The Alpha's Fated Outcast: Rise Of The Moonsinger by Ejiofor Dorcas

167 The forever I dream of…

Lyla

“I missed you, I murmured to Nathan for maybe the thousandth time since he arrived, placing my head gently on his shoulders. I hadn’t realized how much I missed him until now.

“I missed you more, he replied, squeezing my hand gently. “You look beautiful as always and…” he paused for a minute, running his eyes the length of my body. “Different–but in a good way. Did I miss out on anything? I’m sure you’ve been busy, too

“I didn’t change. I said quickly, steering the topic of my physical appearance. Since Nymeris manifested herself to me, I’ve gotten many compliments about my appearance. Although, I haven’t felt Nymeris for a few days now, but I wanted to attribute it to the stress that came with all the Harvest Moon Festival.

The first thing I would do as soon as I go back to Blue Ridge was to learn everything I need to about having a wolf. Learn everything I’m supposed to learn about my wolf. I was dying to run through the forest with the moon shining brightly above us and the wind in

my fur….

“And yes, I’ve. Been busy, I continued, grinning. “But it’s been good. I enjoy working, the apprentices are doing great too, and everything’s on track for the festival:

He smiled. “I’m so proud of you, Lyla. Every day… and I’m lucky that a few months from now, we’ll be together forever–hopefully.”

I smiled. “I can’t wait.”

We continued walking, talking and trying to catch up with lots of things. I noticed it was just my sister Clarissa walking a distance behind us, but I didn’t want to think too much of it. I wanted to ask about my mother and all, but still, I was afraid I would ruin the mood. Perhaps later.

because

Moreso, I felt a lightness in my heart that I hadn’t felt in weeks, and I knew it was b

Nathan was here.

As we neared the central square, I noticed Nanny was watching us from a distance. Her expression was unreadable, but I waved to her like a small child, earning a sad smile in return. Nanny has been acting strange for some days now.

I would wake up to

find her watching me intently by my bedside; most times, her eyes were swollen with unshed tears; at other times, I saw sadness in them. All attempts to find out what could be the problem always end in the same thing… silence on her part.

After the little details I gathered here and there from the whispers of the other priestesses, it seemed Nanny had left the Moon Temple–ran away–would be a perfect word. She was next in line to the High Priestess but suddenly ran away one morning and only turned up recently.

However, no one seem to know why she ran away.

that there was not much I knew about her. We’ve spent the better part of our life together, catering to my needs, and making sure my pheromones do not hinder my everyday

much more than all the people in my life put together

I dream of

all the people in my life put togeth and the fact that she had a lot going on with her and I’m unable to help

anything.

on your mind?” Nathan asked suddenly,

She’s still herself, but sometimes, I feel there’s something she’s not telling me. I don’t know… I’m just feeling like a sheep backed to a corner. I think I can handle a lot of things now, but no one

“Have you asked

her. I feel she’s ashamed of opening up p to me and I get it… it’s difficult to talk about certain parts of your life you wish never happened. She’s always been there for me and I want to trust her. If there’s something I need to know, she’ll tell me when the time

looked thoughtful. “Sometimes, people keep secrets with good intentions, Ly” But they can still hurt when they come

a deeper meaning in his words. “Is there

me?”

smiled softly, leaning down to kiss my forehead. “Nothing you need to worry about

now.”

further, choosing to trust him.

soon as we entered the room, he pinned me to the wall, sliding his hand under my dress, rough and unapologetic.

for this, weren’t you? Now I’m here, we can practice all those things

on the phone.”

I swallowed hard, managing a nervous

when his lips claimed mine. An instant rush of energy pools all over my body as he starts to ravage my lips. His mouth left mine, trailing wet kisses down my throat, sucking on it. He drags hungry kisses to the space in between my breasts and

I gasped, taking in shaky breaths. “I can’t. Please, I

away from me, panting, “Why?

ridden up during his exploration. “I can’t, Nath,

it’s not like you’re a

on the door. Before Nathan could respond, the door opened and Clarissa walked in–let me rephrase that.

C

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from me to Nathan and then back to Nathan, practically ignoring me. “Alpha Nathan, can I talk

he needed the extra layer of security. “Can’t it

cannot,” she said

not to have noticed me, I tried not to show the anger coursing through me in my voice. “I was here first, didn’t you see? You

go, we’ll talk about

it’s her and not me. I want to talk