The Alpha’s Contract by Taylor West

Chapter 0181

Neah "How can I not remember, Raven? That makes absolutely no sense.” "Maybe you got confused. Maybe you lost track of time.”

“You don't believe that. Damien must have said something to you.” I mutter. I was out of the chair and pacing. Somehow, pacing has become the thing that helps me think

"What does Nyx say?” Raven asks quietly. Her eyes follow me as I move around the room.

“She thinks you are all lying to me. But you can't all be, can you? It's not like Moonshine where they kept secrets from me. You would tell me the truth, wouldn't you?”

Raven nods her head

I lower myself down onto the edge of the bed. "There's a darkness inside of me, Raven. It's like, in the moment, I can't control it. Like it takes over and once whatever needs to be done is done, the darkness fades like it was never even there. Does that make sense?"

“I think so. How long has this been happening?

"Since Devon. Maybe even before, I don't know.”

you

aware. But he also never had a problem with

Damien.” I see her smile and I am truly happy for her, but Dane and Damien being friends was not the issue right

if they are right? What if I am too far gone? What if it's too late?” I glance down at my bump. “What about them? “That's a lot

has Damien told

Damien, if you, you know....become Rogue,

will die?”

nods her

could feet my eyes filling with tears. "So then, I just don't turn.” It sounded pretty simple. “And no more killing." That's what Dane had

lowers her

that simple

from what I

just go back to the days, where the hardest part of my day was learning to read and

I never wanted to be a monster, but here

to echo in the room as she nods

is, we have Damien who transitioned back and Mallory who helped him. She can help you too.