Chapter 329: And the guilt dissipates

Lyla

Around us, the Ferals began to retreat into the forest, as if their connection to Nathan had been severed with his death. Cassidy stood frozen a few steps away from us, her face had gone white with shock.

A strangled cry escaped my lips as I held Nathan close to my chest, hating the way my tears were falling on his still body, mingling with his blood. He looked peaceful in death, the torment of the possession finally lifted.

The friend I'd known since childhood was gone, but at least he'd died free.

Ramsey touched my shoulder, silently comforting me as I sobbed. I felt like my heart would explode, and somewhere in my mind, I knew the threat wasn't over. This was only the beginning.

I pressed a gentle kiss to Nathan's forehead, saying a final goodbye to the boy I'd once known before gently laying him down on the grass.

"We need to finish this, whatever this is and fast," I said, wiping my tears as I rose to my feet. "I cannot last through another death. I don't care what I must do, but we'll take the war to Xander."

"Or maybe you should rest," Ramsey suggested quietly. "I know this is a little too much to unpack…"

"I'm fine," I stopped him mid-sentence, turning away to look at Cassidy, who was still standing there. "Yeah, I killed my best friend with my hands, but I'm fine. I'm beginning to get bored anyway, there must be something more exciting in these endless talks and fighting. I'm going to lose my mind."

Our warriors moved to tend to Nathan's body while Ramsey waited until they were within earshot of us. Caius muttered something about him still being around, and that is dangerous. We need to retreat into the safety of the region.

"Lyla…" Ramsey tried again to touch me, but I shrugged him off.

"Not now, Ramsey. I don't need your words of advice or pity. I am fine, and can I be alone? Now?"

I brushed past him towards the gates.

it resentment, filled my chest at this moment, and it didn't

is fine, and I'm tired. Can you just

he sighed, coming to stand in front of me. "I know Nathan was your friend, and maybe you might have loved him at some point, but stop pushing me away. It is not my fault that

my eyes, crossing my hands over my chest. "I never said it

without us talking about it, your mind will end up telling you that it's my

I'm only grieving and also…" I stopped and turned to face him again. "From here on, we'll do things my way. Give me thirty minutes to freshen up," I pointed at Nathan's blood on my clothes. "Gather everyone

the driver's seat, driving off before the driver assigned to it realised. As I

was real. The fight, my death…

the stairs two at a time, until I was at the door which opened automatically. Seth was, as usual, by the door. He bowed stiffly to

I saw Clarissa coming out of the kitchen. She looked different, and her belly was showing now. She had a wide smile

Luna Vanessa, carrying my stepbrother. He was making cooing baby sounds and smiling at everyone. I clamped my teeth on my lower lip to stop the emotions that flooded me all at

that I killed her Mate? After she had trusted me enough to help

in Luna

ago," Clarissa said breezily, pregnancy looked

wondered how I would look when my belly was the same size as hers, but the

told us you went out to assess some threat at the eastern border. Is

I nodded. "I hope

Luna Vanessa

filled with alarm, as she rushed to where I was

mine," I added, looking at Clarissa and Vanessa, who had gone quiet at Nanny's presence. The atmosphere was awkward

could still sense it, and I couldn't blame Luna Vanessa. Her Nanny stole her

my shoulders. She wouldn't

silently, nodding my head towards them. "Say, Hi," I

Hellos," Luna Vanessa said, staring at Nanny coolly. "I have no interest in ever becoming friends with your mother, Lyla. In a way, I didn't hate you. I resented you, yes, but not in a way

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