The Alpha’s Fight for His Omega by Jess K

Chapter 73

***Chastity***

The following month flew by. I hadn’t been able to go home at all during that month. Rowen, Jax, and Colby hadn’t been able to come to spend a weekend either. Rowen, and Jax had been too busy with alliance talks with Rogue Leader Dean to be able to take a weekend away. Molly, Melissa, and Gina were able to spend one weekend with us though. That had been a lot of fun.

School was going well, and I was doing better than I thought I would. I was really proud of myself for how well I was doing. I was also really enjoying my drawing class. We had finally moved into drawing shapes, and starting to learn techniques for blending shapes into larger pictures. I could also feel myself getting stronger physically from self defense class. I did notice that my movements, and the way I carried myself was changing with more focus on my core than trying to keep myself as unnoticeable as possible.

My appointments with Dee-Dee were going well too. I still had hard days, and she was right there to work through them with me. She was working hard with me on changing my thought process on how I viewed those of higher rank than myself. I could see it was working just by how much more comfortable I became during my meetings with Luna Clair. As often as she could Luna Clair would come to my room for our lessons. She loved being around Lilac, and watching her antics.

Lilac was doing fantastic, and had grown a bit. She definitely wouldn’t be a big cat, but she was still adorable. She also finally found comfort in being on her leash, and harness. She still preferred to ride on my shoulder instead of walking any where, but she would walk when I shifted into Leila, and we took her outside to play. I had gotten a longer leash for those times so they could play together. Lilac’s favorite. thing about Leila seemed to be her tail. She loved to chase, and pounce on it. Leila’s favorite thing about Lilac was that she was cute, and cuddly. Once their play was done, they would cuddle, and sunbath for a bit. Leila did seem a bit more sad than usual lately though. Lilac picked up on that, and was always trying to cheer Leila up, or snuggle and clean her. Leila wasn’t telling me what was wrong though.

I was packing up Friday after class, to go home for the weekend. It was the weekend of Melissa, and Ross’s ceremony. Marcus was driving. Norm, Lexi, and I, as Melissa, and Ross had invited Marcus and Norm. Of course Norm was excited about it. Not only would he get to see my pack, but he would also get to see his sister for the first time since his ceremony. I noticed Leila was perking up as well.

“You seem awfully happy today.” I said to Leila.

“Of course I am. I’m going to see mate soon.” Leila responded happily.

“You mean we are going to see Rowen?”

“Right of course.”

“Will you tell me why you’ve been so sad lately?”

“I miss mate. I didn’t tell you because I didn’t want you to feel guilty for keeping us away.”

“That’s why you didn’t say anything?”

“Yes. I know us being here is right for you, and it’s helping you, but it’s hard some times.”

“I’m sorry Leila. I didn’t realize how hard this would be for you.”

“No. No. Chastity, don’t feel guilty. You’re doing the right thing. The best thing for you. I want you to be happy, healthy, and whole. This is doing what it was supposed to do, and I’m glad for that. I just wish we could figure out a way to see mate more is all.”

“Rowen, and I were talking about that. Now that the alliance with the rogues is set, he should have more

free time to come visit. He’s going to try to get here more often.”

“Can we go to him sometimes? I miss brothers, and dad too.”

“We can try, but it’s hard because I don’t drive.”

“Well second brother will be here soon for school. Maybe he can drive us.”

“I’m sure we can talk to him about it.”

“Please.”

“Ok. I will.”

I cut the conversation when I heard a knock at my door. I opened it to see Marcus, and Norm standing there, each with a suitcase. I laughed at the size of Norm’s. It looked like he had packed for a month away instead of two days.

“I told him he didn’t need that much, but you know how he is.” Marcus chuckled.

“I want to be prepared for any situation. Plus I have our gift for Melissa, and Ross in my bag.” Norm sniffed, and I giggled.

“Ready to go?” Marcus asked.

“Yup. I just need to grab my phone charger, and we’re all set.” I responded as I picked up the small duffle bag Rowen leant me for my trip back after my week home.

“You’re not bringing Lilac?” Norm asked.

“I hadn’t planned on it. I’ll only be gone for two days.” I responded, looking at my kitten stretched out on

her window seat.

I had debated taking her home with me, but decided not to. She would be fine for two days without me. She had plenty of food, water, and toys. She was used to being alone all day because of me being in class.

“I wouldn’t leave her Chastity. You never know when you might need her.” Norm said quietly.

“True, but I’ll have Rowen if needed.” I admitted, looking at Lilac.

“I know, but maybe she’ll need you. Maybe she doesn’t want to be left alone for two days.”

“I’m sure she’ll be fine.”

“Who will be fine? What are we talking about?” Lexi ask as she came to my door, small suitcase being pulled behind her.

“Chastity was going to leave Lilac here for the weekend.” Norm answered.

“Nope. You can’t leave the baby here by herself all weekend. I don’t think you realize this Chastity, but she’s gotten used to your schedule. When you’re not back at a certain time she sticks her little paws out from under the door, trying to find you. If I’m near your door I can hear her squeaking for you.” Lexi explained, and I pinched my brows.

I hadn’t known that. Now I felt bad. There had been a few times when I went to the library to find a book after dinner instead of coming back here. I didn’t realize Lilac reacted badly to my leaving her alone longer than usual.

“Baby needs to come home with us.” Leila said to me.

be ok for two days.” I

take care of, and we’re hers too.

“Ok. Ok.”

be getting in kind of late so I didn’t expect a big welcome party when we got there. Ross, Rowen, Colby, Jax, Molly, and Melissa were waiting for

room on the second floor, the rest of us made our way to Jax’s apartment. Lexi moved to the guest room in their apartment, while Rowen, and I headed to mine. Rowen got Lilac all set up while I went to put on my pajamas, and got

my pillow when Rowen came out in red plaid pajama pants, and no

to pounce on you.” Rowen playfully growled at me. “Oh….I…I’m sorry.”

ok. I like when you

bed. He stretched out on his side, facing

you sweet girl.” Rowen

too.” I admitted blushing

last month of not seeing you has been

“Yeah. It has.”

up with a schedule for visits before you leave this weekend. I don’t want to go another month without seeing you at least

that’s a

do that on Sunday before you go

“Ok.”

come here.”

looked at him in confusion. I was right here. I squealed when he put his arm around my waist, and pulled me

Rowen growled into my neck, and

his neck, and tilted my head back to give him better access. He kissed, and lightly sucked the spot. I felt my panties start to get wet, and I squirmed a bit at the feeling. Rowen growled again then kissed up my neck, along my jaw then to my lips. I opened to him immediately, and we explored each others mouths with our tongues. He pressed his chest to mine as we continued to kiss, my beaded nipples became sensitive, and

Rowen growled, and I got

“Is…did….what’s wrong?” I whispered.

thing. Everything, you are perfect. It makes me

over. It makes me want to claim you. It’s just a struggle some times,

“Oh. I….I’m sorry.”

sorry for. You have done nothing wrong. I made you a promise, and I am going

honest I don’t even understand the things

would explain them to you, but I think that would make

“What struggle?”

than moved the sheet off his lap. I looked down at the tent in his pants, blinked, then looked

because

“Um….yeah.”

“I….sorry.”

turning me on. I’m just sorry I

“Umm…..does….does that hurt?”

Not yet

“I…..I don’t understand.”

to you only because I don’t

“Oh….um…Ok?”

chin on it. I heard the shower turn on, and the shower door close. After a minute or two I heard Rowen groan, and my eyes widened wondering what he was doing in

well as his.

ready tomorrow. I hoped I could bring. myself to ask though. The thought made me blush. That was going to take courage I wasn’t sure I had. I was just drifting off to sleep when Rowen came out

better

my shoulder, pulling me tight against

“….I’m glad.”

“Good night sweet girl.”

“Good night Rowen.”

a few times before we both fell

Marcus, and Norm were meeting us in Jax’s apartment. Once we all ate, Melissa, Molly, Lexi, and I were going to Ross’s apartment to get ready. Melissa decided

part of the ceremony in some way. After we all ate, the four of us girls

Molly got us for her ceremony. Melissa got one for Lexi this time. It was a soft pink, and I could tell Lexi loved it by the smile on her face. Melissa, like Molly arranged

you girls something?” I

can ask

is kind of embarrassing, but….um……” I stuttered over my words. I

We’re here to help in any way we can.” Melissa

or was told much about what….um…..about sex, or how our bodies react

Molly said then giggled

between you and Rowen?”

but I….I don’t understand the way my body feels when he kisses me,

body feel when he

get warm, and tingly. I feel pressure down there, and it gets wet. It’s kind of weird. Is there something wrong with me?” I questioned, and the girls

absolutely nothing wrong with you. That’s your body’s way of saying it wants to be touched. That it enjoys his kisses, and wants more of it. The wetness is your body preparing for him to touch you down there. It’s also preparing your to

those things? What if my mind isn’t ready? Why would my body react that way when

is still healing from what happened to you. The part that controls your body’s responses to stimulation will always react that way to his touch.” Melissa

him?”

do you mean?”

kissing me last night, and when he pulled away his pants had poked out,

hard on.” Molly said

what? What does that mean? Why? Why would that happen?” I was so confused,

snickered.

Melissa said

“S..sorry.” I stuttered.

There is nothing wrong with that.” Molly said gently, and

men, their bodies get ready for sex a little. Ok a lot differently than ours do.” Melissa

“How?” I asked.