The Alpha’s Fated Outcast: Rise Of The Moonsinger

73 A non – present father …

Lyla

In no time , we were tucked in bed .

I held onto him , rubbing his back slowly , hoping he would go back to sleep but the awkwardness had returned .

He was bigger than me and by right , he was supposed to be the one , holding me .

“ The nightmares started in the third year ! ” he said , suddenly breaking the silence .

“ He was getting tired of coming every day and torturing me with all sorts of things and then getting disappointed that I wouldn’t talk ”

He paused and sighed before continuing .

“ He decided to mess with my head .

Wanted to hypnotize me into confessing the address but my will was too strong to break .

I didn’t tell him anything .

”

We fell silent again , with only the sound of our breathing filling the room .

I wanted to ask a lot of questions .

I wanted to know why Ramsey had been looking for me … did he care ? Was it his obsession to turn me into his mistress and sex toy ?

“ But I’ll be fine ! ” Nathan said again .

“ The Pack doctors said it’s the side effect from the hypnotizing drug and I just need to rest plenty .

”

“ I’m glad ! ” I said quietly and the silence returned .

After a while again , Nathan pulled himself from my hand , giving me a teasing look .

“ Aren’t you tired of holding me ? ”

I shook my head , managing a small smile .

“ But let’s switch places .

I will go back to holding you

after a few minutes .

”

He nodded and we switched places .

My head was on his chest , I could hear the erratic beating of his heart .

I could tell he wanted to tell me something but I didn’t know why he was hesitating .

After a while , he nudged me quietly .

“ Are you sleeping ? ” he asked .

“ No ! ” I replied with a deep sigh .

“ You ? ”

“ I can’t sleep ! ” he said .

you like to come back

question was unexpected

! why are you asking ? ”

missed home and

”

home

Somedays I’ll wake up and panic because it

family

–

sister are slowly fading from my memory

I might not be able to recognize them that I’ll forget how they look

”

should focus only on the memories and not the

there been others since Ramsey ? ”

Another unexpected question .

”

me and my studies

have one year left before I graduate

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non present

I’ve been able to achieve so

even if there’s a way for you to come back to Blue Ridge ? ”

… ” I chuckled sadly “ But I don’t want him

I don’t see myself

to resume your duties as Alpha … have you thought about who you want to make your

”

You ! ” he said without

If you’ll have me ! ” he

He seemed distracted .

like the only reason you’d want to marry me is to throw it

and think you’ll make

still in love with

Ex – mate ! ” I tried not to get angry

mate bond doesn’t guarantee

messy and broken everything turned out for

if you ever cross paths with him , you won’t try to reignite things

! ”

Who do you take me for ?

didn’t say anything

kiss on my forehead and we fell into

again .

have until you go back home ? ” I asked

Why ?

you should stay the weekend

of fun

I may never see you because you’ll soon have a wife and lots of pups

lose any time with you !”

” he called out suddenly , his tone was

stay until the

have to return to the pack

… ” he sighed “ My plate is full

”

Full with what ? ” I shrugged into

mine and the way he was still staring at me

the pack and a lot

for a reason and I

do it .

”

turn off your phone and stop taking any mindlink

just got