The Alpha’s Fated Outcast: Rise Of The Moonsinger

103 Your worst nightmare , yet to happen …

Ramsey .

She led me deeper into the garden until we were amid well – cut shrubs and flowers .

Then she backed me against a giant oak tree .

I was about to explain that I’ve missed her so much when she lowered herself to her knees in front of me , parted the layers of my heavy ceremonial attire and reached for my belt .

I was too shocked to understand what was going on .

I had expected that she wanted to give me an ear full but she was acting out of character , so unlike Lyla .

In no time , my arousal sprang out of the confines of my trousers .

“ Remove the outer layers of your clothes , so it’ll be easier , I don’t want anything getting in the

way .

”

I did as she instructed , albeit … slowly as I was trying to understand how she was taking the lead in this .

I’ve never had a woman lead me into lovemaking .

I watched as she reached underneath her gown and rolled down black lacey panties which she kept carefully on a flower bed nearby .

“ Hurry , she urged .

“ We don’t have time .

”

Another shocker .

“ Not to be a killjoy here , Lyla … but what are you doing right now ? What’s going on ? ”

She pursed her lips , rolling her eyes .

“ Isn’t this what you want ? ” she sighed .

“ Fine … I didn’t think the myth about meeting your ex and wanting to fuck them again was true until today .

I am horny – it’s been a while for me and you want me too … so why not ? And shouldn’t we get this out of the way already ? I’ll be leaving after my father’s funeral , so this is our only chance .

”

I turned flaccid immediately as it dawned on me what she meant .

“ Y – you think I just wanted to meet you for this ? To sleep with you ?” I asked .

She shrugged .

“ What else would there be ? You said so yourself back then that sex with your

mate is … ”

“ Can you just stop being vulgar ? ” I raised my hands , interrupting her .

“ It’s so unlike you to use raw words .

Not to mention it’s cringy and you’re a woman .

”

* But you can use it ? ” she retorted , giving me an amused smile .

“ I’m sorry , I guess staying with the humans so long has rubbed off on me .

Anyways , are you in or out ? ”

She bunched her gown to her waist , revealing her womanliness , I felt my arousal stiffen immediately but for the first time , I didn’t want this .

I wanted Lyla … fair enough … in every way possible but not with the mindset she was already riding on .

She came closer to me , reaching for my arousal – stroking it and kissing me at the same time .

I allowed my baser instincts to take the lead .

We kissed and touched each other for a while , until she broke the kiss sounding breathless as she turned , and reared my length at the opening of

her wet slit .

103 Your worst nightmare , yet to happen .

“ Lyla … ”

“ Hold on … ” she turned to me abruptly .

“ Do you have protection ? I don’t want to deal with a baby .

after this .

”

What the hell was happening ?

I just stood there , staring at her .

When I didn’t answer her , she backed away , reaching for her panties which she gingerly slipped back on .

Then came up to me with a sigh again .

“ I guess we would not fulfil your fantasy .

If I had known this would happen , I have some latex in my purse , I would have brought them with me .

Anyways ,” she grinned at me … “ We better head back to the hall before your vicious fiancée comes looking for you .

”

any … we

The only word I heard was latex .

walk around with condoms ? ” I

?

, she gave me

as little as that to get in the way of our fun , would we

I mean … you’ve been having sex … all this while ? ”

” she narrowed her eyes at me

have but I just didn’t expect you to want to be with another

mark and … ”

cleaned it off the day I left Blue Ridge ,” she pointed at her neck

but it’s no longer

years of my life waiting like a dutiful mate for you to come find me

… ”

she came to stand in front of

day I crossed

when I did … I

was only 19 … I was younger , more stupid , vulnerable … and

… ”

, she raised her

inside me has broken and I don’t give a damn about my identity

free as possible , fuck the hell out of my brains with

just so you know , I’ll be leaving as soon all of this

can’t … ” Lax coiled within me

I need you here , Lyla …

hurt you but if you give me

”

a long time ago

gave me some

fulfilled it , then you might consider

be

Would you do any of those things ? ” she sneered

I know the answer to that

Also , it’ll

I don’t plan to stay , and neither do I

deserve me

what it means to love truly and you

”

nightmare ,

alien feeling to me but the thought of letting her slip through my grasp again , scared

Is there someone else ? ” I

if there is … do I need a reason to go back to my life ? ”

, Lyla … but I won’t

I’m

could count by the way and I need

sanity .

how it’ll happen but we

”

planning to call off your

my teeth in frustration

complicated , yes but … I’ll show

hand …

you … so much … but

hands from my grasp … an amused smile playing on her lips

scare me anymore , Ramsey Kincaid and this time … I’ll do things my way

not something you can buy or own … I own myself … I make decisions about my life and I won’t let you interfere

moved backwards , brushing an imaginary lint from

changed from the bully you are into something nicer but again …

leaving … I’ll be your

See

you around .

”

A man’s tool

Lyla

eyes simmered with tears as I walked away

moment he touched my body I was reminded of the first day I had been with

most tender of lovemaking but up until now , I still craved to be wanted like

face when he had pushed

his body …

that tangled with my emotion , I didn’t want to dwell on it or think about It , so I pushed it down and made my way to one

I found Nathan

brow furrowed with anger mixed with concern

stopped in his tracks and turned to face me , his jaw clenched

with worry and

walked up to me our gaze

Lyla ? ” he asked , his voice filled

tied to him that you cannot see he’s only trying to manipulate you for his selfish heart like he did before ? Can’t you … ”

break

my hand silencing

, Nathan

If this is about me going off

a history one

know that he shouldn’t harbour any hope of us

now ,

”

–

flashed in Nathan’s eyes as he came towards me , the tension on his

, stepping into them as he wrapped me

pulling back , a warm smile on my face

?

”

lowering his gaze

to you for a kiss and I thought he

stand by and let that happen

”

my head biting my lip , looking down for a moment

first … it I was like that

But then ….

a faint blush creeping

T-

began to enjoy

got carried away for a

is , I’ve been celibate for a while and my body reacted to

”