The Alpha Chose Me by Missy Elliottxo

I sat for ages watching him sleep. It wasn't long before the nurse poked her head in to check my obse "Do you need anything sweetie?".

I shook my head.

"Your bp is a little high but that can sometimes be normal in girls your age. Do you feel okay?".

I shrugged. I was being unreasonable; this wasn't her fault, but I wasn't in the mood for talking.

"I'll be back soon. In the meantime, if you need anything press your button".

S.

I felt lost. I didn't understand how I could grieve something I never had. Maybe this was how it was always going to end up. Maybe it just wasn't meant to be.

Brushing the tears from my cheeks, I muffled my sob with the bedsheets. I wanted to leave, I wanted to get out of here and go home. I wanted to be in the comfort of my own surrounding and sleep in my own bed. But truthfully, I was in no state to leave this bed.

"Babe". His voice reached my ears, and I wiped my face clean and cleared my throat.

"I need to pee".

He helped me to the bathroom and against my protests he wouldn't leave.

"I just want to help".

"I can manage".

I was looking for someone to blame other than myself and that wasn't fair. None of this

cramps in my stomach and a pressure down below. Was that normal? I had never lost baby before, so I had no idea what to expect or what happens. "I shouldn't have

to me could have happened to anyone.

sleep. I was exhausted and every part of my

he pressed a kiss against my forehead. "I'm right here if

want

pressed his lips

......

hands and headed back

was dry, and I felt sick because I hadn't eaten anything.

snoring softly from the chair his jumper covering his

door to my room opened the

and once that's finished the doctor will come

I go

not. He'll come and speak to you shortly. Do

I shook my head.

and the door was closed Jake removed his jumper and wiped at

you feeling?". He

"Sore, uncomfortable".