Chapter 329: And the guilt dissipates

Lyla

Around us, the Ferals began to retreat into the forest, as if their connection to Nathan had been severed with his death. Cassidy stood frozen a few steps away from us, her face had gone white with shock.

A strangled cry escaped my lips as I held Nathan close to my chest, hating the way my tears were falling on his still body, mingling with his blood. He looked peaceful in death, the torment of the possession finally lifted.

The friend I'd known since childhood was gone, but at least he'd died free.

Ramsey touched my shoulder, silently comforting me as I sobbed. I felt like my heart would explode, and somewhere in my mind, I knew the threat wasn't over. This was only the beginning.

I pressed a gentle kiss to Nathan's forehead, saying a final goodbye to the boy I'd once known before gently laying him down on the grass.

"We need to finish this, whatever this is and fast," I said, wiping my tears as I rose to my feet. "I cannot last through another death. I don't care what I must do, but we'll take the war to Xander."

"Or maybe you should rest," Ramsey suggested quietly. "I know this is a little too much to unpack…"

"I'm fine," I stopped him mid-sentence, turning away to look at Cassidy, who was still standing there. "Yeah, I killed my best friend with my hands, but I'm fine. I'm beginning to get bored anyway, there must be something more exciting in these endless talks and fighting. I'm going to lose my mind."

Our warriors moved to tend to Nathan's body while Ramsey waited until they were within earshot of us. Caius muttered something about him still being around, and that is dangerous. We need to retreat into the safety of the region.

"Lyla…" Ramsey tried again to touch me, but I shrugged him off.

"Not now, Ramsey. I don't need your words of advice or pity. I am fine, and can I be alone? Now?"

I brushed past him towards the gates.

after me, but I kept walking. An unexplainable anger, or was it resentment, filled my chest at this

fine, and I'm tired. Can you just

Nathan was your friend, and maybe you might have loved him at some point,

my hands over my chest. "I never said

us talking about it, your mind will end up telling you that it's my fault that he died. But it's not. I have nothing

Ramsey," I scoffed and walked past him. "I'm not mad, I'm only grieving and also…" I stopped and turned to face him again. "From here on, we'll do things my way. Give me thirty minutes to freshen up," I pointed at Nathan's blood on

response, I walked towards one of the parked cars and slipped into the driver's seat, driving off before the driver assigned to it realised. As I drove, tears blurred my vision, but I pumped the engine faster. This was the only reality I needed to

my

took the stairs two at a time, until I was at the door which opened automatically. Seth was, as usual, by the door. He

the door closed, someone called my name. When I turned, I saw Clarissa coming out of

Vanessa, carrying my stepbrother. He was making cooing baby sounds and smiling at everyone. I clamped my teeth on my lower lip to stop the emotions

Clarissa that I killed her Mate? After she had trusted me enough to help him

in Luna Vanessa's direction. "When

ago," Clarissa said breezily, pregnancy looked good on

same size as hers, but the thought fizzled out as soon as it crossed my mind. I

assess some threat at the

hope

you hurt?" Luna Vanessa

blood stains on you?" Nanny's voice sounded through the entire foyer, filled with alarm, as

I added, looking at Clarissa and Vanessa, who had gone quiet at Nanny's presence. The atmosphere was awkward now. Now that

couldn't blame Luna Vanessa. Her Nanny stole her Mate's love

Nanny asked, peering over my shoulders. She

nudged her silently, nodding my head towards

in ever becoming friends with your mother, Lyla. In a way, I didn't hate you. I resented you, yes, but not in a way that I couldn't stand you because it wasn't your fault you didn't ask to be born, but I cannot say the same for your

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