The Alpha’s Fated Outcast: Rise Of The Moonsinger

Chapter 409 - 409: Unexpected pep talk...

Lyla

"That's just it, I can't." I sighed. "It's like the memory slips away the moment I try to focus on it. I've tried multiple times to concentrate and really remember the dream, but I forget everything as soon as I wake, and I feel like Nymeris is trying to tell me something."

"You can ask her about that when you wake up, No?" Circe asked, giving me a strange look.

"It doesn't work like that, Circe," I shook my head. "The thing is, Nymeris is alive and at the same time dead. I killed her, but she's still there because I am still alive, and she can't just die like that. But I can't talk to her like a normal person would their wolf."

"Oh!" Circe nodded, reaching out to take my hand, which she squeezed warmly. "That was a really dumb question, I'm sorry."

I nodded, smiling at her. "It's fine."

"You know," she continued, "pregnancy can sometimes interfere with our natural abilities, which is why when a woman is pregnant, in your own case, I feel like your babies are creating some kind of interference."

"My thoughts exactly," I nodded my head. "That's why I desperately need to know what Nymeris is trying to warn me about. I know it's important, and I feel like the information could save us."

I clasped Circe's hand tightly, and an idea was already forming in my mind. "Come into my dream or read my mind, how is it even done. Basically…"

"I know what you mean, Lyla," Circe raised her hand to stop me, "But that's dangerous and only a high priestess can do that. Besides, didn't you get one of those things before? I heard from Lenny that you were in a coma for several days and Miriam had to connect with you to…"

"Exactly," I nodded my head, not letting her finish. "But this time around, I am healthy and not in a coma. It's the only way to see if you can hear what Nymeris is trying to say and recognise the place where she keeps taking me to."

"No, Lyla," she shook her head. "I can't do that. I'm not qualified. Just tell Miriam to do it for you, she would agree."

I scoffed and leaned back on the couch, shaking my head. "She would never agree to it in the first place, and when she eventually agrees, if it's something difficult or dangerous, Nanny would never tell me. She would give me half-truths like she has all my life."

She's your mom, and I know most times, mothers can

Circe. Everything I know about myself, I've learned from other people. Before I knew she was my mother, she lied to me about everything. She refused to give explanations for her actions, and she

"Lyla?"

freely now. "Let me finish, Circe. You don't understand how much it sucks to be treated like a retard until

Circe arched her

fell in love with him. He told me things, even though some of them were lies, but he made me know who I was. They think they're all protecting me, trying to hide the truth from me, but these things are bound

"Lyla…"

from the fact that I have tons of responsibility?" I yelled, ignoring Circe's call. "I just want to be told the truth and given the chance to make decisions myself. If Nanny ever

"You're important to Ramsey. I've never seen him feel this way about any person. You're pregnant, you're the future of our world, these are valid reasons why anyone would protect you, but the problem is you

I pointed my index finger to my chest, trying to wrap my head around the allegation.

what if your mom is worried

get too emotional," I fired back. "I can

to prove that you are capable and not second best, and when you really

hell was going on. Was she for me or against

trying to hurt me?"

I've known you. The reason why everyone is afraid to be truthful around you is because you always throw tantrums, and since their

felt anger simmering beneath me. "I don't throw

love. I don't know what goes on in your head, but the only time you'd appreciate anyone

true," I shook my

your Nanny just to be close to you. She kept quiet all those years, so she wouldn't be denied the opportunity to be your mother even when she couldn't claim that title

"She lied to me."

mother? You grew up as Alpha Logan's daughter, but up until now, she has refused to take a step forward and tell the whole world that she's your mother. People don't call you a bastard, they all know you as the Alpha's daughter, do

has that got