The Alpha’s Fated Outcast: Rise Of The Moonsinger

39 A wet massage …

Warning [ Slightly Steamy Chapter ]

Lyla

“ Will you be alright by yourself ? ”

Nanny asked eyeing me with concern .

So , the weird behaviour yesterday was because my heat started .

I groaned in embarrassment as I remembered how I had been all over Xander yesterday .

I wonder if he thinks I’m crazy .

“ I’ll be fine , Nan ! ” I replied flatly , looking out the window .

“ I hate myself on days like this .

”

“ I hate it for you too but , there’s going to be a way soon .

You know how curious these humans are , maybe when you’re done with school , we could start looking for solutions .

I’m sure there’ll be a way .

”

“ Yeah ! ” I nodded , refusing to meet her gaze .

After settling me in and fluffing the pillows and ensuring that I needed everything I within arm’s reach .

wanted

“ If you need anything , just call me , okay ? ” Nanny said one more time as she rose to her feet .

.

I nodded , my voice barely above a whisper .

“ I will .

Thank you , Nan .

”

with

With a satisfied smile , Nanny left the room , closing the door softly behind her leaving me alone .

my thoughts and my oozing pheromones .

This month’s heat had caught me completely off guard .

Usually , there were signs – subtle changes in my body , a slight rise in my temperature , mood swings – but this time , it had just come , leaving me completely unprepared .

I turned in my bed , trying not to think of the way , Xander’s lips had felt on mine when I kissed him yesterday .

I also felt guilty … but it only lasted for a moment .

Ramsey was an ex – mate and it’s okay for me to move on .

It’s been several months already .

An episode of desire surged through me as I groaned out , clasping my thighs together .

The urge to touch the aching need in between my legs was so strong but it’ll be a waste of time , especially since this was the first day .

Which was surprising because it didn’t feel like the first day .

no matter how much I tossed and turned

was as if my entire body was

up all

, a sharp ringing sound

was the

, I pushed myself out of bed , cursing loudly

left her key , I trudged wearily

open ,

his school uniform

smile was Xander .

cheeks turned red as my pheromones suddenly filled the air

A wet massage .

kiss we had came to

are you doing here

He shrugged nonchalantly .

to check on

the class this morning that you won’t be coming to school because you aren’t

clutched at my gown “ Not that I’m sick , it’s just … I’m not sure she would understand if I explained

thank you

”

I’m a werewolf , Lyla ,

I come in ?

sudden rush

This wasn’t right .

this , not

I was already picturing Xander in my head doing not

be close to him … I might really lose control this time

, ” I said stepping back , closing the door a little

I’m … I’m not in a good state

need to leave

”

didn’t move , instead , his gaze remained focused

fine , Lyla

scent , it’s a nice smell and it

way you

just want

I’m your friend .

”

reason with him , despite the wetness growing in between my

now .

and free novels

“ No really .

You don’t understand .

in school , anyway

you even

leave ? ”

curved into a small

isn’t the same

sit there knowing you were here … suffering

”

… It’s not suffering ,” I

parts but

… not having a mate to quench those annoying desires

, it felt like

my thighs together , fighting the moan

wanted to argue , to push him away but the heat

much- my body ached with need and my mind was foggy with desire I

Xander … I can’t think

”

pushed past me , stepping inside and

“ I know .

why I’m here

aura that I could feel and it was

to me , so close that