The Alpha Chose Me by Missy Elliottxo

I sat for ages watching him sleep. It wasn't long before the nurse poked her head in to check my obse "Do you need anything sweetie?".

I shook my head.

"Your bp is a little high but that can sometimes be normal in girls your age. Do you feel okay?".

I shrugged. I was being unreasonable; this wasn't her fault, but I wasn't in the mood for talking.

"I'll be back soon. In the meantime, if you need anything press your button".

S.

I felt lost. I didn't understand how I could grieve something I never had. Maybe this was how it was always going to end up. Maybe it just wasn't meant to be.

Brushing the tears from my cheeks, I muffled my sob with the bedsheets. I wanted to leave, I wanted to get out of here and go home. I wanted to be in the comfort of my own surrounding and sleep in my own bed. But truthfully, I was in no state to leave this bed.

"Babe". His voice reached my ears, and I wiped my face clean and cleared my throat.

"I need to pee".

He helped me to the bathroom and against my protests he wouldn't leave.

"I just want to help".

"I can manage".

was offering I was just being stubborn. I was looking for someone to blame other than myself and that wasn't

pressure down below. Was that normal? I had never lost baby before, so I had no idea what to expect or what happens. "I shouldn't have let you drive home

happened to me could have happened

wanted sleep. I was exhausted and every part

he pressed a kiss against my forehead. "I'm right here if you

want to

okay". Again, he pressed his lips

......

hands and headed back into

mouth was dry, and I felt sick because I hadn't eaten anything. I couldn't seem

chair his jumper covering his eyes.

my room opened the

finished the doctor

go

don't see why not. He'll come and speak to you shortly. Do you need

I shook my head.

the door was closed Jake

you

"Sore, uncomfortable".