The Alpha’s Contract by Taylor West

Chapter 0181

Neah "How can I not remember, Raven? That makes absolutely no sense.” "Maybe you got confused. Maybe you lost track of time.”

“You don't believe that. Damien must have said something to you.” I mutter. I was out of the chair and pacing. Somehow, pacing has become the thing that helps me think

"What does Nyx say?” Raven asks quietly. Her eyes follow me as I move around the room.

“She thinks you are all lying to me. But you can't all be, can you? It's not like Moonshine where they kept secrets from me. You would tell me the truth, wouldn't you?”

Raven nods her head

I lower myself down onto the edge of the bed. "There's a darkness inside of me, Raven. It's like, in the moment, I can't control it. Like it takes over and once whatever needs to be done is done, the darkness fades like it was never even there. Does that make sense?"

“I think so. How long has this been happening?

"Since Devon. Maybe even before, I don't know.”

on the stool. "Have you told my

also never had a problem with it. He enjoyed it. Until

I think that's why he gets on so well with Damien.” I see her smile and I am truly happy for her, but Dane and Damien being friends was not

scared. What if they are right? What if I am too far gone? What if it's too late?”

has

shoulders drop as she frowns. "According to Damien, if

twins will die?”

nods her

my eyes filling with tears. "So then, I just don't turn.” It sounded pretty simple. “And no more killing." That's what

lowers her dark

that simple is

from what

just go back to the days, where the hardest

wanted to be a monster, but here I

to echo in

Damien who transitioned back and Mallory who helped him. She can help you too. If you let her.” "Mallory is