140 Whispers II A while later , after I was done bathing and cleaning up , I was lounging in my room pretending to read a book while I was trying to remember how I got to the forest .

Was I sleepwalking ? Did someone take me there ? Was it Ramsey or Cassidy ? Did they leave me there so I would be attacked by a Feral and killed ? I shook my head at the thought .

Maybe Cassidy but definitely not Ramsey but I was ruling Cassidy out because Ramsey had kept a leash on her .

Since I was moved from White Lake to White Moon , he hasnt come to see me but Id heard the maids gossiping about how he and Cassidy were always together and that they cannot wait for them to get married so everyone can be at case .

Also , there were warriors stationed at the wing where I was staying , maybe they saw something ? Ill have to ask them later .

A knock at the door roused me from softer but still tinged with concern .

Can I come in ? he asked .

I give him a funny look .

Of course .

my thoughts .

Nathan poked his head in , his expression He closed the door behind him and sat on the edge of my bed , his eyes searching mine .

I just came from Nannys room and I apologized for how I sounded earlier .

I was just so scared … shitless scared .

No one had seen you , the warriors placed outside your wing said they didnt see you leave but couldnt account for the forty five seconds they left their post for the next shift to come on .

Still are you fine ? Did you really go for a walk ? I Yes ! I lied smiling brightly And you know how clumsy I can get .

Dont blame , Nanny , she tried to force me to go back but I was too stubborn .

Have you seen her wolf before ? I asked in an attempt to change the topic .

Yes ! he chuckled .

Sigma wolves are rare sights .

I saw it once when I was a teen .

She had gone for a run with your father but Alpha Logan made me promise him that I would not say anything .

about it since everyone knew she was an Omega back then .

Why ? I asked , Being a Sigma wolf is not a taboo is it ? Oh ! Nathan sighed , clamping a hand over his mouth , I shouldnt have said that Say what ? I eyed him strangely .

Sigma wolves do not live in packs , they live in Moon Temples .

People say theyre messengers of the Moon Goddess herself and live all their lives serving her .

Theyre not allowed to mate or do any other thing aside from that .

Didnt you know ? News to me .

No ! I shook my head She never mentioned it .

Thats because she might get into trouble .

think Nanny must have run away

happened , Ive heard him and your dad argue a lot of times about her staying at Blue Ridge but thats all

finally reunited

nodded but … that was a lot of information

has been by my side for most of my

asked questions

Yes , baby, Do you think Im selfish ? I asked searching his face

truth or an easy one

Hard truth .

selfish , Lyla … not a little bit but a

Youre never present .

friends with someone for ages but youre never interested in what they do

true ,

me a lot Fine !

You lived with her the

sifting through my memory bank but I came up with

dont know but that doesnt count

he nodded

words or sentences ? Maybe any peculiarity about her ? That one is

kind , observant , umm … loves coffee , loves me a lot …

doesnt like coffee , she has some sort of allergy whenever she takes it and once , when

, shed run

is blue because that was the first colour she saw after she

because Sigma wolves do not have insulation like regular wolves , she is … How did you know all these things ? She must have told

know how I am , Im always careful with asking questions because I dont want to offend them

Persimmons and coffee , yes , she told us but the rest is

are other nice things about her too and about me but I bet the only thing you know is my birthday and thats fine , we cannot all be perfect

! I ran my hands through my

have a shitty personality Not shitty , youve soaked up in your hurt for so long that youre never aware of anything that goes

walls … nothing goes in and nothing comes out but , I love you like

eyes misted with

nothing 140 Whispers I about you except your

cant even remember

, Gosh ! I

up your heart to trust and see hurting and being hurt as an unavoidable process , youll see the world is

… he drew closer to me and held

but not too smart … he said the last bit with amusement in his eyes But it can be improved upon when

you see … you were my mother all the time

fretting about me not eating or sleeping

was in high school , she would badger me constantly about eating , exercising and things I had no business in doing even while we were still living in the pack Youre perfect ,

Id rather kill myself than do anything that makes you cry

stared into my eyes , down to my lips and then he leaned forward

his hand works its way beneath my clothes

in

my shoulders , placing open mouthed kisses on my skin

, he murmured with a ragged breath

heard myself say as I leaned

to me … I heard him sigh , his hand firm

pulled away

youll be my ruin , Lyla

bad but … you need

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