The Alpha’s Fated Outcast: Rise Of The Moonsinger

140 Whispers II A while later , after I was done bathing and cleaning up , I was lounging in my room pretending to read a book while I was trying to remember how I got to the forest .

Was I sleepwalking ? Did someone take me there ? Was it Ramsey or Cassidy ? Did they leave me there so I would be attacked by a Feral and killed ? I shook my head at the thought .

Maybe Cassidy but definitely not Ramsey but I was ruling Cassidy out because Ramsey had kept a leash on her .

Since I was moved from White Lake to White Moon , he hasnt come to see me but Id heard the maids gossiping about how he and Cassidy were always together and that they cannot wait for them to get married so everyone can be at case .

Also , there were warriors stationed at the wing where I was staying , maybe they saw something ? Ill have to ask them later .

A knock at the door roused me from softer but still tinged with concern .

Can I come in ? he asked .

I give him a funny look .

Of course .

my thoughts .

Nathan poked his head in , his expression He closed the door behind him and sat on the edge of my bed , his eyes searching mine .

I just came from Nannys room and I apologized for how I sounded earlier .

I was just so scared … shitless scared .

No one had seen you , the warriors placed outside your wing said they didnt see you leave but couldnt account for the forty five seconds they left their post for the next shift to come on .

Still are you fine ? Did you really go for a walk ? I Yes ! I lied smiling brightly And you know how clumsy I can get .

Dont blame , Nanny , she tried to force me to go back but I was too stubborn .

Have you seen her wolf before ? I asked in an attempt to change the topic .

Yes ! he chuckled .

Sigma wolves are rare sights .

I saw it once when I was a teen .

She had gone for a run with your father but Alpha Logan made me promise him that I would not say anything .

about it since everyone knew she was an Omega back then .

Why ? I asked , Being a Sigma wolf is not a taboo is it ? Oh ! Nathan sighed , clamping a hand over his mouth , I shouldnt have said that Say what ? I eyed him strangely .

Sigma wolves do not live in packs , they live in Moon Temples .

People say theyre messengers of the Moon Goddess herself and live all their lives serving her .

Theyre not allowed to mate or do any other thing aside from that .

Didnt you know ? News to me .

No ! I shook my head She never mentioned it .

Thats because she might get into trouble .

, I never asked but I think Nanny must have run

Whispers II happened , Ive heard him and your dad argue a lot of times about her staying at

finally reunited with her people

that was a lot of

of my life but I didnt know anything about her

asked questions or

you think Im selfish ? I asked searching his

changed a little Hard truth or an easy one ?

Hard truth .

… not a little

Youre never present .

but youre never interested in what they do or in their kind of

true , 1

lot

lived with her

lips , sifting through my memory bank but I came up with nothing

honestly dont know but

he nodded

sentences ? Maybe any peculiarity about her ? That one is easy , I

, loves me a lot …

, she has some sort of allergy whenever she takes it and once , when your mom had been so angry ,

pack , shed run as far

colour is blue because that was the first colour she saw

regular wolves , she is … How did you know all these things ? She must

am , Im always careful with asking questions

, she told us but the rest is what I

and about me but I bet the only thing you know is

! I ran my hands through my

Not shitty , youve soaked up in your hurt for so long that youre never aware of anything

like youve built layers of walls … nothing goes in and nothing comes out but , I love you like

eyes misted

and now you mention it , I know almost nothing 140 Whispers I about you except your age ,

even

, Gosh !

to trust and see hurting and being hurt as an unavoidable process , youll

… he drew closer to me and held my hands

kind , youre strong … stronger than you know , intelligent but not too smart … he said the last bit with amusement in

the time we spent as teens before I

sleeping … I got that from Nanny , I laughed

while we were still living in the pack Youre perfect , the only thing

you , Lyla … Id rather kill myself than do anything that

Youre going to make me cry He stared into my eyes

works its way beneath my clothes

in his mouth

straps on my shoulders , placing open mouthed

rest , he murmured with

I heard myself say as I leaned

, his hand firm around my throat as his lips claimed mine

, until he pulled away

youll be my

want you so bad but … you need to