The Alpha King’s Possession

35. Trying To Do Better

KIAN

I couldn’t fucking lose her. The moment she was ready to walk away, I couldn’t stop myself, I needed her and so I promised her something which I knew was going to throw the entire fucking summit into chaos. But… She was worth it.

We had a fucking messed up start, but I couldn’t fucking continue. Each day my resolve was breaking and I was pushing her away. If she wanted to be my one and only, officially, then that was fine… I didn’t get women; it wasn’t like I was going to cheat on her. I would deal with the Alpha’s and the backlash this was going to cause… Yes, the timing was fucking off, but if this could solidify the treaty between her kingdom and mine, it may ease the council’s wrath.

“She is strong.’ Thanatos growled encouragingly.

‘I know, she’s already fucking broken me down.’ ‘I have a complaint.’ Thanatos grumbled as I stripped out of my clothes, shifting into wolf

form.

‘You always fucking do.’

‘Mate, looked so sexy tonight. Why didn’t you eat her for dessert? You are a bad date.’

I mentally cocked a brow.

‘Seriously, as much as I want to eat her out, she’ll probably snap my neck if I tried.’

As we broke into a run, he laughed and I relished the wind that rushed through my fur, mind linking Corbin to keep an eye out that no one broke into my quarters. Although I had guards posted all around, I still wanted someone I truly trusted around her.

I wasn’t sure what they would think of this but I was too fucking close to losing her.

‘Sage.’

‘Kian?’ Her hopeful voice came.

‘I want to talk to you first thing in the morning. Meet me on the west side.’

Oh ok, I’ll be there. I hope you’re ok Kian, you weren’t at the dinner.’

‘I’m fine. See you tomorrow, Sage.’

I cut the link, thinking I was going to do this.

I returned home and slipped into my bedroom. She had changed out of that fucking dress that had me hard for her. Her gorgeous hair was still in its curls but her flawless face was free

of the makeup that had made me fucking want to tell her I’ll fucking worship her day and night as long as she stayed by my fucking side.

under her chin. The bedding was a fucking mess, which meant she had been asleep for a while. My she-devil didn’t know how to stay in one spot when she was asleep. I smirked

silently into the shower; would it

at all.

in itself tells me it’s fucking wrong… I promised her I’d take another

was fucking becoming a

just

that it? Had

was up to no good flashed in my mind. The burning passion in her eyes when she wanted to fucking kill me. The way she had self respect… I smiled slightly. Life wasn’t so bad when you had a feisty queen to keep you

dried myself off before pulling my pants on and leaving the bathroom. I walked over to

“Dummy Alpha… Mh…” 1

cocked an

fucking insulting me in her

Thanatos’s sleep voice

to that. Hiding my smile as I left the room, the feeling of her lips lingered on mine. Entering my office, I took a seat at my desk, unlocked the journal and began to

end up in the wrong hands, but there was nothing wrong with mentioning certain stuff

at the paper, I was never good with fucking words, but everything became a lot easier when you had

come here, and without even trying, I’m falling for her. She’s just like a rose in full bloom, beautiful, perfect, and armed

blocked off as I wrote down how the fuck I

wanted to get

the journal aside after re-locking it and took out some reports I needed to handle. The situation was becoming worse. There was no clue as to who the fucking culprits were, but my people were suffering. I was doing my best but two thirds of the kingdom shared borders with other kingdoms, leaving

staring at the ceiling. The Elven kingdom was the only one I was sure was

in my mind, and I was doing my best not to think about Morgana. It was fucking strange for a woman to not want me, and on top of that, my mate. That red dress fucking threw me off big time with the tempting back details. All I had wanted was to fucking rip it off her and now I can’t fucking get her out

head…

window and staring out at the darkness. The odd light was

leave to check out the border myself, what about her? Was this what it felt like to have a fucking family? That you’d always be

safe. She was my fucking strength right now, I knew if anything happened to her, I would lose

returned to my desk and got back to work despite the worries that flitted through

out to meet Sage. She was already there, clearly having gotten up extra early to dress up. She

you sleep ok?” She asked, concern clear in

I slipped my hands into my pockets and fixed m y gaze on the rising

about?” She asked, brushing a strand of her hair off her face the moment

“About you becoming Luna…”

talked to several visiting Luna’s yesterday and they seemed to approve of your

we-”