The Alpha’s Fated Outcast: Rise Of The Moonsinger

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A week later ,

I lay on the Healer’s table , drenched in sweat , my body shaking uncontrollably as I writhed in agony .

My skin burned as if it had been set on fire from the inside out .

My muscles clenched painfully and every joint felt like it had been ripped apart .

I groaned , suppressing the urge to cry out … if it was

⚫ with Lyla ? I this terrible for me , then how would * had thought rejecting her would be the end of the whole charade .

But the pain keeps getting worse every day making me realize the mate bond was more than an old wive’s tale that I could shrug off .

I clutched at my chest , hoping the pain in my chest .

would stop , but it didn’t .

“ You’re bad shape , Alpha , ” the healer muttered , “ I’ve never seen something like this .

Can you remember if you had anything … ” he trailed off .

Since this week , I’ve made several trips to the Healer

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quarters and was secretly getting treated but I was also ashamed to admit it might be due to me rejecting my mate .

I’d rather suffer in silence than let anyone know it was because of that .

“ Just give me something for the pain ! ” I breathed clutching the side of the bed , as my breath came in ragged gasps .

The healer nodded and puttered for a minute with a lot of dark liquid before he brought one to me .

“ Alpha , please drink this ,” He said .

His voice sounded distant but I wmyself to collect the potion he was offering me and owned the bitter liquid in one big gulp .

I waited for a few minutes and the agony subsided .

When I opened my eyes , I saw the healer staring at me , with a worried expression .

“ We need to find the root cause , Alpha .

Your body is beginning to reject all treatments .

I don’t know what this is .

Do you have any idea … ”

“ Thank you ! ” I murmured pushing myself down from the examination table .

“ I think this last potion is more effective than the rest .

I’ll be fine in a few days .

I’m sure .

Just keep increasing the dosage or whatever .

”

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With that , I stumbled out of the healer’s chamber .

The walk back to the pack house felt like an eternity and it didn’t help that Lax had been quiet for a while now .

Since the day Lyla had left the pack , he had stopped responding to my calls .

He was there , alright , I could feel him but he had his back to me .

Maybe if he were here , I wouldn’t be putting up with this level of intensity of pain that I was feeling .

But I knew he was trying to punish me and I didn’t have the energy to deal with him now

My mind wandered to Lyla – ag missed her , missed her scent , h

It always did .

I presence .

Every time

her soft , sad eyes , the way her

loved her , at

pushed her away , rejected her but I was doing the right

, everyone would come to

I arrived at the pack house , I met Seth at

say something – had been dying to say something but something

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, ” I mumbled “ Your silence is louder

”

Cassidy again , Alpha ! ” he sighed “ This is the 7th time today

Even your grandfather .

”

and

thousands of excuses to give , Seth , you just need to let your creative juice

this condition and you know that

by tomorrow ,

for something else

”

stared at me for

through his eyes

I saw fear

but I could send some soldiers to Blue Ridge pack

if

”

sadly “ Do you know how many times , I’ve contemplated driving there myself but I cannot keep using her when I don’t want her ? It’s enough that she thinks of me as a monster … ”

hushed me “ But sharing your burden can help the people

, if you had made her see

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way ,” he added

and you wouldn’t have

”

” I said flatly walking to my

pack healer said my body is

what

a second before he shook

It’s strange that you’re going through this

but it doesn’t give you

in all the years of

have happened to

feel r mate

He’s not talking to me , Seth ! ” I

Lyla … We cannot be together and I will overcome it

, let him straight to

He nodded .

to go inside , he stopped me again , giving me

?

Lyla’s I presume

it while cleaning her room

should I have

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from him

as soon as her scent wafted

was her scarf in the box

closed the box , feeling

to Seth , shaking my

to her

to … ”

the latest and

I’ll leave it with you and send it back tomorrow , ” he replied , thrusting the box back to me and

soon as I entered my room , I hurriedly removed the scarf from the box , holding it to my nose , inhaling her

scent .

.

felt the pain from the

strong , that I got lost in it and didn’t hear the

? ” came Lenny’s voice

was standing in my room , hands on his hips , glaring at me

on the scarf tightening for a split second before I carefully

My jaw

annoyance as I

belong to who I think it is ? ” he asked with a smirk

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