The Alpha Chose Me by Missy Elliottxo

I sat for ages watching him sleep. It wasn't long before the nurse poked her head in to check my obse "Do you need anything sweetie?".

I shook my head.

"Your bp is a little high but that can sometimes be normal in girls your age. Do you feel okay?".

I shrugged. I was being unreasonable; this wasn't her fault, but I wasn't in the mood for talking.

"I'll be back soon. In the meantime, if you need anything press your button".

S.

I felt lost. I didn't understand how I could grieve something I never had. Maybe this was how it was always going to end up. Maybe it just wasn't meant to be.

Brushing the tears from my cheeks, I muffled my sob with the bedsheets. I wanted to leave, I wanted to get out of here and go home. I wanted to be in the comfort of my own surrounding and sleep in my own bed. But truthfully, I was in no state to leave this bed.

"Babe". His voice reached my ears, and I wiped my face clean and cleared my throat.

"I need to pee".

He helped me to the bathroom and against my protests he wouldn't leave.

"I just want to help".

"I can manage".

was just being stubborn. I was looking for someone to blame other than myself

lost baby before, so I had no idea what

weather was bad and what happened to me could have happened to anyone. I finishe Jake's hand on the

wanted sleep. I was exhausted and every part of my

he pressed a kiss against my forehead. "I'm right here

just want

he pressed his

......

my hands and headed back

mouth was dry, and I felt sick because I hadn't eaten anything. I couldn't seem to stomach

chair his jumper covering his eyes. That can't be

my room opened the nurse from earlier smiled at

going to change your IV and once that's finished the doctor will come in

go

don't see why not. He'll come and speak to you

I shook my head.

Jake removed his jumper and wiped at

you

"Sore, uncomfortable".