The Alpha’s Fated Outcast: Rise Of The Moonsinger

84 Die and be done with it .

Lyla D

I should get used to disgrace by now but as I walked away feeling the thousand pair of eyes on my back, I knew that I would never get used to this , no matter how much I tried .

Maybe , I should just die and be done with it .

I walked until I could no longer hear the murmurs of those around me or see the pity in their eyes .

I still didn’t stop until I reached a small copse of trees hidden from view .

Only then , did I allow myself to break .

Everything inside me shattered .

The sobs came violently , shaking my entire body .

I pressed my back against a rough tree trunk and slid to the ground .

Not caring about my clothes or dignity as tears dripped down my face in torrents .

My mother’s words kept echoing in my head .

Not my daughter .

Wicked .

Worthless .

Abomination .

I touched my cheek where the slaps had landed , feeling the heat of broken blood vessels beneath my skin .

But the pain paled in comparison to the heartache I felt .

I had known , somewhere deep inside , that choosing Nathan would have consequences .

But this ?

This complete rejection , this public denouncement ? And this was not the first time .

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If my mother hated me so much , why did she give birth to me ? What on earth did I do to her to always get this hostile treatment ?

My sobs quietened .

I inhaled and exhaled deeply .

Once I’m done with whatever burial rites they needed me to do for my father , I’ll round them up as fast as I can and head back to my life .

Back in the human world … I mattered , I was an important person .

A valuable member of my work team , a good student at school , a good neighbour and Paul … he …

That was when I remembered that I had yet to reply to his text .

my pocket , wiping the tears from my eyes as a ghost smile

I’d had suffered

would give Paul a chance if he asks me out and hope

might start a family

! I shook my head at the last bit

No children .

child of mine to suffer the

men are fond

and still act

I didn’t want children ,

length for the woman

I opened his message and

and be

minutes , texting him and smiling

a

when a

took it

… ” I said

night air blowing at me warmly must have caused the pain to

I was happy .

You sound excited ?

exactly the report

dear ?

fine and I had a feeling Nathan

” I sighed .

I just had a little quarrel with my mom earlier but it’ll

now an Alpha

that ! ” Nanny chuckled “ He was so busy freaking

So , did he propose yet ? ”

blushed at the question

even say that ? I told you nothing can happen between

and we’re not involved

”

you can’t speak on his

he smoulders you with his look whenever you’re not looking ; with eyes filled with lust , love , passion and

”

You need to get your eyes

like that , Nan … ”

sure , she teased “ Just make sure you’re never behind a closed

your mate was a Lycan and their thing is big

masters of sex

I blurted

talking about sex on the phone ? What kind of

virgin , Lyla

I wish one of these days , you’ll show up to the

for a young

last time you got laid ? Or even kissed ?

Nathan !

memory flashed his

last time I

as though if I continued with this conversation