63 To a past and a future …
Lyla
It’s been a year and six months since that night …
Everybody has a turning point – a point where they become stronger or suddenly take up a cape and become a hero .
Well , me … I wasn’t interested .
I wasn’t interested in becoming a hero for the people who mocked me , who shamed me for what I had no part in creating .
I mean , if I am going to sacrifice my life and my peace , it should be for people who are worth it right ?
That night had defined me in ways I still struggle to grasp .
The dark memories had hovered in my mind like shadows , always present , though I had learned to push them away .
I didn’t allow myself to think about the horrors , the danger I had escaped or the truths I’d uncovered about myself .
After that chaos , I and Nanny had moved far from the life we once knew and started afresh .
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For months , I uld wake up in the middle of the night drenched in a cold sweat with my puls racing , trying to shake off the nightmares that seemed too real .
Simple things became a challenge for me walking alone after sunset , staying home without Nanny , even sleeping with the lights off .
But I had fought back , not with grand gestures of bravery but with small , everyday acts of normalcy .
No matter what the world expected of me , no matter the whispers of my lineage or my supposed destiny , I chose to be content being human .
I made up my mind to never ever take up any responsibility .
I never looked up the news reports about that night .
Never questioned Nanny about her real identity , never attempted to connect the dots that might have explained why 1 , of all people , had nearly married a 100 – year – old evil .
The only thing I was interested in these days was tackling my monthly heat while trying to be a
normal adult .
Today , standing in front of my full – length mirror , adjusting my graduation cap on my head , my reflection stared back at me .
I was graduating from high school and it was a milestone I couldn’t
ignore .
All I could see was a woman who had thrived despite the trauma , who had channelled all her energy into her studies , instead of chasing answers to a question I didn’t want to ask .
My phone chimed with a notification and for a brief moment , my heart leaped , hoping it might
be him .
But it was just another congratulatory message from a classmate .
My fingers moved almost unconsciously to my chat history with Nathan , scrolling through two years of one – sided messages that had formed a digital shrine to a friendship that had vanished .
All the promises he made to me that night – now where was he ?
63 To a past and a luture .
Two years of silence .
Two years of trying to understand what I’d done wrong .
The last message .
I’d sent him was three months ago : ‘ Remember when you said we’d always be friends ? I guess some promises are easier to break than keep .
‘
of my bed ,
, wondering what I
done … I’ve survived many things thrown at me , letting Nathan go was going to be
‘ Nathan .
I typed .
trying to
wondering if somehow I’d hurt you
graduation and I
could be here .
But … ”
, trying to still
identified with someone like me , you could have just said
to ignore me
know that I won’t
hope you find happiness in whatever path you’ve chosen
the message over again before hitting
I pulled out the sim card from my phone , snapping it cleanly in half before dropping it into
my
voice called me from downstairs , filled with excitement that had been
We’ll be late ! Let’s
”
eyes quickly and adjusting my makeup , making my final adjustment to my graduation cap ,
I called back as I took the stairs
the bottom , camera already
, ” Nanny breathed , reaching out to
all grown up and graduating with honours
so proud of you
”
swelled with gratitude as I wrapped my arms around the woman who had been more than
everything we’ve been through ,
verge of falling apart and
it without you ,”
dhing that
! ”
did this all on your own
rose above everything that happened to focus on building your future instead of dwelling in the
so proud of
”
, blowing
! ” I chuckled
want to ruin
”
Now smile
is your day and we’re going to make it
”
first time in a long time , I allowed myself to
the nain the heartache and the fear I had made it to this moment I had fought to reclaim
ΠΗ
C
To a past and a
the next chapter with my head held
garden Nanny had
a symbol of
with my cap and gown against the backdrop of
reminder that beauty could grow from any soil , given
time .
enough care and
eyes shining
biggest smile !
a few more pictures , we headed out to the
watched the city pass by outside
living his life , perhaps
that was okay
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