The Alpha King's Contracted Luna by Nelson Claudia

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Chapter 199

-Ava’s POV-

“So the Beta is the one responsible for all of this? So he can take the throne?” My mother asked.

I kept my gaze locked on the window, watching the blur of buildings and trees flash past as the car sped down the road. I hoped my silence would give her the hint to stop talking to me, but, as always, she didn’t know when to let things go.

I clenched my fists trying to contain the anger simmering just beneath the surface. Yes, I had gone back to her. Yes, I had asked her for the pack’s help in finding Grayson. But that didn’t erase years of pain or make it easier to sit in the same car

with her.

“Ava, you’re asking me to use the pack,” she pressed, her voice sharper now. “The least you can do is answer my question.”

“I don’t HAVE to do anything.” I snapped, finally turning to glare at her. “You already agreed to let them help. If you’re just going to use this to guilt–trip me or hold it over my head, then tell the driver to stop the car and you can take them and leave. I’m not in the mood for this today–or any other day, for that matter.”

She sighed heavily, but to my relief, she didn’t say anything else. I turned my attention back to the window, the cold glass against my temple doing little to cool the heat rising in my chest. Still, just being near her brought the anger bubbling back to the surface, no matter how hard I tried to shove it down.

“Did you have to come with me?” I asked, unable to hold back the venom in my voice. “Or ride in the same car as me? Shouldn’t you be doing something else–like, I don’t know, being a terrible mother?”

“That’s enough, Ava,” she said tightly. “Now you’re just being cruel.”

“I’m being cruel?” I scoffed, turning to face her fully now. “I’m the one who’s cruel? What do you call the way you and Father treated me my entire life? I never did anything wrong. I never asked to be some child of prophecy. And yet you two ruined my childhood. You ruined every year after because you thought I was the wrong choice.”

Her expression hardened, but there was a flicker of something in her eyes–guilt, maybe? Regret? It was hard to tell, and I wasn’t in the mood to care.

“That’s not true,” she said quietly. “Everything we did, we did for your benefit. We tried to make you strong.”

“But you made me miserable instead,” I shot back, my voice trembling with barely contained fury. I sucked in a sharp breath, trying to steady myself. “That’s why I left, you know. That’s why I wanted to escape everything–to pretend, even for a little while, that I wasn’t Ava Pierce. Because being your daughter is nothing but anger and pain and questions that never get answered.”

The silence that followed was heavy, suffocating. I stared out the window, willing myself to stay calm, but the question that I had asked but didn’t allow myself to get the answer and I’d been avoiding for weeks clawed its way to the surface. I couldn’t hold it back anymore.

“Do you know where she is? Or if she’s alive?”

My mother’s silence stretched on for what felt like an eternity. When she finally spoke, her voice was softer than I’d ever heard it. “I don’t know where or who she is. Your father and I could never find her–or the person who took her. But I know she’s alive. I’ve never stopped feeling it.”

“Way to be maternal,” I muttered under my breath, rolling my eyes and turning away from her again.

I let my thoughts drift, trying to process what she’d said. A sister. I had a sister. I hadn’t let myself think about it too much

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a stone in my chest. Somewhere out there, there was

It was almost funny–the idea that there

been lied to her entire

Was she happy?

Safe?

car jolted to a sudden stop, snapping me

going on?” My mother asked

driver’s voice was calm but apologetic. “Luna, we’ve reached the

out, glancing around. My surroundings offered nothing but dead ends and empty streets. Frustration

end, I told her, trying to keep the bitterness

almost instantly. I’m still pissed at you, she began, as she had every time we’d spoken since I reached out to her to ask if Rickon had made progress in the hours I refused to

Grayson. His scent had been faint at best in the places we’d checked, and the phones–his and Elaine’s–had been found abandoned in a bar. It

it all threatened to crush me. I had dragged

circles, chasing shadows. We’re wasting time, and Grayson-” My voice caught, and I clenched my jaw, forcing myself to

her expression softening just enough to make me uneasy. “Ava-”

off. “Don’t. Don’t pretend to care now. You don’t get to play the concerned parent when you’ve spent my

flinched, just slightly, but didn’t argue.

her, my eyes scanning the empty streets once more. The scent of Grayson had

through my thoughts. “Luna,

waiting for her to make the call. She hesitated for a moment before nodding. “Keep moving,” she said. “Search the surrounding area. We’ll find something.”

in my chest only deepened. Time was slipping away, and with

back against the seat, and for the first time in what felt like hours, silence settled in my mind. I

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her voice cutting through the

is your fate. Let go. Focus.

in my chest, and somehow, something inside me shifted. I exhaled slowly and forced myself to let go–of everything. All

not believing in me, for

it all

I focused.

whole. The way he looked at me, his

would rather let the world burn than let anything happen to

one touches what is

no

you