The Alpha’s Fated Outcast: Rise Of The Moonsinger

Chapter 194

194 Baby mama … Im sure if Nathan had told me he was an alien , a vampire , or even some wizard and had magically produced a wand and was waving it at me , it wouldnt have been as shocking as what he was asking me to do ..

I stared at him , with my mouth hanging open in disbelief .

The words hed just spoken suspended between us like bad breath .

Youre asking me to do WHAT ? I demanded , my voice rising with the sheer ridiculousness .

He sighed heavily , running a hand through his hair .

We would do anything to be with each other right ? Isnt that what this is all about ? I want to be with you and Im trying to suggest ….

To suggest ? I repeated staring at him .

What exactly do you take me for , Nathan ? Some kind of baby making machine ? Is that all I am you ? Do you think the solution to all our problems is for me to get pregnant ? I dont even know who I am anymore , Nathan .

My identity is in a mess , its jumbled … Lyla , just listen … NO ! I thundered po my index finger at him .

You listen ! One minute , my mother the woman whom Ive called mother all my life was rejecting me telling me that I destroyed her family and her home and I was a child born out of wedlock .

The next , another group of deranged men or Alphas or whatever it is telling me that I am a murderer and youre here asking me to get pregnant ? Are you okay ? Stop being sentimental for once in your life , Lyla .

Youre an adult … And so , I get an automatic pass into swallowing down surprises like this ? Realizing that everybody around me has lied and has been lying to me all my life .

Do you think this is the way Ive envisioned my future ? To be stopped from getting married on my supposed wedding day ? Lyla , YOURE NOT LISTENING … Nathan growled .

His eyes were flashing with irritation and anger .

Oh , Im listening , perfectly well ! I cut him off , I was shouting now .

What I cant understand you is why youre dragging an innocent child into this mess .

Have you completely lost it ? He took in a deep breath , waving his hand placatingly at me .

If youd just let me explain , he sighed .

There was desperation and exhaustion on his face .

If theres a baby- our baby before the coronation , I can reject Clarissa .

can marry you

question it and we can be

, the room became quiet except for the rapid

Nathans filled with

I doubled as laughter bubbled up my throat

was loud and bitter echoing off the walls of

laughed until tears gathered in the corners of my eyes

just stood there staring at me in exasperation

Baby mama Perfect solution ? I

a child and boom , all our problems

with frustration

to use the baby as a means to an end but I love you that much and this is the only way

the only way we can be together , please my love

problems ,

it on my shoulders because I want to be your mate ? Your Luna ? And for what ? To be your loophole ? I wont repeat Nannys mistakes ,

just

but continued

isnt just about me ! Its about

what

good friend , you

we make that decision ? How about you put yourself first , Lyla ? Everyone does that and has been

Clarissa is my

a lot of things but I know pretty well that this would mean so

, no one is in support

enough drama in my life already , Im too old to start being in another

Lyla !

? Clarissa is a

lot of men would die to

trying to protect

…

No , Nathan .

This isnt right .

and this

about you

slowly morphing into Ramsey and you dont even see it

brows clouded with annoyance

, Im not ! Yes ,

very thing you once swore youd