I sat for ages watching him sleep. It wasn't long before the nurse poked her head in to check my obse "Do you need anything sweetie?".

I shook my head.

"Your bp is a little high but that can sometimes be normal in girls your age. Do you feel okay?".

I shrugged. I was being unreasonable; this wasn't her fault, but I wasn't in the mood for talking.

"I'll be back soon. In the meantime, if you need anything press your button".

S.

I felt lost. I didn't understand how I could grieve something I never had. Maybe this was how it was always going to end up. Maybe it just wasn't meant to be.

Brushing the tears from my cheeks, I muffled my sob with the bedsheets. I wanted to leave, I wanted to get out of here and go home. I wanted to be in the comfort of my own surrounding and sleep in my own bed. But truthfully, I was in no state to leave this bed.

"Babe". His voice reached my ears, and I wiped my face clean and cleared my throat.

"I need to pee".

He helped me to the bathroom and against my protests he wouldn't leave.

"I just want to help".

"I can manage".

he was offering I was just being stubborn. I was looking for someone to blame other than myself and that

I had never lost baby before, so I had no idea what to expect or what happens. "I

what happened to me could have

wanted sleep. I was exhausted and

against my forehead. "I'm right here

want to

baby okay". Again, he pressed his lips against my

......

headed back

and I felt sick because I hadn't eaten anything. I couldn't seem to stomach

was snoring softly from the chair his jumper covering his eyes. That can't

the door to my room opened the nurse from earlier smiled at

and once that's finished

can I go home?". I

not. He'll come and speak to

I shook my head.

closed Jake removed his jumper

you

"Sore, uncomfortable".

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