The Alpha’s Fated Outcast: Rise Of The Moonsinger

73 A non – present father …

Lyla

In no time , we were tucked in bed .

I held onto him , rubbing his back slowly , hoping he would go back to sleep but the awkwardness had returned .

He was bigger than me and by right , he was supposed to be the one , holding me .

“ The nightmares started in the third year ! ” he said , suddenly breaking the silence .

“ He was getting tired of coming every day and torturing me with all sorts of things and then getting disappointed that I wouldn’t talk ”

He paused and sighed before continuing .

“ He decided to mess with my head .

Wanted to hypnotize me into confessing the address but my will was too strong to break .

I didn’t tell him anything .

”

We fell silent again , with only the sound of our breathing filling the room .

I wanted to ask a lot of questions .

I wanted to know why Ramsey had been looking for me … did he care ? Was it his obsession to turn me into his mistress and sex toy ?

“ But I’ll be fine ! ” Nathan said again .

“ The Pack doctors said it’s the side effect from the hypnotizing drug and I just need to rest plenty .

”

“ I’m glad ! ” I said quietly and the silence returned .

After a while again , Nathan pulled himself from my hand , giving me a teasing look .

“ Aren’t you tired of holding me ? ”

I shook my head , managing a small smile .

“ But let’s switch places .

I will go back to holding you

after a few minutes .

”

He nodded and we switched places .

My head was on his chest , I could hear the erratic beating of his heart .

I could tell he wanted to tell me something but I didn’t know why he was hesitating .

After a while , he nudged me quietly .

“ Are you sleeping ? ” he asked .

“ No ! ” I replied with a deep sigh .

“ You ? ”

“ I can’t sleep ! ” he said .

come back to Blue Ridge ?

was

are you asking ? ”

Nothing ! Just wondering if you ever missed home and

”

do miss home ,” I

because it seems the faces of

family

–

mother and my sister are slowly fading

not be able to recognize them that I’ll forget how they look

”

should focus only on the memories and not the faces , ” he chuckled , pulling me closer

others since Ramsey ? ”

Another unexpected question .

No ! ” I

being me and my

one year left before I graduate

<

A non present

grateful for everything I’ve been able to achieve so far

even if there’s a way for you to come back to Blue

” I chuckled sadly

, I don’t see myself coming

you and soon when my father gets older , you’ll need to resume your

”

You ! ” he said without hesitation

you’ll have me ! ” he added

He seemed distracted .

me is

and think you’ll make a good Luna but then , your heart

in love with

to

mate bond doesn’t

saw how messy and broken everything

paths with him , you won’t

course not ! ” I glared at

Who do you take

didn’t say

placed a kiss on my forehead and

again .

you go back home ? ”

Why ? ”

was thinking , you should

are lots of fun

I see you or I may never see you because you’ll soon have a wife and lots of pups

lose

called out suddenly ,

can’t stay until

return to

I could but … ” he sighed “ My plate

”

” I shrugged into a sitting position

and the way he was still staring at me

a lot of details ,” he

I came here for a reason

do it .

”

always turn off your phone

just got