The Alpha’s Fated Outcast: Rise Of The Moonsinger

140 Whispers II A while later , after I was done bathing and cleaning up , I was lounging in my room pretending to read a book while I was trying to remember how I got to the forest .

Was I sleepwalking ? Did someone take me there ? Was it Ramsey or Cassidy ? Did they leave me there so I would be attacked by a Feral and killed ? I shook my head at the thought .

Maybe Cassidy but definitely not Ramsey but I was ruling Cassidy out because Ramsey had kept a leash on her .

Since I was moved from White Lake to White Moon , he hasnt come to see me but Id heard the maids gossiping about how he and Cassidy were always together and that they cannot wait for them to get married so everyone can be at case .

Also , there were warriors stationed at the wing where I was staying , maybe they saw something ? Ill have to ask them later .

A knock at the door roused me from softer but still tinged with concern .

Can I come in ? he asked .

I give him a funny look .

Of course .

my thoughts .

Nathan poked his head in , his expression He closed the door behind him and sat on the edge of my bed , his eyes searching mine .

I just came from Nannys room and I apologized for how I sounded earlier .

I was just so scared … shitless scared .

No one had seen you , the warriors placed outside your wing said they didnt see you leave but couldnt account for the forty five seconds they left their post for the next shift to come on .

Still are you fine ? Did you really go for a walk ? I Yes ! I lied smiling brightly And you know how clumsy I can get .

Dont blame , Nanny , she tried to force me to go back but I was too stubborn .

Have you seen her wolf before ? I asked in an attempt to change the topic .

Yes ! he chuckled .

Sigma wolves are rare sights .

I saw it once when I was a teen .

She had gone for a run with your father but Alpha Logan made me promise him that I would not say anything .

about it since everyone knew she was an Omega back then .

Why ? I asked , Being a Sigma wolf is not a taboo is it ? Oh ! Nathan sighed , clamping a hand over his mouth , I shouldnt have said that Say what ? I eyed him strangely .

Sigma wolves do not live in packs , they live in Moon Temples .

People say theyre messengers of the Moon Goddess herself and live all their lives serving her .

Theyre not allowed to mate or do any other thing aside from that .

Didnt you know ? News to me .

No ! I shook my head She never mentioned it .

Thats because she might get into trouble .

never asked but I think Nanny must have run away from the Moon Temple or something

140 Whispers II happened , Ive heard him and your dad argue a lot of times about her staying at

reunited with

that was a lot of information for me to

my side for most of my

questions

Yes , baby, Do you think Im selfish ?

truth or an easy

Hard truth .

Lyla … not a little bit but a whole lot

Youre never present .

might be friends with someone for ages but youre never interested in what they do or in their kind of person

not true , 1

interest me a lot

Nannys favourite meal ? You lived with her the longest ,

I bit my lips , sifting through my memory bank but I came up with

dont know but that doesnt

, he nodded

in five words or sentences ? Maybe any peculiarity about her ? That

loves me a lot … umm … swallowed hard , realizing I was beginning to

, she has some sort of allergy whenever she takes it and once , when your mom

pack , shed run as far as the human border to

favourite colour is blue because that was the first colour she saw after she fell so

shes constantly cold and thats because Sigma wolves do not have insulation like regular wolves , she is … How did you know all

, Im always careful with asking questions because I dont want to

yes , she told us

the only thing you know is my birthday and thats fine , we cannot all be perfect

! I ran my hands

your hurt for so long that youre never aware of anything that goes on around you

like youve built layers of walls … nothing goes in and nothing

misted with tears

it , I know almost nothing 140 Whispers I about you except your age , the year your mother died and nothing

cant even

birthday , Gosh !

see hurting and being hurt as an

closer to me and held my hands Youre an amazing

, youre strong … stronger than you know , intelligent but not

… you were my mother all the time we spent as teens before I had to go

eating or sleeping … I got that from Nanny , I laughed out

! When I was in high school , she would badger me constantly about eating , exercising and things I had no business in doing even while we were still living in the pack

hurt you , Lyla … Id rather kill myself

to make me cry He stared into my eyes ,

its way beneath my clothes , stopping to rub under my

in

pushed the straps on my shoulders , placing open mouthed

murmured with

heard myself say as I leaned into his touch closing my eyes

… I heard him sigh , his hand firm around my

abandon , until he pulled away ,

be my ruin ,

but …