The Alpha Chose Me by Missy Elliottxo

I shook my head. "I told them to sort their shit out and that I wasn't getting involved".

"Good girl. Do you want to go out for dinner?".

I shook my head. "I can't be bothered anymore". I also wasn't in the mood for going out now. A yawn escaped my mouth. "But if you want to go out, we can".

"I'm going to run you a bath and order Chinese food. We can find a film and settle on the couch. Sound good?".

I nodded.

Fat chance I would be able to stay awake, but I'd at least try. I couldn't get over how tired I was. I had no energy for anything. I prayed my full pregnancy wouldn't be like this.

Jake ran me a bath while I lay on our bed scrolling through Facebook. Nothing interesting, nothing exciting until I received a private message from my dad.

He wanted to know if I was up for grabbing coffee tomorrow.

That I could do. I was ready. Our first meeting may have not been how I planned for it to go but it happened. This time around I could think about what I wanted to say. In all honesty I just wanted a relationship with him. I had family out there that I didn't know.

this time it wasn't just me

staring at the message

you're not ready I completely understand. I will wait

back letting him know I could meet around lunch time. I

"Baths ready".

for coffee

"What?".

on Facebook so I'm

me to come?". He

shook my head. "This is something I can do on my own". It was something I had to do on my own. I had to do this my way and as much as I love Jake and his support, I didn't want

you off and hang around until you're

the offer, but

want you going

rolled my eyes. Was he serious? I was