The Alpha's Fated Outcast: Rise Of The Moonsinger by Ejiofor Dorcas

91 Lost you forever…

Ramsey

“I don’t understand, what do you mean by she refused?”

Lenny sighed, exhaling deeply. “She doesn’t want to see you, Ramsey. She made it that much. clear. She wouldn’t even look at the address I gave her. I think…”

I and Lenny were in the corridors of the Pack Hospital and I was trying to get feedback from his meeting with Lyla yesterday. It’d be foolish of me to think she would come at the first call but outrightly rejecting me? I didn’t see that coming.

“Maybe it’s the way you told her. Were you rude? Did you not sound convincing enough? Did you tell her how much I’ve missed her and…”

Lenny suddenly grabbed my arm, causing the remainder of the words to die on my lips. A group of nurses passed, giggling and casting us flirting looks but I wasn’t interested.

“Maybe discussing this here is not the best of ideas, Lenny said quietly. “There are so many people listening

“I don’t care.” I told him coldly. “I just want to know why she would turn me down, after everything I’ve done all these years. How I’ve chased her tenaciously… is this how she will choose to repay my kindness?”

“You didn’t do her any kindness, Ramsey, Lenny scoffed, shaking his head with disgust. “Women are not moved by this sort of act of service because everything you ever did, never impacted her directly. If anything you hurt her… what were you expecting? For her to fall on her knees and thank you?”

I sighed, running my hands through my hair. This was driving me crazy.

“Is this about me putting Nathan in the dungeon?”

and misinterpreted- it as you trying to punish her more. See, Ramsey…” he paused again, waiting for another group of medical staff to pass. “You should forget

that’s not how it works, I insisted shaking my head, “We’re mates, fated

Moon Goddess is merciful enough to let people

told me she’s our only mate and I know I didn’t treat her as well as she wanted but I’m ready to make amends now.

pride and reaching

not reaching out. You’re using me to reach out to

C

you

much she’s angry with you, showing up in front of her and telling her the words you sent me to tell her might

are on me. Besides, I can’t just show up

with you. You treat her like a secret. You want her, but you cannot be bold enough and declare openly that you truly want this woman and no one else. That’s fucked up, Ramsey… no one… not even me would want a

I have to marry Cassidy but I want Lyla… but she’s not perfect. She has a defect;

said through gritted teeth. “You’re holding two women ransom. You’ve kept Cassidy here for years and now you want to go back and forth with their emotions?

he turned on his heels and started towards the hospital’s exit. I dropped into the chair at the

do? It’s easy to

you

pair of black shoes came to stand in front of me, when I looked up, it

not feel well?” he

waking up finally after all these weeks. But I’m

doctor nodded enthusiastically and I brushed past him, suddenly feeling joyful. My grandfather’s recovery was supposed to be the major highlight of my day. After days of uncertainty, I could hardly believe he would be able to finally open his

ward room, I could hear his voice from the corridor and that of the pack elders within. The door was slightly ajar and packed with people from the pack. When I got closer, I hung at the door, watching and loving the way they gathered around his bed, their voice was filled with warmth

on a mountain of pillows – he looked thinner than I remembered but that sharpness was still in his eyes at