140 Whispers II A while later , after I was done bathing and cleaning up , I was lounging in my room pretending to read a book while I was trying to remember how I got to the forest .

Was I sleepwalking ? Did someone take me there ? Was it Ramsey or Cassidy ? Did they leave me there so I would be attacked by a Feral and killed ? I shook my head at the thought .

Maybe Cassidy but definitely not Ramsey but I was ruling Cassidy out because Ramsey had kept a leash on her .

Since I was moved from White Lake to White Moon , he hasnt come to see me but Id heard the maids gossiping about how he and Cassidy were always together and that they cannot wait for them to get married so everyone can be at case .

Also , there were warriors stationed at the wing where I was staying , maybe they saw something ? Ill have to ask them later .

A knock at the door roused me from softer but still tinged with concern .

Can I come in ? he asked .

I give him a funny look .

Of course .

my thoughts .

Nathan poked his head in , his expression He closed the door behind him and sat on the edge of my bed , his eyes searching mine .

I just came from Nannys room and I apologized for how I sounded earlier .

I was just so scared … shitless scared .

No one had seen you , the warriors placed outside your wing said they didnt see you leave but couldnt account for the forty five seconds they left their post for the next shift to come on .

Still are you fine ? Did you really go for a walk ? I Yes ! I lied smiling brightly And you know how clumsy I can get .

Dont blame , Nanny , she tried to force me to go back but I was too stubborn .

Have you seen her wolf before ? I asked in an attempt to change the topic .

Yes ! he chuckled .

Sigma wolves are rare sights .

I saw it once when I was a teen .

She had gone for a run with your father but Alpha Logan made me promise him that I would not say anything .

about it since everyone knew she was an Omega back then .

Why ? I asked , Being a Sigma wolf is not a taboo is it ? Oh ! Nathan sighed , clamping a hand over his mouth , I shouldnt have said that Say what ? I eyed him strangely .

Sigma wolves do not live in packs , they live in Moon Temples .

People say theyre messengers of the Moon Goddess herself and live all their lives serving her .

Theyre not allowed to mate or do any other thing aside from that .

Didnt you know ? News to me .

No ! I shook my head She never mentioned it .

Thats because she might get into trouble .

think Nanny must have run away from the Moon Temple or something

your dad argue a lot of times about her staying at Blue Ridge but

finally reunited with her

but … that was a lot of information for

has been by my side for most of my

questions or anything

think Im selfish ? I asked searching his

or an

Hard truth .

, Youre selfish , Lyla … not a little bit but a whole

Youre never present .

ages but youre never interested in what they do or in their kind of person

true , 1

me a lot Fine ! he

lived with her the longest

my lips , sifting through my memory bank but I came

dont know but

he

in five words or sentences ? Maybe any peculiarity about

, loves me a lot … umm

she has some sort of allergy whenever she takes it and

back then in the pack , shed run as far as the human border to get persimmons , shes crazy for

because that was the first colour she saw after she fell so sick one

and thats because Sigma wolves do not have insulation like regular wolves , she is … How did you know all these things ?

know how I am , Im always careful with asking questions

coffee , yes , she told us but the

too and about me but I bet the only thing you know is my birthday and thats fine , we cannot all

my hands through my hair

really have a shitty personality Not shitty , youve soaked up in your hurt for so long that youre never aware of anything that goes

like youve built layers of walls … nothing goes in and nothing comes out but , I love you like

eyes misted with tears

person and now you mention it , I know almost nothing 140 Whispers I about you except your age , the year your mother died and nothing else

even remember

Gosh !

you open up your heart to trust and see hurting and being hurt as an unavoidable process , youll

… he drew closer to me and held my

youre strong … stronger than you know , intelligent but not too smart … he said the last bit with amusement in his eyes But it can be improved upon when you try to notice more

mother everything you see … you were my mother all the time we spent as teens before I had to go

not eating or sleeping …

about eating , exercising and things I had no business in doing even while we were still living in the pack Youre perfect , the only thing I want and hope you can get better at is to trust me and

you , Lyla … Id rather kill myself than do anything that

to make me cry He stared into my eyes

beneath my clothes , stopping to rub under

moan in his mouth

my shoulders , placing open

he murmured with

, I heard myself say as I leaned into his touch closing my eyes

you do to me … I heard him sigh , his hand firm around

until he pulled away , resting

! … youll be my

so bad but … you need to recover first

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