84 Die and be done with it.

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I should get used to disgrace by now but as I walked away feeling the thousand pair of eyes on my back, I knew that I would never get used to this, no matter how much I tried.

Maybe, I should just die and be done with it.

I walked until I could no longer hear the murmurs of those around me or see the pity in their eyes. I still didn’t stop until I reached a small copse of trees hidden from view. Only then, did I allow myself to break.

Everything inside me shattered. The sobs came violently, shaking my entire body. I pressed my back against a rough tree trunk and slid to the ground. Not caring about my clothes or dignity as tears dripped down my face in torrents.

My mother’s words kept echoing in my head.

Not my daughter. Wicked. Worthless. Abomination.

I touched my cheek where the slaps had landed, feeling the heat of broken blood vessels beneath my skin. But the pain paled in comparison to the heartache I felt.

I had known, somewhere deep inside, that choosing Nathan would have consequences. But this?

This complete rejection, this public denouncement? And this was not the first time. z

If my mother hated me so much, why did she give birth to me? What on earth did I do to her to always get this hostile treatment?

My sobs quietened. I inhaled and exhaled deeply.

I’ll round them up as fast as

the human world… I mattered, I was an important person. A valuable member of

from my pocket, wiping the tears from my eyes as a ghost smile appeared on my lips. This humiliation is

Paul a chance if he asks me out and hope our relationship grows into something beautiful. Maybe, I might start

men are fond of keeping their boundaries. You could be

humans will go to any length for

I opened his message and typed back a reply.

and be

smiling like a

my texting when a call from Nanny came

with the sweet night air blowing at me

the report I got. Are you alright dear?”

you.” I sighed. “I just had a little quarrel with my mom earlier but it’ll be fine. Did Nathan tell you he’s

that!” Nanny chuckled “He was so busy freaking out when he called me. “So, did he propose

told you nothing can happen between me and him. We’re best friends and we’re not involved

can’t speak on his behalf too. Have you seen the way he smoulders you with his look whenever you’re not looking; with eyes filled with lust, love, passion and everything a

your eyes checked. Nathan is

behind a closed door with him. I know your mate was a Lycan and their thing is big but I heard Werewolves are quite

“Why are we talking about sex on the phone? What kind of example are

you’ll show up to the house pregnant or something. You’re too reserved for a young woman. When was the last time you got laid?

Nathan!

blushed deeply, suddenly feeling ashamed as though if I continued with this conversation

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