The Alpha’s Fated Outcast: Rise Of The Moonsinger

140 Whispers II A while later , after I was done bathing and cleaning up , I was lounging in my room pretending to read a book while I was trying to remember how I got to the forest .

Was I sleepwalking ? Did someone take me there ? Was it Ramsey or Cassidy ? Did they leave me there so I would be attacked by a Feral and killed ? I shook my head at the thought .

Maybe Cassidy but definitely not Ramsey but I was ruling Cassidy out because Ramsey had kept a leash on her .

Since I was moved from White Lake to White Moon , he hasnt come to see me but Id heard the maids gossiping about how he and Cassidy were always together and that they cannot wait for them to get married so everyone can be at case .

Also , there were warriors stationed at the wing where I was staying , maybe they saw something ? Ill have to ask them later .

A knock at the door roused me from softer but still tinged with concern .

Can I come in ? he asked .

I give him a funny look .

Of course .

my thoughts .

Nathan poked his head in , his expression He closed the door behind him and sat on the edge of my bed , his eyes searching mine .

I just came from Nannys room and I apologized for how I sounded earlier .

I was just so scared … shitless scared .

No one had seen you , the warriors placed outside your wing said they didnt see you leave but couldnt account for the forty five seconds they left their post for the next shift to come on .

Still are you fine ? Did you really go for a walk ? I Yes ! I lied smiling brightly And you know how clumsy I can get .

Dont blame , Nanny , she tried to force me to go back but I was too stubborn .

Have you seen her wolf before ? I asked in an attempt to change the topic .

Yes ! he chuckled .

Sigma wolves are rare sights .

I saw it once when I was a teen .

She had gone for a run with your father but Alpha Logan made me promise him that I would not say anything .

about it since everyone knew she was an Omega back then .

Why ? I asked , Being a Sigma wolf is not a taboo is it ? Oh ! Nathan sighed , clamping a hand over his mouth , I shouldnt have said that Say what ? I eyed him strangely .

Sigma wolves do not live in packs , they live in Moon Temples .

People say theyre messengers of the Moon Goddess herself and live all their lives serving her .

Theyre not allowed to mate or do any other thing aside from that .

Didnt you know ? News to me .

No ! I shook my head She never mentioned it .

Thats because she might get into trouble .

I never asked but I think Nanny must have run away from the Moon

Whispers II happened , Ive heard him and your dad argue a lot of times about her staying at Blue Ridge but thats all in

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lot of information for me to digest

side for most of my

never asked questions or anything

! Yes , baby, Do you think Im selfish ? I

truth or an easy one ? I swallowed hard

Hard truth .

not a little bit but a whole lot

Youre never present .

might be friends with someone for ages but youre never interested in what they do or

not true ,

a lot Fine ! he

favourite meal ? You lived with her the longest , you should

my lips , sifting through my memory bank but

dont know but

, he nodded

Maybe any peculiarity about her ? That one is easy ,

coffee , loves me a lot … umm … swallowed hard , realizing I was

takes it and once , when your mom had

to run every morning , back then in the pack , shed run as far as the human border to get

favourite colour is blue because that was the first colour she saw after she fell so sick one time and recovered

cold and thats because Sigma wolves do not have insulation like regular wolves , she is … How

know how I am , Im always careful with asking questions

from the Persimmons and coffee , yes , she told us but the

but I bet the only thing you know is my birthday and thats fine , we cannot all be perfect , he said the

ran my hands through

shitty , youve soaked up in your hurt for so long that

built layers of walls … nothing goes in and nothing comes out

misted

person and now you mention it , I know almost nothing 140 Whispers I about

even

Gosh ! I

up your heart to trust and see hurting and being hurt as an unavoidable process , youll see the world is as colourful and

he drew closer to me and held

youre kind , youre strong … stronger than you know , intelligent but not too smart … he said the last bit with amusement in

everything you see … you were my mother all the time we spent as

always fretting about me not eating or sleeping

me constantly about eating , exercising and things I had no business in doing even while we were still living in the pack Youre perfect , the only thing I want and hope you can get better at is to trust me and give me your heart

, Lyla … Id rather kill myself than do

my eyes , down to my lips and then he

his hand works its way beneath my clothes ,

moan in his mouth

straps on my shoulders ,

, he murmured with a ragged breath

could rest later , I heard myself say as I

things you do to me … I heard him sigh , his hand firm around my throat as his lips

abandon , until he pulled away , resting his forehead on

youll be my ruin ,

bad but …