The Alpha Chose Me by Missy Elliottxo

I turned around in his embrace. "I thought the party was a, no?". I wasn't in the mood to act happy. I wasn't happy. My head was throbbing, I felt sick and my skin was on fire. "It's just family".

"It's still people". I didn't want to socialise. I didn't want to talk about last night. I couldn't be bothered with people gushing about how we were now mated. Most of all I knew the questions would be coming. Marriage.

Kids. Blah.

That's how I was feeling about that.

My mood had completely change but it's not as if I could throw them out, they were family.

"You wanted to go to the party". He spoke.

"Yeah, well now I don't". I stepped away from him.

"Leah".

"I need some air". I about turned and headed back out the front door. He didn't follow. Some paragraphs are incomplete if you are not reading this novel on .net. Visit .net to read the complete chapters for free. I sat on the front step resting my head on my knees. I had this sudden pent-up rage inside. Like I would snap at any second.

I didn't want to be here.

thought after last night we were finally where we needed to be but no. Of course, there was more, it was like a fucking jigsaw. Why couldn't it be simple?

and we live happily

last night. A sigh fell from my lips when I heard the door open behind me. Great, just what

I join you

to talk to anyone. I was afraid I might say something I didn't mean. Or all this rage inside of me would come out. Or that I'd burst into tears. I'm pretty sure all the above would happen today at some point. "I don't want to be rude but I don't

me you're okay and I'll leave

I wasn't okay. On top of being in heat I just felt horrible. I wasn't sure if I wanted to scream

did manage a small smile. I was in a funk and it wasn't going to go away until my heat

I hope.

not though,

is playing with my emotions. I'm happy, sad, angry all

you're feeling?". She

sure he knows I'm

can help, being around

"I thought

boy". She sighed. "That stupid,