The Alpha King’s Possession

35. Trying To Do Better

KIAN

I couldn’t fucking lose her. The moment she was ready to walk away, I couldn’t stop myself, I needed her and so I promised her something which I knew was going to throw the entire fucking summit into chaos. But… She was worth it.

We had a fucking messed up start, but I couldn’t fucking continue. Each day my resolve was breaking and I was pushing her away. If she wanted to be my one and only, officially, then that was fine… I didn’t get women; it wasn’t like I was going to cheat on her. I would deal with the Alpha’s and the backlash this was going to cause… Yes, the timing was fucking off, but if this could solidify the treaty between her kingdom and mine, it may ease the council’s wrath.

“She is strong.’ Thanatos growled encouragingly.

‘I know, she’s already fucking broken me down.’ ‘I have a complaint.’ Thanatos grumbled as I stripped out of my clothes, shifting into wolf

form.

‘You always fucking do.’

‘Mate, looked so sexy tonight. Why didn’t you eat her for dessert? You are a bad date.’

I mentally cocked a brow.

‘Seriously, as much as I want to eat her out, she’ll probably snap my neck if I tried.’

As we broke into a run, he laughed and I relished the wind that rushed through my fur, mind linking Corbin to keep an eye out that no one broke into my quarters. Although I had guards posted all around, I still wanted someone I truly trusted around her.

I wasn’t sure what they would think of this but I was too fucking close to losing her.

‘Sage.’

‘Kian?’ Her hopeful voice came.

‘I want to talk to you first thing in the morning. Meet me on the west side.’

Oh ok, I’ll be there. I hope you’re ok Kian, you weren’t at the dinner.’

‘I’m fine. See you tomorrow, Sage.’

I cut the link, thinking I was going to do this.

I returned home and slipped into my bedroom. She had changed out of that fucking dress that had me hard for her. Her gorgeous hair was still in its curls but her flawless face was free

of the makeup that had made me fucking want to tell her I’ll fucking worship her day and night as long as she stayed by my fucking side.

was wearing a satin nightdress. One arm was draped over her stomach, the other one, curled into a fist, was tucked under her chin. The bedding was a fucking mess, which meant she had been asleep for a while. My she-devil didn’t know how to stay in one

into the shower; would it be

not at all. Sleep here.’

tells me it’s fucking wrong… I promised her I’d take another

fucking becoming

you just love

beat. Was that it? Had I fallen for her?

my mind. The burning passion in her eyes when she wanted to fucking kill me. The

shower then dried myself off before pulling my pants on and leaving the bathroom. I walked over to the shelves, grabbing my journal and

“Dummy Alpha… Mh…” 1

cocked an eyebrow,

insulting me

sleep

the room, the feeling of her lips lingered on mine. Entering my office, I took a

in the wrong hands, but there was nothing

I was never good with fucking words, but everything became a lot easier when you had a pen or brush in

I’m falling for her. She’s

kept Thanatos blocked off as I wrote down how the fuck I was

fucking word. I knew I needed to make it u p to her, but I wanted to get inside her head, wanted to know exactly how she thought, what was on her mind and what pleased her. Without fucking showing that I

best but two thirds of the kingdom shared borders with other kingdoms, leaving most of it easy access. Thanks to the heavy woods that bordered most of my kingdom, one third was joined

sat back, staring at the ceiling. The Elven kingdom was the only one I was sure was not involved. They were aloof

me, and on top of that, my mate. That red dress fucking threw me off big time with the tempting back details. All I had

head…

darkness. The odd light was on here and there in the courtyards below, but at

worst came to worst and I needed to leave to check out the border myself, what about her? Was this what it felt like to have a fucking family? That you’d always be so fucking

now, I knew if anything happened to her, I would lose

my desk and got back to work

heading out to meet Sage. She was already there, clearly having gotten up extra early to dress up.

Kian. Did you sleep ok?” She asked,

I slipped my hands into my pockets and fixed m y gaze on the rising

of her hair off her face the moment we were a

“About you becoming Luna…”

Luna’s yesterday and they

we-”