The Alpha Chose Me by Missy Elliottxo

We couldn't have s*x and yet I couldn't stop the intrusive thoughts.

"Baby". His voice soft he reached for my hand. "Look at me".

I couldn't. I could already feel how red my face was becoming. I was struggling handle this.

"I won't be long". He got to his feet kissing the top of my head before he left.

I liked that he didn't pressure me into talking about it. That would only embarrass me more. How could I talk about something I had no control over?

I sorted myself a hot drink and turned the tv on. Not that I seen much because it wasn't long before my eyes grew heavy and I fell asleep.

Stretching out my limbs I rubbed my face before opening my eyes.

"Alanna?". I frowned.

"Finally". She looked up from her phone. "You snore really bad".

"I do not". Sitting up a yawn escaped my mouth. "Is Jake not home?".

"He's still with my dad. We're going for lunch I'm starving".

"Hungover?". I grinned.

"Dying a little inside". She made a face. "Never drinking again".

Rolling my eyes I sat up swinging my legs off the couch. "Pretty sure I've heard that before". Pulling on my sneakers I got to my feet. "Good night then?". "It was alright". She shrugged. "You didn't miss much".

"Hm". I muttered.

"Okay it was more than alright but seriously you didn't miss much".

"No what I missed was the last big night out with my friends before we go our separate ways".

"Still pissed he took you home?".

no and no I'm not pissed at him

"We all had bets on who Jake would

frowned. "What does that

on. We all know you play

do not". Did

..

her bag and got to her feet.

going?". I started the car

the window. "I

on the radio and decided on the coffee

you got home last

bed". I wanted to talk to her about how I was

had nothing to be embarrassed about but even the thought

"That's it?".

"Well yeah".

"No arguing?".

"Nope".

"Bullshit". She laughed.

don't always fight y'know". Sighing I slowed down as

"Why's your face red?".

Oh god.

not".

"Did something else happen?".

kidding right?". As the light turned green I took

"Somethings different about you".

the engine and undid my seatbelt. "We went to bed and slept". Opening the door she followed suit. "Hey are

pushing the door open and stepping inside. "Should we sit in

I can people

before we were tucking into our food and gossiping like

plan for after