63 To a past and a future …
Lyla
It’s been a year and six months since that night …
Everybody has a turning point – a point where they become stronger or suddenly take up a cape and become a hero .
Well , me … I wasn’t interested .
I wasn’t interested in becoming a hero for the people who mocked me , who shamed me for what I had no part in creating .
I mean , if I am going to sacrifice my life and my peace , it should be for people who are worth it right ?
That night had defined me in ways I still struggle to grasp .
The dark memories had hovered in my mind like shadows , always present , though I had learned to push them away .
I didn’t allow myself to think about the horrors , the danger I had escaped or the truths I’d uncovered about myself .
After that chaos , I and Nanny had moved far from the life we once knew and started afresh .
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For months , I uld wake up in the middle of the night drenched in a cold sweat with my puls racing , trying to shake off the nightmares that seemed too real .
Simple things became a challenge for me walking alone after sunset , staying home without Nanny , even sleeping with the lights off .
But I had fought back , not with grand gestures of bravery but with small , everyday acts of normalcy .
No matter what the world expected of me , no matter the whispers of my lineage or my supposed destiny , I chose to be content being human .
I made up my mind to never ever take up any responsibility .
I never looked up the news reports about that night .
Never questioned Nanny about her real identity , never attempted to connect the dots that might have explained why 1 , of all people , had nearly married a 100 – year – old evil .
The only thing I was interested in these days was tackling my monthly heat while trying to be a
normal adult .
Today , standing in front of my full – length mirror , adjusting my graduation cap on my head , my reflection stared back at me .
I was graduating from high school and it was a milestone I couldn’t
ignore .
All I could see was a woman who had thrived despite the trauma , who had channelled all her energy into her studies , instead of chasing answers to a question I didn’t want to ask .
My phone chimed with a notification and for a brief moment , my heart leaped , hoping it might
be him .
But it was just another congratulatory message from a classmate .
My fingers moved almost unconsciously to my chat history with Nathan , scrolling through two years of one – sided messages that had formed a digital shrine to a friendship that had vanished .
All the promises he made to me that night – now where was he ?
63 To a past and a luture .
Two years of silence .
Two years of trying to understand what I’d done wrong .
The last message .
I’d sent him was three months ago : ‘ Remember when you said we’d always be friends ? I guess some promises are easier to break than keep .
‘
the edge of my bed , my graduation gown crinkling beneath me
about our last chat together , wondering what I might have
thrown at me , letting Nathan go was going to be easy
‘ Nathan .
I typed .
spent two years trying to understand what
of wondering if somehow I’d hurt you without realizing
graduation and
could be here .
But … ”
trying to still my trembling
want to be identified with someone like
have to
want you to know that I won’t bother you
in whatever path
over
the sim card from my phone ,
tie to my past … I
! ” Nanny’s voice called me from downstairs , filled with excitement that had been building
ready sweetheart ? We’ll be late
”
final adjustment to my graduation cap , I grabbed
as I
at the bottom , camera already in hand , eyes glistening with proud
look at you , ” Nanny
all grown up
proud
”
heart swelled with gratitude as I wrapped my arms around the woman who had been more than just a Nanny – who had been my
been through , Nanny
on the verge
done it without you ,” I whispered
dhing that
! ” Nanny
did this all on your
everything that happened to focus on building
proud of you
”
ceiling , blowing on
! ” I chuckled shakily
I don’t want to ruin my makeup
”
smile dear
we’re going to make
”
the first time in a long time , I allowed myself to feel proud of
made it to
ΠΗ
C
To a past
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took pictures in the garden Nanny had planted when
symbol of our
and gown against the backdrop of blooming roses and swaying
was a reminder that beauty could grow from any
time .
enough care and
more ! ” Nanny insisted , her eyes shining with joy as she adjusted
Give me your biggest smile
we headed
city pass
his life ,
was okay
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