The Alpha’s Fated Outcast: Rise Of The Moonsinger

103 Your worst nightmare , yet to happen …

Ramsey .

She led me deeper into the garden until we were amid well – cut shrubs and flowers .

Then she backed me against a giant oak tree .

I was about to explain that I’ve missed her so much when she lowered herself to her knees in front of me , parted the layers of my heavy ceremonial attire and reached for my belt .

I was too shocked to understand what was going on .

I had expected that she wanted to give me an ear full but she was acting out of character , so unlike Lyla .

In no time , my arousal sprang out of the confines of my trousers .

“ Remove the outer layers of your clothes , so it’ll be easier , I don’t want anything getting in the

way .

”

I did as she instructed , albeit … slowly as I was trying to understand how she was taking the lead in this .

I’ve never had a woman lead me into lovemaking .

I watched as she reached underneath her gown and rolled down black lacey panties which she kept carefully on a flower bed nearby .

“ Hurry , she urged .

“ We don’t have time .

”

Another shocker .

“ Not to be a killjoy here , Lyla … but what are you doing right now ? What’s going on ? ”

She pursed her lips , rolling her eyes .

“ Isn’t this what you want ? ” she sighed .

“ Fine … I didn’t think the myth about meeting your ex and wanting to fuck them again was true until today .

I am horny – it’s been a while for me and you want me too … so why not ? And shouldn’t we get this out of the way already ? I’ll be leaving after my father’s funeral , so this is our only chance .

”

I turned flaccid immediately as it dawned on me what she meant .

“ Y – you think I just wanted to meet you for this ? To sleep with you ?” I asked .

She shrugged .

“ What else would there be ? You said so yourself back then that sex with your

mate is … ”

“ Can you just stop being vulgar ? ” I raised my hands , interrupting her .

“ It’s so unlike you to use raw words .

Not to mention it’s cringy and you’re a woman .

”

* But you can use it ? ” she retorted , giving me an amused smile .

“ I’m sorry , I guess staying with the humans so long has rubbed off on me .

Anyways , are you in or out ? ”

She bunched her gown to her waist , revealing her womanliness , I felt my arousal stiffen immediately but for the first time , I didn’t want this .

I wanted Lyla … fair enough … in every way possible but not with the mindset she was already riding on .

She came closer to me , reaching for my arousal – stroking it and kissing me at the same time .

I allowed my baser instincts to take the lead .

We kissed and touched each other for a while , until she broke the kiss sounding breathless as she turned , and reared my length at the opening of

her wet slit .

103 Your worst nightmare , yet to happen .

“ Lyla … ”

“ Hold on … ” she turned to me abruptly .

“ Do you have protection ? I don’t want to deal with a baby .

after this .

”

What the hell was happening ?

I just stood there , staring at her .

When I didn’t answer her , she backed away , reaching for her panties which she gingerly slipped back on .

Then came up to me with a sigh again .

“ I guess we would not fulfil your fantasy .

If I had known this would happen , I have some latex in my purse , I would have brought them with me .

Anyways ,” she grinned at me … “ We better head back to the hall before your vicious fiancée comes looking for you .

”

any … we

The only word I heard was latex .

condoms ? ” I

?

her brows , she gave

something as little as that to get in the way of our fun

were having sex ? I mean … you’ve been having

you not ? ” she narrowed her eyes

but I just didn’t expect you to want to

my mark and …

I left Blue Ridge ,” she

still faint but it’s no longer

think I spent four years of my life waiting like a dutiful mate for you to

Well … ” I swallowed

laughed , folding her hands as she came

died , the day I crossed our world

when I did … I knew you didn’t deserve me , Ramsey

I was younger , more stupid , vulnerable … and in

Lyla …

Wait , let me finish , she raised her

broken and I don’t give

to live my life as drama free as possible , fuck the hell out of my brains with my vibrator every month when I get my

to come back … and just

You can’t … ” Lax coiled within

I need you here , Lyla … please

know I hurt you but if you give me the chance ,

”

stopped giving second chances a

me some

, then you might consider , ”

be

do any of those things ?

You and I know the

Also , it’ll

and neither

don’t deserve me

to love truly and you

”

, yet to happen

heart pumped with fear fear was an alien feeling to me but the thought of letting her slip through my grasp again , scared me

?

there is … do I need a reason to go

… but I won’t let you go , not

know you might think I’m selfish

count by the way

sanity .

happen but we belong

”

off your engagement

gritted my teeth

It’s complicated , yes but … I’ll show you what I am

… ” I reached for her hand … “ Don’t

cherish you … that I love you … so much …

my grasp … an amused smile playing on her lips

me anymore , Ramsey Kincaid and

or own … I own myself … I make decisions about

brushing an imaginary lint

you’ve changed from the bully you are into something nicer but

you try to stop me from leaving …

See

you around .

”

man’s

Lyla

tears as I walked away

moment he touched my body I was reminded of the first day I had been

up until now , I still craved to be wanted like

the ecstasy on his face when he had pushed against me … and truly ,

his body … nothing

I didn’t want to dwell on it or think about It , so I pushed it down and made my way to one of the rooms adjoining the funeral

I found

his brow furrowed with

his tracks and

filled with worry and something else

walked up to me our gaze

mean so little to you , Lyla ? ” he asked ,

you so tied to him that you cannot see he’s only trying to manipulate you for his selfish heart like he did before ? Can’t

break

held up my hand silencing

Take a breather , Nathan , ” I

If this is about me going off with him , I had

and I have a history one that warrants a conversation

I needed to speak with him to let him know

now , not

”

–

as he came towards me , the tension on his shoulders ebbing

hesitate , stepping into them as he wrapped me in

pulling back , a warm smile

Why did you act that way , Nath ? It felt like you were going to

”

hesitated , lowering

… I saw him kissing you – like reaching out to you for

just stand by and let that happen

”

my head biting my lip , looking down for a

At first … it I was

But then ….

faint blush creeping across my

T-

, I began

got carried away for a moment , I chuckled

But the truth is , I’ve been celibate for a while and

”