84 Die and be done with it .
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I should get used to disgrace by now but as I walked away feeling the thousand pair of eyes on my back, I knew that I would never get used to this , no matter how much I tried .
Maybe , I should just die and be done with it .
I walked until I could no longer hear the murmurs of those around me or see the pity in their eyes .
I still didn’t stop until I reached a small copse of trees hidden from view .
Only then , did I allow myself to break .
Everything inside me shattered .
The sobs came violently , shaking my entire body .
I pressed my back against a rough tree trunk and slid to the ground .
Not caring about my clothes or dignity as tears dripped down my face in torrents .
My mother’s words kept echoing in my head .
Not my daughter .
Wicked .
Worthless .
Abomination .
I touched my cheek where the slaps had landed , feeling the heat of broken blood vessels beneath my skin .
But the pain paled in comparison to the heartache I felt .
I had known , somewhere deep inside , that choosing Nathan would have consequences .
But this ?
This complete rejection , this public denouncement ? And this was not the first time .
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If my mother hated me so much , why did she give birth to me ? What on earth did I do to her to always get this hostile treatment ?
My sobs quietened .
I inhaled and exhaled deeply .
Once I’m done with whatever burial rites they needed me to do for my father , I’ll round them up as fast as I can and head back to my life .
Back in the human world … I mattered , I was an important person .
A valuable member of my work team , a good student at school , a good neighbour and Paul … he …
That was when I remembered that I had yet to reply to his text .
, wiping the tears from my eyes as a ghost smile appeared on my lips
to what I’d had suffered 3 years and six months ago
a chance if he asks me out and hope our relationship grows
might
my head
No children .
any child of mine to suffer the same
human world , men are
relationship and still act
I told Paul that I didn’t
to any length for the woman they
, I opened his
Die and be done with
texting him and smiling
a charmer
my texting when a call from Nanny
took it
”
at me warmly must have caused the pain to dissipate from
I was happy .
You sound excited ? ”
Not exactly the report I
you alright dear ?
I had a
” I sighed .
just had a little quarrel with my mom earlier but it’ll
he’s now an Alpha
that ! ” Nanny chuckled “ He was so busy
So , did he propose yet
blushed at
say that ? I told you nothing can
we’re not
”
, true but you
;
”
You need to get your eyes
not like that
she teased “ Just make sure you’re never
your mate was a Lycan and their thing is big but
of sex and …
Nanny … ” I blurted wrinkling my face in irritation
about sex on the phone ? What kind of example are you setting for me ?
virgin
or not , I wish one of these days
too reserved for
last time you got laid ? Or even kissed ? ”
Nathan !
flashed
time I got kissed
suddenly feeling ashamed as though if I continued with this conversation
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