The Alpha Chose Me by Missy Elliottxo

Chapter 451

I was part of this family. They all welcomed me with open arms, and yet I always had this tiny little feeling that I still didn’t belong. For example, right now I was sat out the back on my own and had been for the last 20 minutes or so.

I could hear the laughter and chatter from inside. Everyone getting along and having a good time and yet here I was sitting by myself. Don’t get me wrong I wasn’t expecting anyone to check on me but a part of me wanted to be involved or at least feel involved.

I was sick of feeling like the odd one out.

I didn’t know whether to share my feelings with Jake for them to be brushed off with a compliment or a silly remark of me overreacting. He was good with words, good at making me think I was overthinking everything.

Usually, I was. I thought too much about every situation, but I couldn’t help it. I had done so since I was little. I was sick of repeating the same thoughts over and over in my head.

I was important to this pack and yet most of the time I felt invisible. My dad was leaving tonight and maybe just maybe the right thing for me to do was go with him.

He may be the answer to help with my wolf. Not only that but he could teach me how to be what I am.

“You seem deep in thought”. Her voice snapped me out my thoughts as she sat in the seat next to me. “Are you okay sweetheart?”.

hadn’t talked with Evelyn yet; the house was too busy for us to grab

“Fine”. I nodded.

for you

like that. How are you doing?”.

you sure you’re

it that obvious?”.

just want

thinking about

“What sort of stuff?”.

her how I feel? It’s not even about how

“Your wolf?”. She asked.

so maybe

know what it doesn’t matter.

“Sit back down Leah”.

did. My bum hit the