The Alpha’s Fated Outcast: Rise Of The Moonsinger

39 A wet massage …

Warning [ Slightly Steamy Chapter ]

Lyla

“ Will you be alright by yourself ? ”

Nanny asked eyeing me with concern .

So , the weird behaviour yesterday was because my heat started .

I groaned in embarrassment as I remembered how I had been all over Xander yesterday .

I wonder if he thinks I’m crazy .

“ I’ll be fine , Nan ! ” I replied flatly , looking out the window .

“ I hate myself on days like this .

”

“ I hate it for you too but , there’s going to be a way soon .

You know how curious these humans are , maybe when you’re done with school , we could start looking for solutions .

I’m sure there’ll be a way .

”

“ Yeah ! ” I nodded , refusing to meet her gaze .

After settling me in and fluffing the pillows and ensuring that I needed everything I within arm’s reach .

wanted

“ If you need anything , just call me , okay ? ” Nanny said one more time as she rose to her feet .

.

I nodded , my voice barely above a whisper .

“ I will .

Thank you , Nan .

”

with

With a satisfied smile , Nanny left the room , closing the door softly behind her leaving me alone .

my thoughts and my oozing pheromones .

This month’s heat had caught me completely off guard .

Usually , there were signs – subtle changes in my body , a slight rise in my temperature , mood swings – but this time , it had just come , leaving me completely unprepared .

I turned in my bed , trying not to think of the way , Xander’s lips had felt on mine when I kissed him yesterday .

I also felt guilty … but it only lasted for a moment .

Ramsey was an ex – mate and it’s okay for me to move on .

It’s been several months already .

An episode of desire surged through me as I groaned out , clasping my thighs together .

The urge to touch the aching need in between my legs was so strong but it’ll be a waste of time , especially since this was the first day .

Which was surprising because it didn’t feel like the first day .

much I tossed and turned , I couldn’t seem

if my entire body

exhausted from staying up all night

a sharp ringing sound jolted me awake

the doorbell

, cursing loudly

left her key

, I blinked in surprise

his school uniform and his

smile was Xander .

Xander ? ” My cheeks turned red as my pheromones

A wet massage .

kiss we had came to my

you doing here ?

He shrugged nonchalantly .

to check

homeroom teacher announced to the class this morning that you won’t be coming to

it’s just … I’m not sure she would understand if I explained

, thank you

”

, I’m a werewolf , Lyla , I understand

come in ? ”

sudden

This wasn’t right .

, not while my body was in

and I was already picturing Xander in my head doing not – so – good things to me

to him … I might really lose control

You shouldn’t be here , Xander , ” I said stepping back , closing the door a little as my

not in a good state

to

”

move , instead , his gaze remained

fine ,

you’re worried about your scent , it’s a nice smell and it won’t affect

in the way you

want

I’m your friend .

”

shook my head , trying to reason with him , despite

now .

the latest and

“ No really .

You don’t understand .

be in

did you even

leave ? ”

a small ,

isn’t the same without

there knowing you

”

not suffering ,” I sighed

parts but …

not having a mate to quench those annoying desires …

gaze held mine , it felt like he was undressing

, fighting the moan that bubbled

to argue , to push him away but the heat inside me was clouding

body ached with need and

, Xander … I can’t think straight right

”

pushed past me , stepping inside

“ I know .

why I’m here

and it was giving me a weird mix of strange energy that made my

moved closer to me , so close that ifi