The Alpha’s Fated Outcast: Rise Of The Moonsinger

140 Whispers II A while later , after I was done bathing and cleaning up , I was lounging in my room pretending to read a book while I was trying to remember how I got to the forest .

Was I sleepwalking ? Did someone take me there ? Was it Ramsey or Cassidy ? Did they leave me there so I would be attacked by a Feral and killed ? I shook my head at the thought .

Maybe Cassidy but definitely not Ramsey but I was ruling Cassidy out because Ramsey had kept a leash on her .

Since I was moved from White Lake to White Moon , he hasnt come to see me but Id heard the maids gossiping about how he and Cassidy were always together and that they cannot wait for them to get married so everyone can be at case .

Also , there were warriors stationed at the wing where I was staying , maybe they saw something ? Ill have to ask them later .

A knock at the door roused me from softer but still tinged with concern .

Can I come in ? he asked .

I give him a funny look .

Of course .

my thoughts .

Nathan poked his head in , his expression He closed the door behind him and sat on the edge of my bed , his eyes searching mine .

I just came from Nannys room and I apologized for how I sounded earlier .

I was just so scared … shitless scared .

No one had seen you , the warriors placed outside your wing said they didnt see you leave but couldnt account for the forty five seconds they left their post for the next shift to come on .

Still are you fine ? Did you really go for a walk ? I Yes ! I lied smiling brightly And you know how clumsy I can get .

Dont blame , Nanny , she tried to force me to go back but I was too stubborn .

Have you seen her wolf before ? I asked in an attempt to change the topic .

Yes ! he chuckled .

Sigma wolves are rare sights .

I saw it once when I was a teen .

She had gone for a run with your father but Alpha Logan made me promise him that I would not say anything .

about it since everyone knew she was an Omega back then .

Why ? I asked , Being a Sigma wolf is not a taboo is it ? Oh ! Nathan sighed , clamping a hand over his mouth , I shouldnt have said that Say what ? I eyed him strangely .

Sigma wolves do not live in packs , they live in Moon Temples .

People say theyre messengers of the Moon Goddess herself and live all their lives serving her .

Theyre not allowed to mate or do any other thing aside from that .

Didnt you know ? News to me .

No ! I shook my head She never mentioned it .

Thats because she might get into trouble .

but I think Nanny must have run away from the Moon Temple or something like

dad argue a lot of times about her staying at Blue Ridge but thats

reunited with her people

lot of information

for most of my life but I didnt know anything about her

never asked questions

! Yes , baby, Do you think Im selfish

a little Hard truth or an easy

Hard truth .

, Youre selfish , Lyla … not a little bit but

Youre never present .

be friends with someone for ages but youre never interested in what

, 1 frowned

lot Fine ! he shrugged

meal ? You lived with her the longest

I bit my lips , sifting through my memory

honestly dont know but that

he

describe her in five words or sentences ? Maybe any peculiarity

coffee , loves me a lot …

Nanny doesnt like coffee , she has some sort of allergy whenever she takes it and once , when your mom had been so angry

, shed run as far as the human

favourite colour is blue because that was the first colour she

wolves do not have insulation like regular wolves , she is … How did you know all these things ? She must have

I am , Im always careful with asking questions because

she told us but the rest is what I noticed

I bet the only thing you know is my birthday and thats fine , we cannot all be perfect , he

I ran my hands through my

in your hurt for

of walls … nothing goes in and nothing comes out but , I love

eyes misted with

and now you mention it , I know almost nothing 140 Whispers I about you except your age , the year

even

! I

open up your heart to trust and see hurting and being hurt as an unavoidable process , youll see the world is as colourful and beautiful as

he drew closer to me and held my hands

you dont know a lot of things about anything but youre kind , youre strong … stronger than you know , intelligent but not too smart … he said the last bit with amusement in his eyes But it can

the time we spent

youre always fretting about me not eating or sleeping … I got that from Nanny

high school , she would badger me constantly about eating , exercising and things I had no business in doing even while we were still living in the pack Youre perfect , the only thing I want and hope you can get better at is

Lyla … Id rather kill myself than do anything

Youre going to make me cry He stared into my eyes

my clothes , stopping to rub under my

in his mouth

the straps on my shoulders , placing

murmured with

rest later , I heard myself say as I leaned

I heard him sigh , his hand firm around my throat as

pulled away , resting his forehead

youll be my

bad but … you