84 Die and be done with it .
Lyla D
I should get used to disgrace by now but as I walked away feeling the thousand pair of eyes on my back, I knew that I would never get used to this , no matter how much I tried .
Maybe , I should just die and be done with it .
I walked until I could no longer hear the murmurs of those around me or see the pity in their eyes .
I still didn’t stop until I reached a small copse of trees hidden from view .
Only then , did I allow myself to break .
Everything inside me shattered .
The sobs came violently , shaking my entire body .
I pressed my back against a rough tree trunk and slid to the ground .
Not caring about my clothes or dignity as tears dripped down my face in torrents .
My mother’s words kept echoing in my head .
Not my daughter .
Wicked .
Worthless .
Abomination .
I touched my cheek where the slaps had landed , feeling the heat of broken blood vessels beneath my skin .
But the pain paled in comparison to the heartache I felt .
I had known , somewhere deep inside , that choosing Nathan would have consequences .
But this ?
This complete rejection , this public denouncement ? And this was not the first time .
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If my mother hated me so much , why did she give birth to me ? What on earth did I do to her to always get this hostile treatment ?
My sobs quietened .
I inhaled and exhaled deeply .
Once I’m done with whatever burial rites they needed me to do for my father , I’ll round them up as fast as I can and head back to my life .
Back in the human world … I mattered , I was an important person .
A valuable member of my work team , a good student at school , a good neighbour and Paul … he …
That was when I remembered that I had yet to reply to his text .
, I took out my phone from my pocket , wiping the tears from my eyes as a ghost smile appeared
compared to what I’d had
me out and hope our relationship grows into something beautiful
might
my head at the last bit
No children .
child of mine to
the human world , men are fond of keeping
in a relationship and still act like
I
length for the woman they love
his message and
and be done
, texting him and smiling like a fool
was a charmer
texting when a call from Nanny came
it
Hii … ” I said happily
sweet night air blowing at me warmly must have caused the pain to
I was happy .
excited ?
Not exactly the report I
alright dear ?
and I had a feeling Nathan
” I sighed .
little quarrel with my mom earlier but it’ll be
he’s now
Nanny chuckled “ He
did he propose yet
blushed at the question
? I told you nothing can
and we’re not involved
”
but you can’t speak on his
not looking ; with eyes filled with lust , love , passion
”
You need to get your eyes
like that , Nan
“ Just make sure you’re never behind a closed door
thing is big but I
masters of sex and …
I blurted wrinkling
What kind of
virgin
days , you’ll
too reserved for a young woman
time you got laid ? Or
Nathan !
flashed his name
last time
as though if I continued with this conversation I might get
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