133 Pessimist stuck in the past ….

Lyla I lay sprawled on the cold floor , its chill seeping into my bones as I stared into the darkness that shrouded the room like a cloak .

I dont know how long Ive been here ; all I remember was meeting Xander in the room of my former house and then opening my eyes to this darkness .

How had I ended up here again ? How had I come back to the human world so fast ? Was this a dream ? I didnt think so , because Ive been sleeping and waking up and doing everything I would normally in real life and Xander feels so real too .

I sighed , stretching lazily , not bothering to cover up the threadbare blanket I was given .

I lay quietly , thinking about what kind of food would be served to me later tonight , my inability to do anything but just wait was making me ravenous .

Suddenly , the voice that wouldnt leave me alone filtered into my consciousness again .

Lyla .

I didnt move , I didnt react .

The voice as always would start with a low murmur that would gradually increase in volume and intensity .

It was neither male nor female , neither young nor old just a sound that seemed to come from somewhere within me .

Lyla , it said .

Then again .

Lyla .

What ? I sighed with irritation .

If someone doesnt want to answer you , you should take it as a hint and leave them alone .

Can you just leave me the fuck alone ? Please ! There was a slight pause from its end .

For a moment , I thought it had disappeared but then it came again .

I know being alone and in this void is making you irritable , so , Im going to let that slide this once .

I ignored it , turning my head slightly to the side .

The chill from the cold floor seeped into my cheek , grounding me in the emptiness I now called my existence .

Lyla , you need to listen to me , the voice insisted .

Go away , I muttered hoarsely .

No , I wont , the voice snapped .

We have to find a way out of here before its not too late .

I scoffed , my lips curling into a dry laugh .

Too late ? I repeated bitterly .

Its already too late .

Xander has me , theres nothing I can do .

There is no escape .

Dont say that ! the voice protested , sounding frustrated .

Theres always a way .

You just need to be strong .

Strong ? I let out a mirthless laugh .

the floor of this cold room and I cant

have no

123 Pessimisti Then make a deal with him , the voice urged again

by the suggestion

wanted to be sure

, the voice

to get out of here

out of this room especially You think hell give me an audience long enough to listen to my deal ? I hurt Xander

he would just mention what happened and

coward ,

because of how long Ive been cooped up

a long time and you piss me off every

are you ? Who sent you ? There was a slight hesitation , followed

dont recognize me ? No ,

I did I wouldnt be asking Im your

began to laugh slowly at first , until my entire body wracked from my laughter , when I was done , I dabbed at the

! I

Thats impossible .

have

confirmed

do not have

sighed again , this time there was a hint of

not enough time to explain it to you but youre part of two worlds

than anyone can

Complex ? Techoed .

You mean nonexistent .

felt you before except in the

I trailed off as I realization struck me

be my wolf ,

was in

bolted upright , staring into the pitch

back

in the shallow depths of White Lake holding hands with Nanny and then , when I

is happening in my dreams , right ? I think I know

think I must have fallen asleep during the cleansing at White Lake because the

to be as easy as waking up

fall asleep

is different but help

know you have a

I dont understand .

furrowed my brows

You just need to find a way to get out of this

worry , Ive always been here , waiting for the chance to help you and to manifest to you finally You said he severed my connection to the Mother Liora ? I think thats the name of the High

, whom you were

… Nanny ? I

try but thats

but

, maybe shes … This is

I promise youll find all the

back on the wall

? Im already

not here unless youre planning to jump out of my

how it works

trapped and theres a difference

big difference .

can help you find

gradually losing interest but I had

need to believe

to trust

That were real .

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