The Alpha’s Fated Outcast: Rise Of The Moonsinger

140 Whispers II A while later , after I was done bathing and cleaning up , I was lounging in my room pretending to read a book while I was trying to remember how I got to the forest .

Was I sleepwalking ? Did someone take me there ? Was it Ramsey or Cassidy ? Did they leave me there so I would be attacked by a Feral and killed ? I shook my head at the thought .

Maybe Cassidy but definitely not Ramsey but I was ruling Cassidy out because Ramsey had kept a leash on her .

Since I was moved from White Lake to White Moon , he hasnt come to see me but Id heard the maids gossiping about how he and Cassidy were always together and that they cannot wait for them to get married so everyone can be at case .

Also , there were warriors stationed at the wing where I was staying , maybe they saw something ? Ill have to ask them later .

A knock at the door roused me from softer but still tinged with concern .

Can I come in ? he asked .

I give him a funny look .

Of course .

my thoughts .

Nathan poked his head in , his expression He closed the door behind him and sat on the edge of my bed , his eyes searching mine .

I just came from Nannys room and I apologized for how I sounded earlier .

I was just so scared … shitless scared .

No one had seen you , the warriors placed outside your wing said they didnt see you leave but couldnt account for the forty five seconds they left their post for the next shift to come on .

Still are you fine ? Did you really go for a walk ? I Yes ! I lied smiling brightly And you know how clumsy I can get .

Dont blame , Nanny , she tried to force me to go back but I was too stubborn .

Have you seen her wolf before ? I asked in an attempt to change the topic .

Yes ! he chuckled .

Sigma wolves are rare sights .

I saw it once when I was a teen .

She had gone for a run with your father but Alpha Logan made me promise him that I would not say anything .

about it since everyone knew she was an Omega back then .

Why ? I asked , Being a Sigma wolf is not a taboo is it ? Oh ! Nathan sighed , clamping a hand over his mouth , I shouldnt have said that Say what ? I eyed him strangely .

Sigma wolves do not live in packs , they live in Moon Temples .

People say theyre messengers of the Moon Goddess herself and live all their lives serving her .

Theyre not allowed to mate or do any other thing aside from that .

Didnt you know ? News to me .

No ! I shook my head She never mentioned it .

Thats because she might get into trouble .

must have run away from the Moon

dad argue a lot of

finally reunited with her

nodded but … that was a lot of information

has been by my side for most of my life but

questions or anything

think Im selfish ? I asked searching his face

Hard truth or an easy

Hard truth .

Youre selfish , Lyla … not a little

Youre never present .

for ages but youre never interested in what they do or in their kind of

true ,

lot Fine

favourite meal ? You lived with her the longest , you

my lips , sifting through my memory bank but

honestly dont know but that doesnt count

, he nodded

any peculiarity about her ? That one

me a lot … umm … swallowed hard , realizing I was beginning to

of allergy whenever she takes it and

shed run

is blue because that was the first colour she saw after she fell so sick one time and recovered

a shawl because shes constantly cold and thats because Sigma wolves do not have insulation like regular wolves , she is … How did you know all these

careful with

Persimmons and coffee , yes , she told us but

is my birthday and thats fine , we cannot all be

ran my hands through my

shitty , youve soaked up in your hurt for so long that youre never aware of anything that goes on

and nothing comes out but , I love you like that

eyes misted

mention it , I know almost nothing 140 Whispers I about you except your age ,

even remember

, Gosh !

your heart to trust and see hurting and being hurt as an unavoidable process , youll see the world

… he drew closer to me and held my hands Youre an

… stronger than you know , intelligent but not too smart … he said the last bit with amusement in his eyes But

were my mother all the time we spent

fretting about me not eating or sleeping … I got that from Nanny , I laughed

badger me constantly about eating , exercising and things I had no business in doing even while we were still living in

Lyla … Id rather kill myself than do anything that makes

into my eyes , down to my lips and then he leaned

works its way beneath my clothes , stopping to rub under my breast

moan in his

pushed the straps on my shoulders , placing

murmured

as

things you do to me … I heard him sigh , his hand firm around my throat as his lips claimed

until he pulled away , resting his forehead on mine

be my ruin

want you so bad but …