The Alpha's Fated Outcast: Rise Of The Moonsinger by Ejiofor Dorcas

91 Lost you forever…

Ramsey

“I don’t understand, what do you mean by she refused?”

Lenny sighed, exhaling deeply. “She doesn’t want to see you, Ramsey. She made it that much. clear. She wouldn’t even look at the address I gave her. I think…”

I and Lenny were in the corridors of the Pack Hospital and I was trying to get feedback from his meeting with Lyla yesterday. It’d be foolish of me to think she would come at the first call but outrightly rejecting me? I didn’t see that coming.

“Maybe it’s the way you told her. Were you rude? Did you not sound convincing enough? Did you tell her how much I’ve missed her and…”

Lenny suddenly grabbed my arm, causing the remainder of the words to die on my lips. A group of nurses passed, giggling and casting us flirting looks but I wasn’t interested.

“Maybe discussing this here is not the best of ideas, Lenny said quietly. “There are so many people listening

“I don’t care.” I told him coldly. “I just want to know why she would turn me down, after everything I’ve done all these years. How I’ve chased her tenaciously… is this how she will choose to repay my kindness?”

“You didn’t do her any kindness, Ramsey, Lenny scoffed, shaking his head with disgust. “Women are not moved by this sort of act of service because everything you ever did, never impacted her directly. If anything you hurt her… what were you expecting? For her to fall on her knees and thank you?”

I sighed, running my hands through my hair. This was driving me crazy.

“Is this about me putting Nathan in the dungeon?”

again, waiting for another group of medical staff to pass. “You should forget about Lyla… she has moved on from what I see. When you

insisted shaking my head,

have second–chance mates. The Moon Goddess is merciful enough to let people love the second time. So…”

same for me. Lax, told me she’s our only mate and I know I didn’t treat her as well as she wanted but I’m ready to make amends now. Can’t she see it? I’m

and reaching

out. You’re using me to reach out to her. If you want this woman

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Lost you forever…

with you, showing up in front of her and telling her the words you sent me to tell her might soften her heart and endear

are on me. Besides, I

you. You treat her like a secret. You want her, but you cannot be bold enough and declare openly that you truly want this woman and no one else. That’s fucked up, Ramsey… no one… not even me would want a partner who wants me

but I want Lyla… but she’s not perfect.

is it you really want,” Lenny said through gritted teeth. “You’re holding two women ransom. You’ve kept Cassidy here for years and now you want to go back and forth with their emotions? I hope

started towards the hospital’s exit. I dropped into the chair at the reception, cradling my head with my hands.

do? It’s easy to throw around words like ‘making a decision‘ or ‘choosing one‘

are you alright?”

of black shoes came to stand in front of me, when I looked up, it was a doctor staring at me with

you not feel well?”

waking up finally after all these weeks. But I’m fine. I’ll go and see him now.

highlight of my day. After days of uncertainty, I could hardly believe he would be

corridor and that of the pack elders within. The door was slightly ajar and packed with people from the pack. When I got closer, I hung at the door, watching and

eyes as I saw him propped in a comfortable position leaning on a mountain of pillows – he looked thinner than I remembered but that sharpness