The Alpha's Fated Outcast: Rise Of The Moonsinger by Ejiofor Dorcas

164 Voice in my head…

Nathan

I stormed out of the living room towards the entrance of the Alpha building and I shoved the door open, barely restraining myself from slamming the door. Anger–pure rage coursed through my veins like molten, making my hands shake at my sides and my jaw tighten.

“The audacity.” I growled under my breath. Luna Vanessa’s presumptuous suggestion that I marry Clarissa still rang in my cars. Even though it was being reechoed in my mind, each word sounded

like an insult.

“How dare she? How dare Luna Vanessa suggest I marry Clarissa? Reminding me of my status as a Beta Wolf like I’m some common Omega she can command at will!”

Ragnar rumbled in disagreement. “Luna Vanessa didn’t mean it that way. I’m sure she only wants you to marry Clarisis to strengthen your title and the pack. Having an Alpha wife has a lot of advantages and it would mean that your children…”

“Can you stop the nonsense you’re going on about? What about Lyla? She’s agreed to marry us, Ragnar. Did you forget? She’s also the daughter of the Alpha… what are worrying about now?”

“Is she really?” Ragnar sighed. “I just feel strange these days, Nathan. I feel that Lyla may not be the one for us, and maybe we’re forcing things. I wish you’d just sit back and think things through. That would do so much for us than blindly accepting everything, don’t you think? I know she confessed she wants to marry us, but… it feels like she’s doing it out of compulsion.”

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“Shut up, Ragnar!” I bristled, feeling my anger heightening. “And no talks about that. I’ve everything for this pack. My loyalty, my strength, my life–everything! And now, you all want to deny me of the one thing I want the most and barter me off like a prize?” I raked my hand through my hair, tugging at my strands. “Does anyone care to consider my feelings? I love Lyla… so fucking much, and I want to be with her.”

“No one is disputing that, Nathan,” Ragnar sighed. “A few years ago, I could see the passion, the intensity of the love you had for Lyla, but… maybe things have changed.”

A slight pause…..

“What if you no longer love her like before and you’re doing this to teach Ramsey a lesson or maybe it’s something else… infatuation or a feeling of indebtedness because of how she helped you through your mother’s death? Maybe if you look closely enough, you’d discover that… you don’t really love Lyla like you think, and you’re doing this because you feel responsible for her.”

moment, Ragnar!

am your wolf. I am a part of you, Nathan… I can tell what you feel about someone. I really can.” “You can’t!” I retorted, “Because if you did, you’d be able to know that I love Lyla dearly and not give me

he said, “Yes, nothing is wrong with

voice dripped with disdain. “Of all

in my

164 Voice in

my voice dripped with disdain. “Of all people. Just because she’s the Alpha’s daughter doesn’t mean I’ll fall in line. This is pure manipulation. Using my position against

me that…”

interpreting it as that. Besides, the seven core Alphas have been able to preserve their power and true blood by marrying each other’s children all these

lower than my tank! She’s

taken me to the

she had been a man, she would have stood a better chance, but you know werewolves are intentional about things

I screamed… “I’m done listening to you. You’re making everything

everything you’ve been through. Look at Ramsey…. he knows what his duties are, and he chooses his duties, knowing that the lives of thousands of people depend on his decision. He loves Lyla, but he’s not driven by it. He has remained logical and sane

treating her like shit is illogical?” I fired

a side. He’s a great leader, Nathan. Putting your feelings first before your people…” Ragnar sighed. “It’s a bad

I shot back, hating

what you want out of life. A focused man would know that to love a woman, he shouldn’t make himself a scapegoat in easily

He continued…

sighed. Tve allowed you to do what you want all these years because you’re my owner, but it’s time to open your eyes…

want me to leave Lyla for Ramsey? The same man

her his mate now, she wouldn’t need to endure the tauntings she would have from years ago if he had caved in to his desires and declared her his mate. The people will come for his head and not just that… for Lyla’s, too. It’ll make her more depressed, kill her inside slowly… but he waited and you all think he did that because he was ashamed

paused, considering Ragnar’s

if it means keeping her like a secret. Even if it meant Lyla crying and feeling like he hated her. Come to think of it… who