The Alpha’s Fated Outcast: Rise Of The Moonsinger

39 A wet massage …

Warning [ Slightly Steamy Chapter ]

Lyla

“ Will you be alright by yourself ? ”

Nanny asked eyeing me with concern .

So , the weird behaviour yesterday was because my heat started .

I groaned in embarrassment as I remembered how I had been all over Xander yesterday .

I wonder if he thinks I’m crazy .

“ I’ll be fine , Nan ! ” I replied flatly , looking out the window .

“ I hate myself on days like this .

”

“ I hate it for you too but , there’s going to be a way soon .

You know how curious these humans are , maybe when you’re done with school , we could start looking for solutions .

I’m sure there’ll be a way .

”

“ Yeah ! ” I nodded , refusing to meet her gaze .

After settling me in and fluffing the pillows and ensuring that I needed everything I within arm’s reach .

wanted

“ If you need anything , just call me , okay ? ” Nanny said one more time as she rose to her feet .

.

I nodded , my voice barely above a whisper .

“ I will .

Thank you , Nan .

”

with

With a satisfied smile , Nanny left the room , closing the door softly behind her leaving me alone .

my thoughts and my oozing pheromones .

This month’s heat had caught me completely off guard .

Usually , there were signs – subtle changes in my body , a slight rise in my temperature , mood swings – but this time , it had just come , leaving me completely unprepared .

I turned in my bed , trying not to think of the way , Xander’s lips had felt on mine when I kissed him yesterday .

I also felt guilty … but it only lasted for a moment .

Ramsey was an ex – mate and it’s okay for me to move on .

It’s been several months already .

An episode of desire surged through me as I groaned out , clasping my thighs together .

The urge to touch the aching need in between my legs was so strong but it’ll be a waste of time , especially since this was the first day .

Which was surprising because it didn’t feel like the first day .

matter how much I tossed and turned , I

entire

up all night , I dozed

, a sharp ringing sound

was the

bed , cursing loudly as the doorbell

and may have left her key , I trudged wearily toward the

it open , I blinked in

there , in his school

smile was Xander .

turned red as my pheromones suddenly filled the air , and a

A wet massage .

we had came to

you doing here ?

He shrugged nonchalantly .

I came to check on

to the class this morning that you won’t be coming to school because you

clutched at my gown “ Not that I’m sick , it’s just … I’m not sure she would understand if I explained the situation to her

thank you

”

a werewolf ,

come in ? ” he asked

felt a sudden

This wasn’t right .

be near anyone like this , not while my body was in heat

was already picturing Xander in my head doing not – so – good things to

cannot be close to him … I might really lose

” I said stepping back , closing the

… I’m not in a good

need to

”

he didn’t move , instead , his gaze remained focused on

It’s fine

you’re worried about your scent , it’s a nice smell

way you think

want to

I’m your friend .

”

trying to reason with him , despite the wetness growing in between my

now .

and

“ No really .

You don’t understand .

be in school , anyway

did you

leave ? ”

into a small

the same without

, I couldn’t just sit there knowing you were here … suffering

”

It’s … It’s not suffering

for some parts

Lyla … not having a mate to

, it felt like he was undressing me

together , fighting the moan that bubbled to my throat

him away but the heat inside

too much- my body ached with need and my mind was foggy with desire I couldn’t

Please , Xander … I can’t think straight right

”

me , stepping inside and closing the door behind

“ I know .

I’m here

about him today there was an aura that I could feel and it was giving me a weird mix of

, so close that ifi reach for his