The Alpha’s Fated Outcast: Rise Of The Moonsinger

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A week later ,

I lay on the Healer’s table , drenched in sweat , my body shaking uncontrollably as I writhed in agony .

My skin burned as if it had been set on fire from the inside out .

My muscles clenched painfully and every joint felt like it had been ripped apart .

I groaned , suppressing the urge to cry out … if it was

⚫ with Lyla ? I this terrible for me , then how would * had thought rejecting her would be the end of the whole charade .

But the pain keeps getting worse every day making me realize the mate bond was more than an old wive’s tale that I could shrug off .

I clutched at my chest , hoping the pain in my chest .

would stop , but it didn’t .

“ You’re bad shape , Alpha , ” the healer muttered , “ I’ve never seen something like this .

Can you remember if you had anything … ” he trailed off .

Since this week , I’ve made several trips to the Healer

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quarters and was secretly getting treated but I was also ashamed to admit it might be due to me rejecting my mate .

I’d rather suffer in silence than let anyone know it was because of that .

“ Just give me something for the pain ! ” I breathed clutching the side of the bed , as my breath came in ragged gasps .

The healer nodded and puttered for a minute with a lot of dark liquid before he brought one to me .

“ Alpha , please drink this ,” He said .

His voice sounded distant but I wmyself to collect the potion he was offering me and owned the bitter liquid in one big gulp .

I waited for a few minutes and the agony subsided .

When I opened my eyes , I saw the healer staring at me , with a worried expression .

“ We need to find the root cause , Alpha .

Your body is beginning to reject all treatments .

I don’t know what this is .

Do you have any idea … ”

“ Thank you ! ” I murmured pushing myself down from the examination table .

“ I think this last potion is more effective than the rest .

I’ll be fine in a few days .

I’m sure .

Just keep increasing the dosage or whatever .

”

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With that , I stumbled out of the healer’s chamber .

The walk back to the pack house felt like an eternity and it didn’t help that Lax had been quiet for a while now .

Since the day Lyla had left the pack , he had stopped responding to my calls .

He was there , alright , I could feel him but he had his back to me .

Maybe if he were here , I wouldn’t be putting up with this level of intensity of pain that I was feeling .

But I knew he was trying to punish me and I didn’t have the energy to deal with him now

My mind wandered to Lyla – ag missed her , missed her scent , h

It always did .

I presence .

Every time

there in my mind : her soft , sad eyes , the way her lips quivered when she

, at least

her but I was doing

, everyone would come to appreciate my sacrifice

I arrived at the pack house , I met Seth

knew he wanted to say something – had been

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already , Seth , ” I mumbled “

”

” he sighed

Even your grandfather .

”

patted his back and

to give , Seth , you just need to let

anyone in this condition

fine by tomorrow , tops

else

”

at me

through his eyes

saw fear

I could send some

be better if

”

know ! ” I chuckled sadly “ Do you know how many times , I’ve contemplated driving there myself but I cannot keep using her when I don’t want her ? It’s enough that she thinks of

You’re not a monster , Alpha ! ” he hushed me “ But sharing your burden can help the people you love understand

you had made her

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in a good way ,”

I’m sure she would have stayed and you

”

” I said flatly

body is beginning to reject the potions

idea what that means ? ”

a second before he shook

strange that you’re

it

never heard of it in all the years

something must have happened

mate mark ?

to me , Seth ! ” I sighed

talks about Lyla … We cannot be together and I will overcome it

later , let him straight to my

He nodded .

, he stopped me again

that ?

Lyla’s I presume

while cleaning her

I have it sent to her pack ? ”

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box from him and

soon as her scent wafted up to my nose

scarf in the box

the box , feeling

handed the box back to Seth , shaking my

Send it to her , Seth

deserve to

latest and free

it back tomorrow , ” he replied , thrusting the

as I entered my room , I hurriedly removed the scarf from the box , holding it

scent .

.

the pain from

lost in it and

? ”

was standing in my room , hands on his

grip on the scarf tightening for a split second before I carefully folded

My jaw

in annoyance as I turned to Lenny

who I think it is ? ” he asked with a smirk playing on

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