Chapter 96

***Chastity***

The next morning I woke up wrapped in Rowen’s arms. As soon as I remembered the night before I got very embarrassed, and blushed. I couldn’t believe I did that. I couldn’t believe I let him do that to me. I had to admit that it felt good though. That thought made me blush even harder. I didn’t know what was wrong with me.

I quickly slipped out of bed, grabbed clothes, and rushed to the bathroom. I didn’t know what I had been. thinking when I didn’t stop him. It didn’t fee! wrong, and he seemed to enjoy it, but I just didn’t know.

“He did enjoy it, and you did too. Stop over thinking it.” Lella giggled at me.

“But….” I stammered.

“Chastity, everyone keeps telling you that anything sexual between you, and mate is normal.”

“He’s going to expect sex now, and I’m just not ready. I’m sending him mixed signals.”

“He’s not going to expect more than you’re willing to give Chastity.”

“How do you know that?”

“Did you stop him when he tried anything more than what he was already doing?”

“Yes.”

“Did he complain?”

“No.”

“Did he stop what he had been doing”

“No.”

“See. He respected what you were comfortable with, and didn’t push further than you were willing to go. You need to trust him.”

“….I’ll try. It did feel really good though.”

“Of course it did. What was your favorite part?”

“LEILA!”

“What? I know what mine was.”

“Wh…what?”

“Feeling his dick rub against our clit.”

“Really?”

“Yup. Tell me you didn’t enjoy that?”

“I…I can’t.”

“And the orgasm was better than the ones you give yourself.”

“I….. Yeah. You’re right.”

“See, I told you that everything would feel better when he was the one doing it.”

“Yeah. Ok. Hush up.”

“Chastity, I know you’re scared, but spend sometime this week exploring a bit with him. You won’t regret it.”

“I’ll try. I can’t promise I’ll be comfortable with more than what we did last night.”

“I know.”

I cut the conversation, finished my shower, and got dressed. When I came out of the bathroom I found Rowen already awake. I instantly got embarrassed, and blushed. I couldn’t ever look at him after the way I behaved last night.

“Chastity, come here please.” Rowen requested quietly, and I just shook my head.

“Sweet girl, there is nothing to be embarrassed about. Come sit with me for a moment. I want to talk to you, ok?”

I nodded, and slowly moved to the bed. I slowly sat down, keeping several inches between us. I couldn’t look at him so I stared at my hands, and played with my fingers. I heard Rowen sigh, and peaked at him from the corner of my eye. I noticed he had a small smile on his face.

“Can you tell me what you’re embarrassed about?” Rowen whispered, and I only shrugged.

“Nothing that happened last night is worth being embarrassed about. Anything sexual that happens between us is normal, and natural.” Rowen stated.

“I….umm……I don’t…..I don’t want to disappoint you.” I finally got out.

“Disappointment me? How would you disappointment me Chastity?”

“I….I made you stop last night. I…..did you even enjoy yourself last night?”

“Ah. I was not disappointed in anyway last night Chastity. Yes I enjoyed myself. Very much.”

“I…..how could you say that. I know you wanted….well…”

“Sex?”

“Yeah.”

“I’m male. We always want sex, but I don’t have to have sex to enjoy myself with you. Do you want to know what my favorite part of last night was?”

“Wh….what?”

“Watching you cum, and knowing that it was me that made you cum.”

“I….why?”

“Ego I guess?”

“Huh?”

sexy. I loved seeing it, and it boosted my ego to know that it was me that could

“Oh.”

we do need to have a conversation

have a feeling I need to put your mind at ease

really embarrassed to talk about

need to talk about it so we’re on the same

“Ye…yeah. I guess.”

felt Rowen move closer to me, and I fought myself not to lock up. I didn’t know why I was so scared. In

up to you. I am following your lead here, and will only go as far as you’re comfortable with. If you say stop in any way, with words or actions, I’m going to stop.”

said.

started, but stopped as I didn’t know

people isn’t comfortable or ready, the other person needs to

doing, or how to say what I want. I’m also scared that I let something start then push you

really say

“What does that mean?”

night

“How?”

didn’t want me to so you grabbed my wrist, and said no, so I stopped

I disappointed

sweet girl, you didn’t. I did enjoy

“How? Why?”

you. I also got to learn a little bit about what you

liked what

“Did you?”

“I….yeah.”

I already

“How?”

the fact the you came. You also didn’t stop me. If you had said no, pulled away, or tried

What about you though?

That’s all that matters. This is

shouldn’t it be about

will be. Right now, this

doesn’t seem fair

was seeing you cum. I loved every second of watching you unravel for me, because of

not sure I

get me wrong getting off feels good to me, but getting you off feels better. I really don’t know how to explain it,

don’t quite

think. Something about making our mate feel that good

take your word for

“Probably for the best.”

“So now what?”

“You tell me.”

know Rowen. I know very little about this stuff, and I…I’m not sure I could take the lead. I know I can’t tell you what I want because I can’t put

lead.”

want to push you too far, too

and I appreciate that. I just….I’m not comfortable telling

.

if you’re not comfortable with something, in some way. Either stop me, or simply say

I can

then. Can I ask you

“I…..I guess.”

your first

would get upset. I

have

is sq

is nothing to be embarrassed

“….no.”

“It wasn’t?”

I…umm….well I kind

care of

“Not…….experimented.”

“Experim…..ah. That’s sexy.”

“WHAT?”

you touching

“WHAT?”

to stop before I get hard. Just so you know,

“I’m not?”

not.

1 don’t believe that.”

“I can show you.”

“ROWEN!”

“What?”

“Stop messing around.”

serious,

“Thank you.”

chuckled, and kissed

“We good?” Rowen asked.

responded, nodding my

not looking at me after we do something

“I can’t promise that.”

sometime for you to

Can I ask you

“Sure.”

me that….ummm……we should

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