hand leading me into the

have are driving me crazy. I can't switch it off, how do I get past what

to be

the truth. Nothing about the way I felt had changed. He still

picture life without him". She placed the cup of hot coco on the table as she sat across from me. "The balls in your

to go back to the way they were". I took a sip of my

you want things to go back to the way they were then make it happen. Jake made a mistake sweetheart and he'll pay for it for the rest

but he's a damn fool if you ask me. All I want is for you to be happy and

start I was hesitant because of his past but he proved me wrong. I trusted him and he broke

you show him who's boss". The knock at

the top of my head. "I'll bring you some dinner shortly".

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