The Alpha’s Fated Outcast: Rise Of The Moonsinger

73 A non – present father …

Lyla

In no time , we were tucked in bed .

I held onto him , rubbing his back slowly , hoping he would go back to sleep but the awkwardness had returned .

He was bigger than me and by right , he was supposed to be the one , holding me .

“ The nightmares started in the third year ! ” he said , suddenly breaking the silence .

“ He was getting tired of coming every day and torturing me with all sorts of things and then getting disappointed that I wouldn’t talk ”

He paused and sighed before continuing .

“ He decided to mess with my head .

Wanted to hypnotize me into confessing the address but my will was too strong to break .

I didn’t tell him anything .

”

We fell silent again , with only the sound of our breathing filling the room .

I wanted to ask a lot of questions .

I wanted to know why Ramsey had been looking for me … did he care ? Was it his obsession to turn me into his mistress and sex toy ?

“ But I’ll be fine ! ” Nathan said again .

“ The Pack doctors said it’s the side effect from the hypnotizing drug and I just need to rest plenty .

”

“ I’m glad ! ” I said quietly and the silence returned .

After a while again , Nathan pulled himself from my hand , giving me a teasing look .

“ Aren’t you tired of holding me ? ”

I shook my head , managing a small smile .

“ But let’s switch places .

I will go back to holding you

after a few minutes .

”

He nodded and we switched places .

My head was on his chest , I could hear the erratic beating of his heart .

I could tell he wanted to tell me something but I didn’t know why he was hesitating .

After a while , he nudged me quietly .

“ Are you sleeping ? ” he asked .

“ No ! ” I replied with a deep sigh .

“ You ? ”

“ I can’t sleep ! ” he said .

you like to come back to Blue Ridge ? ”

question was

No ! why are you asking ?

Nothing ! Just wondering if you ever missed home and wanted to come

”

home ,” I chuckled

and panic because it seems the faces of

family

–

my sister are

worried that I might not be able to recognize them that I’ll forget how

”

and not the faces , ” he chuckled , pulling

others

Another unexpected question .

! ” I

It’s just being me and my

year left before I

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present father

been able to achieve so

even if there’s a way for you to come back to

sadly “ But

I don’t see myself coming

as you and soon when my father gets older , you’ll need to resume your duties as Alpha … have you thought about who you want to make your Luna

”

! ” he said without

you’ll have me !

He seemed distracted .

like the only reason you’d want to marry me is to throw it in

to marry you because I like you enough and think you’ll make a good Luna but then , your heart

love with your mate

” I tried not to

bond doesn’t guarantee

and broken everything turned

, you won’t try to reignite things ? ” He

course not ! ” I glared at him

take me for ?

say anything

a kiss on my forehead and we

again .

back home ? ”

Why ? ”

thinking , you should stay the

are lots of fun

time I see you or I may never see you because you’ll soon have a wife and lots of pups … ”

to lose any time

out suddenly , his tone was

stay until the

to

could but … ” he sighed “

”

? ” I shrugged into a sitting position ,

and the way he was still staring

a lot of details ,”

here for a reason and I must

do it .

”

You can always turn off your phone and stop taking any

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