The Alpha Chose Me by Missy Elliottxo

Chapter 421

Was it awkward or was I just being my weird overthinking self again? I was listening to the conversation happening around the table while eating my food.

Lacey was massive and I joked about there being two in there, but she corrected me and was sure there was only one. Were we okay? Was the awkwardness there because of me? Was I making it awkward?

A sigh fell from my lips. I was becoming annoyed with myself for being stupid. We were all friends, the best of friends. I was overthinking the situation like always.

"I miss this". Lana smiled. "We never hang out anymore".

She wasn't wrong. I was surprised we all made it here today. Everyone was always busy living their own lives.

"Life gets busy". I shrugged. "But you're right we need to do this more often". I took a sip of my coke my eyes landing on Lacey.

She had barely touched her food at all.

"Are you okay?". I asked.

"Fine". She smiled.

"Okay". Jake's voice was ringing in my head. I was not to push her; she didn't feel comfortable around me as it is because of the pregnancy which again was the stupidest thing I had ever heard. "Pregnancy is kicking your ass Lacey". Alanna spoke. "Are you still being sick?".

She nodded.

"Have you tried ginger?". I asked.

have sickness tablets but they're not working. I'm sick

Charlotte said it worked a treat when she was pregnant with

will". She smiled. "Thanks Leah and look I'm

grabbed her arm pulling her

Lana groaned. "Don't pull

been a good friend". She sighed.

need to explain yourself

I couldn't bring myself to shove my pregnancy in your face". "You know I would never think

supposed to be a happy time in my life, and I hate it. I'm sick every day, I can't sleep

She wasn't catching a break, and she still had a long way to

back to you". It was the least

staying at his

that what you want?".

best". She shrugged. "And I would never

that up and left in the first place, but I guess she was right. I

we're good?". I

Leah. I should never have thought that in the first place. How are you doing with it all?".

about the loss of my baby wasn't something I was ready to talk about and I wasn't sure if I would ever be ready. Jake and I have dealt with it our own way. We're happy, we're in a good place. Maybe I'll never talk about it because honestly, I don't think I need to. It had nothing to do with

me.

and I was okay with that. I was a strong believer of everything happens for a reason and

is she took the hint and for that I was grateful.