The Alpha’s Fight for His Omega by Jess K

Chapter 94

***Rowen⭑**

I hated that for the first evening Chastity was home I couldn’t spend it with her. By the time the guys, and I were allowed back in Jax’s apartment, Chastity was almost completely passed out. There were empty dishes, and drink containers every where. Gina was passed out with her pillow on the couch. Melissa was almost asleep as well. Only Lexi, and Molly were still awake. The looks they were giving Jax, and Colby made me thankful the bedrooms were sound proof. Chastity passed out as soon as I put her in bed.

I was thankful I had a full week with her though. I hadn’t seen her in two weeks, and I missed her badly. At least I got to fall asleep with her in my arms. I always missed this when she wasn’t by my side. I was looking forward to a whole week of holding my sweet girl. I had the best night of sleep I’d had in two weeks being wrapped around her.

By the time I woke up the next morning she was already awake, and in the shower. Lilac was happily curled up on my chest, like always. I had to admit the cat had grown on me. Not so much Duke, but he knew he had to deal with it. The cat wasn’t going any where, and would remain a part of our lives. He grumbled about it, but secretly I think he was as amused by her as everyone else was. I was just thinking about watching her play fetch with Chastity a few weeks ago when Chastity came out of the bathroom in jeans, and one of my sweatshirts. Seeing her in that made me a bit smug.

“Good morning sweet girl. Did you sleep well?” I asked with a smile.

“Good morning. I did. What about you?” Chastity answered smiling back at me.

“Very well. I had you in my arms. How could I not?”

“You always say such sweet things to me.”

“They’re all true.”

I slowly got out of bed, after moving Lilac off of me. I had waited to try to let my morning wood calm down, but it just wasn’t working this morning. I moved to give Chastity a quick kiss, grabbed some clothes, and headed to the bathroom. I need a shower, and to rub one out. I knew it was worse than usual because Duke was pushing really hard for me to take Chastity again. He always did this crap. I would get him to back off for awhile, but then we would spend time with her, and he’d start again. The damn wolf was going to make me crazy.

“Then just do what I keep telling you to do. She’s our mate. She won’t turn you away.” Duke growled.

“You just don’t get it. She’ll tell me when she’s ready. Pushing her will hurt her more than anything.” | snapped.

“You don’t know that.”

“Yes I do. It’s you who doesn’t believe that.”

“Our mate can’t say no to us.”

“She can.”

“So don’t give her a chance to.”

“So basically rape her?”

“Hell no. Just keep her so wound up she can’t possible say no.”

“I can’t do that to her. I have to move slowly.”

Con

“Why?”

“Ask Leila. She’ll explain it.”

“Leila is ready.”

“Does Leila say Chastity is?”

“No. Leila says Chastity is not. She told me that I need to leave it alone, and we have to let you humans fuck when you’re ready.”

“So listen!”

“But I don’t want to! I want my mate!”

“Too bad mutt! If you keep this up, when the time finally comes that Chastity is ready for sex, I block you

out.”

“You wouldn’t dare!”

“Watch me!”

“Why would you do that to me?”

“Why can’t you let things happen at their own pace, in a way that Chastity is comfortable with?”

“Because we’re an Alpha. We wait for no one.”

“Well now we do. We wait for our mate, and that’s final! Now knock it off!”

I heard Duke whimper, and groan, but he shut up after that. I quickly rubbed one out with a groan, imagining Chastity screaming my name as she came around my cock. Always my favorite possible outcome. I really hoped she was a screamer. I certainly didn’t want her to be quiet when I was getting her off. I guess time would tell. I had to stop thinking about this before I got hard again. Once I was showered, and dressed, I went looking for Chastity.

I eventually found her in the pack house kitchen, talking to Lucy. I walked up behind her, and put my arms around her. I lowered my nose to her neck, and inhaled deeply. Her scent was amazing. If I could bottle it, and keep it with me always, I would. She giggled then went right back to talking to Lucy.

“What are you two talking about?” I finally asked.

“Lucy is going to the store today, and asking me what I need to make Thanksgiving dinner.” Chastity answered.

“You know you don’t have to cook right?”

“I do, but I want to. I love cooking Thanksgiving dinner.”

“If you insist.”

“I do, and no one is going to talk me out of it.”

“Fine, but we’re all here to help you in any way you need.”

“Oh no. You males are NOT allowed in the kitchen! One of you will end up burning it down.”

“Hey now. You don’t know that.”

“Rowen, when was the last time you cooked?”

“Um….I made burgers on the grille last week.”

“Ok. When was the last time you cooked a meal in a kitchen?”

“Uh, never.”

“Exactly. None of you are fit to be in here with me.”

“Fine.”

“Alright Chastity, I have everything you need on the list. I did make sure to stock up on the ingredients for your croissants as well. Is there anything else you can think of?” Lucy asked.

“Nope. I think that’s everything. Thank you Lucy.” Chastity responded.

“You’re welcome. As soon as I’m finished with breakfast I’ll head out to the store.”

“Great.”

After they finished chatting I led Chastity into the dining room, and pulled her chair out for her. We were just sitting down when everyone else came down for breakfast. Seeing Aunt Naomi following behind Uncle Peter reminded me that I never told Chastity she had started joining us for breakfast. I got a little worried about how Chastity would react, and what Naomi would do. I was shocked when Naomi walked right over to Chastity, got down on her knees, and bowed.

“Ch….Chastity, I am so sorry for what I did to you. I know my words can never change what I did, or change the past, but I just want you to know that I’m sorry. Nothing can ever make it right, and I can’t explain away my actions. I…I just….” Naomi said with a whimper.

“Naomi, please stand up, and sit next to me. You don’t need to do this. Apologizing is a step in the right direction, and I do accept your apology.” Chastity said gently.

“But….”

Chastity stood up, and helped Naomi up off the floor. I watched as Naomi stared at Chastity with tears in her eyes. Chastity just smiled at her.

“The past is the past. Is therapy helping you?” Chastity asked as she got Naomi to sit in the chair next to her.

“It is. Also helping around here has taught me a lot. How….how did you manage to do everything? Sorry. That was rude.” Naomi stated.

“It’s fine. I learned how to plan things out, and what could be done at the same time.”

“Like what?”

“For example, I knew how long a cycle took on the washer and dryer. I would start loads, then go work on one of my other chores until I knew the load was done. I would then switch it, start more, and go back to what I was originally doing. I had a system for folding that was pretty quick as well.”

you show me your system please? Can you also tell me how you knew who’s clothes were who’s

“Naomi.” Uncle Peter growled.

I can do it right. I know I’ve made a lot of mistakes, and I don’t want to

day I can teach you. As soon as we finish breakfast I will.

Chastity?” Uncle

“Yes I am.”

to help around here, even after Pete decides I don’t need

can respect that.”

with them when they went to the laundry room. Naomi had gotten very

are you plans for the

sure yet, besides Thanksgiving dinner.” Chastity

I told you….” Dad started, but Chastity waved

and

at least one person

with me. If I need help,

to do another date night while you’re here.”

“Definitely.” Melissa agreed.

hoping we could.” Chastity

males need to plan something.” I stated looking at Ross, Jax, and

with me one

“Sure.” Chastity said.

things together today. I had a day planned for us, and other than her showing Naomi how to deal

been in here before. It looked like a huge laundromat to me. I stood quietly to

a specific person so it’s easier to keep them from getting mixed up. With each person’s basket in front of a machine, you know who’s is who’s. Once you’ve

folding? How do you keep

wrinkle release setting. Once the dryer stops, I hit that. It is it’s own setting the runs for about

“Oh. Ok. That helps.”

“It really does.”

you get

board hanging on the wall. All button down shirts get hung up, along

you always keep Pete’s shirts

drying last, used the wrinkle release cycle twice then

them, but they take forever to

the wrinkle release setting is for. It doesn’t get rid of all

you remember all of

and I kept a handwritten list on the wall by

I….I never saw

“It helped, a lot.”

“Thank you Chastity.”

“You’re welcome.”

I talk to you for

“Sure.”

can stay. I know you don’t trust me

planned on leaving.” I

Naomi said with a

did you want to

he…he said you were the one who recommended I go to therapy. I’m glad you did, but

with Lucy, and she said something about how your

A little. I was so terrible

**

I am also in therapy for my experiences. It has helped me a lot. I thought maybe there was more to what was going on with

never wanted girls. They only wanted boys. They blamed me, and my older sister for being girls. They treated my little brother like gold, but my sister, and me, we were nothing to them. They treated us like slaves to them, and my little brother. Nothing we ever did was good enough for them. Not even when my sister mated a head warrior from another pack, and I mated the Gamma here. It wasn’t enough. Even after mating, if my sister, and I went back for a visit

back from raising him, and told Pete I didn’t want any more pups. I felt awful for denying him more pups, but I didn’t trust myself. I asked Luna Jane to take care of Ross a lot of the time because I wanted Ross raised right, and I knew I couldn’t do it. Don’t get me wrong, I love Ross very much, so much that I had to

protection.”

know

secret, but she agreed. I think she may have told Joe as well, but I think, for Ross’s sake it was for the best.

did Aurora get

of my life, having anything to do with that female.. I need to give you some back ground. First, everyone is right when they say that I’m not quite smart enough to handle the Gamma Female responsibilities. I never was. Don’t get me wrong I tried, but I just made more of a mess, and I always felt guilty for Jane having to pick up after me, and fixing my mistakes. After awhile Jane, and I came to an agreement that I handled small things, like scheduling meetings for her, and her appointments in the clinic. I was good at secretarial work because it was repetitive. I could also write a good letter, notes, and memos so that’s what I did for Jane. I am also really good at picking clothes, and

take over some of Jane’s load as Luna, and as a mom. Brinna, and Jane had a schedule worked out for the pups. When one was at the hospital, the other was off to raise the pups. They were a hell of a team, and they drug me along with them. Brinna never really knew why Ross was always with Jane or her, but she never questioned it. It broke my heart, and made me happy at the same time when Ross would call Brinna mama Brinna. It told me

call from my mother saying my father was sick. I went, and little did I know that Aurora followed me. When I got to my parent’s house I found out that my father wasn’t sick. My brother got himself in trouble. My parents wanted me to use my position with the Gamma to get him out of trouble. When I refused they tore me apart verbally, but no matter what they said I refused. So they beat me not bad enough to leave marks because they knew Pete would punish them. Little did

silence. From that point on, every time I got a call from my parents Aurora would follow me. At first she would say nothing, but eventually she started making little comments about being angry, and needing to take it out some where. It wasn’t long after Jane died that she finally got to me. I got another call from my parents. Todd had finally gotten himself in serious trouble. He got caught trying to rob the bank. When I refused to help him, it was bad. My mom even accused me of trying to kill my dad from the stress of not helping

sees an in, and she takes it. She did it to

“She did.”

your brother?” I

year. My parents want me

know

around my parents they were on their best behavior.

keep that a secret from

embarrassed. He had heard rumors, but I

you, if you told him Naomi.”

now, but I was embarrassed. I didn’t want him to

“I can understand that.”

I don’t expect forgiveness Chastity, and I don’t deserve it, but I just wanted you to know that

Naomi. I really do. Just so you know, I forgave you a long time

“Why?”

anger only hurts me. It also holds me back. I have dreams, and being held back won’t help

a nurse, and

“Yes.”

would be very proud of

“I hope so.”

were the apple of your mother’s eye.

can tell me some stories about her

work to do. Thank you for

if you ever need to

“Um…Ok. Thank you.”

“You’re welcome.”

Rowen.

Aunt Naomi?” I questioned, a

hurting your mate. For not being

you. I think you need to talk to Ross

“I know. I will.”

Chastity? I want to show

Chastity

out of the house, and toward the Community Center. The updates had been going well, and I wanted to show her. I also wanted her ideas on where to put the mural

the whole thing complete right after New Years. If all goes well

“Really? That’s so exciting.”

made some changes as well, that I

“What are they?”

“I’ll show you.”

“OK.”

stopped us were parents who’s pups she watched, children of elders she kept company, sick or injured she sat with, and even a few fathers she calmed while their mate was in labor. Seeing how

large section

dark. It needed more natural

stained glass mural to put atop the doors. We’re waiting until he’s finished to knock

be beautiful when

more windows along the sides

“Wow! That’s impressive.”

not all. Come

door, and lead Chastity inside. There was all new flooring, and the light

floor is lighter.” Chastity

color. It brightens everything up, a lot. The light fixtures are also brighter.” I

“It looks fantastic.”

wanted your opinion on where to put the painted mural.” I said as

there?” Chastity asked as she pointed to the back of the large

that was there, the wood was starting to rot. We want to start using this space for more community events again. Molly wants to continue doing movie nights, and plan some other community get togethers. We want to use this space for the colder

space instead. We’re not installing seating, but we want to let them have a place to do their shows, and such. Plus concerts, and what not.” I answered.

We’re going to test it out with a movie night once it’s complete. It’s also large enough for the whole

you want to put

with. One is around the serving windows for the kitchen. One is the wall next to the kitchen where the hallway for the bathroom is, and the

three places I suggest. I didn’t know what she

sweet

just have the artists do one wall?” Chastity responded

not sure