The Alpha’s Fated Outcast: Rise Of The Moonsinger

39 A wet massage …

Warning [ Slightly Steamy Chapter ]

Lyla

“ Will you be alright by yourself ? ”

Nanny asked eyeing me with concern .

So , the weird behaviour yesterday was because my heat started .

I groaned in embarrassment as I remembered how I had been all over Xander yesterday .

I wonder if he thinks I’m crazy .

“ I’ll be fine , Nan ! ” I replied flatly , looking out the window .

“ I hate myself on days like this .

”

“ I hate it for you too but , there’s going to be a way soon .

You know how curious these humans are , maybe when you’re done with school , we could start looking for solutions .

I’m sure there’ll be a way .

”

“ Yeah ! ” I nodded , refusing to meet her gaze .

After settling me in and fluffing the pillows and ensuring that I needed everything I within arm’s reach .

wanted

“ If you need anything , just call me , okay ? ” Nanny said one more time as she rose to her feet .

.

I nodded , my voice barely above a whisper .

“ I will .

Thank you , Nan .

”

with

With a satisfied smile , Nanny left the room , closing the door softly behind her leaving me alone .

my thoughts and my oozing pheromones .

This month’s heat had caught me completely off guard .

Usually , there were signs – subtle changes in my body , a slight rise in my temperature , mood swings – but this time , it had just come , leaving me completely unprepared .

I turned in my bed , trying not to think of the way , Xander’s lips had felt on mine when I kissed him yesterday .

I also felt guilty … but it only lasted for a moment .

Ramsey was an ex – mate and it’s okay for me to move on .

It’s been several months already .

An episode of desire surged through me as I groaned out , clasping my thighs together .

The urge to touch the aching need in between my legs was so strong but it’ll be a waste of time , especially since this was the first day .

Which was surprising because it didn’t feel like the first day .

no matter how much I tossed and turned , I couldn’t seem

my entire body

staying up all night ,

, a sharp ringing sound jolted me awake

the doorbell

pushed myself out of bed , cursing loudly

was Nanny , returning and may have left her key , I

it open ,

, in his school

smile was Xander .

turned red as my pheromones suddenly filled the air , and a

A wet massage .

we had came to my mind

doing here ? ”

He shrugged nonchalantly .

came to check

that you won’t be coming to

! ” I clutched at my gown “ Not that I’m sick , it’s just … I’m not sure she would understand if I explained the

thank

”

werewolf , Lyla , I

I come in ? ”

felt a sudden

This wasn’t right .

near anyone like this , not while my body was in heat

I was already picturing Xander in my head doing not – so

to him … I might really lose

here , Xander , ” I said stepping back ,

I’m … I’m not in a good

to

”

,

fine , Lyla

worried about your scent , it’s a nice smell and it won’t affect me at

way you think

want to help

I’m your friend .

”

, trying to reason with him , despite the wetness growing in between

now .

and

“ No really .

You don’t understand .

should be in

you even

leave ? ”

lips curved into a small

School isn’t the

there knowing you

”

… It’s not suffering ,” I sighed

parts but …

It’s suffering , Lyla … not having a mate to quench those annoying desires …

it felt like

my thighs together , fighting the moan that bubbled to my

but the

body ached with need and my mind was

… I can’t think straight

”

stepping inside and

“ I know .

why I’m here

different about him today there was an aura that I could feel and

me , so close that ifi