The Alpha's Fated Outcast: Rise Of The Moonsinger by Ejiofor Dorcas

76 I know who I am. I know what I want

76 I know who I am. I know what I want…

Cassidy

The room spun..

My fingers dug into the wooden table, my knuckles turning white as the blood drained from my face. For a moment, I couldn’t breathe, couldn’t think, couldn’t move.

Then the emotions hit me in rapid succession shock that froze my lungs, fear that turned my blood to ice and finally, anger that coursed through my veins, spreading to every part of my body, pooling hatred in my heart.

Four years. For four years I’d had to rebuild everything after that deviant disappeared. Four years of imagining myself as the future Luna, of trying to make Ramsey forget and now…

My mother’s words echoed in my mind: ‘If a man loves you, he will do everything possible to be with you‘

After a long pause, I drew in a shaky breath and turned to the guard, my face void of the emotions boiling inside me.

“When? Where did you see her?”

“I overhead Beta Lenny informing the Lycan Leader of her arrival this morning with the Alpha Heir of Blue Ridge pack. Apparently, she came for her father’s funeral, the guard said.

“And what did Alpha Ramsey say?” I asked, fighting the rage boiling in my heart.

“Nothing!” the guard said. “He just nodded and went back to what he was doing.”

“Thank you for telling me,” I nodded, “You may go now.”

As soon as the guard left, I rose from my chair, my tears drying on my cheeks as a smile curved my lips. I walked to the window, watching the sun sink toward the horizon of the White

Mountains it would be dark. Soon, the moon would rise.

I would make sure that Lyla’s return was her final mistake.

It was almost midnight when I returned to White Moon Pack brimming with anger. As soon as I stepped inside the pack house, I made a beeline for Ramsey’s room hoping for his sake he wasn’t with Lyla.

When I reached his bedroom, I knocked softly before pushing the door open. The room was empty, the bed still made – clearly, it hadn’t been slept on. But his scent was in the room.

I

“Where are you?” I whispered to myself, turning on my heels and starting towards his office. The pack house was quiet at this hour, most of its staff had retired for the night, so I didn’t see who to ask where Ramsey was.

corner, I nearly collided with Seth, the pack housekeeper, who

know who am I

bowed curtly to me. “I didn’t think you’d come back today. How was

I nodded. “Where is Ramsey? He’s not in his

“Have

his office? He didn’t eat dinner in the dining room but asked us

like the other domestic staff in the pack house. He rarely shows emotions and

Do you know if he has any upcoming plans or… departures?” I tried

head. “I know he’s been trying to focus

quickly. “That will not be necessary. Are we expecting any guests from any of the werewolf

supplied, barely reacting.

or something or is Ramsey going anywhere? Maybe Blue Ridge Pack? He hasn’t gone to pay them his condolences right? Or will

think you should worry about her. The Lycan Leader shuttles between the Pack hospital and his office

head. “He might be making plans. He went there the last time. I just need to know if you’ve heard anything. Any mentions of travel plans or

a moment I saw him give me a pityingly

and I know this is a lot to ask but can you give me updates if he changes

shook his head. “I’m afraid, I cannot. I have sworn loyalty to the Lycan Leader, except there’s a direct command from him to share his schedules, I’m afraid, I cannot do that and you have

not

anything else you need assistance with, Luna?” he asked.

“No! T

as he bowed curtly before continuing down the hallway while I continued to Ramsey’s office.

door, placing my ears to see if I could pick off any sound but it was silent.

C

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chair, his sleeves rolled up to his elbows as he worked. Sensing my presence, he looked up, his piercing gaze meeting with mine

you been?” he asked. “I’ve been looking for

I came here to fight not this. “Oh, I… I was just… I went to White Lake, to my pack. My parents wanted to see me.”

caught doing something wrong, though

hadn’t.

down his pen, looking at me fully now. “Good. I needed to talk to

shifted with unease. “Oh?”

come closer. He rose from his seat, then sat on the space he made a few seconds ago and then indicated I sit on

took the seat, my heart pounding wildly at the nice gestures. Seeing that I

us to discuss our wedding, he began and my breath caught, my pulse thundering in my ears. “I need

I repeated, confused.

–

official wedding” he clarified. “I spoke with the Moon Priest earlier and he confirmed we can go ahead with it. Usually, the woman needs to provide a date and then the Moon Priest will check if it’s suitable for the ceremony and if

suitable day.”