Chapter 96

***Chastity***

The next morning I woke up wrapped in Rowen’s arms. As soon as I remembered the night before I got very embarrassed, and blushed. I couldn’t believe I did that. I couldn’t believe I let him do that to me. I had to admit that it felt good though. That thought made me blush even harder. I didn’t know what was wrong with me.

I quickly slipped out of bed, grabbed clothes, and rushed to the bathroom. I didn’t know what I had been. thinking when I didn’t stop him. It didn’t fee! wrong, and he seemed to enjoy it, but I just didn’t know.

“He did enjoy it, and you did too. Stop over thinking it.” Lella giggled at me.

“But….” I stammered.

“Chastity, everyone keeps telling you that anything sexual between you, and mate is normal.”

“He’s going to expect sex now, and I’m just not ready. I’m sending him mixed signals.”

“He’s not going to expect more than you’re willing to give Chastity.”

“How do you know that?”

“Did you stop him when he tried anything more than what he was already doing?”

“Yes.”

“Did he complain?”

“No.”

“Did he stop what he had been doing”

“No.”

“See. He respected what you were comfortable with, and didn’t push further than you were willing to go. You need to trust him.”

“….I’ll try. It did feel really good though.”

“Of course it did. What was your favorite part?”

“LEILA!”

“What? I know what mine was.”

“Wh…what?”

“Feeling his dick rub against our clit.”

“Really?”

“Yup. Tell me you didn’t enjoy that?”

“I…I can’t.”

“And the orgasm was better than the ones you give yourself.”

“I….. Yeah. You’re right.”

“See, I told you that everything would feel better when he was the one doing it.”

“Yeah. Ok. Hush up.”

“Chastity, I know you’re scared, but spend sometime this week exploring a bit with him. You won’t regret it.”

“I’ll try. I can’t promise I’ll be comfortable with more than what we did last night.”

“I know.”

I cut the conversation, finished my shower, and got dressed. When I came out of the bathroom I found Rowen already awake. I instantly got embarrassed, and blushed. I couldn’t ever look at him after the way I behaved last night.

“Chastity, come here please.” Rowen requested quietly, and I just shook my head.

“Sweet girl, there is nothing to be embarrassed about. Come sit with me for a moment. I want to talk to you, ok?”

I nodded, and slowly moved to the bed. I slowly sat down, keeping several inches between us. I couldn’t look at him so I stared at my hands, and played with my fingers. I heard Rowen sigh, and peaked at him from the corner of my eye. I noticed he had a small smile on his face.

“Can you tell me what you’re embarrassed about?” Rowen whispered, and I only shrugged.

“Nothing that happened last night is worth being embarrassed about. Anything sexual that happens between us is normal, and natural.” Rowen stated.

“I….umm……I don’t…..I don’t want to disappoint you.” I finally got out.

“Disappointment me? How would you disappointment me Chastity?”

“I….I made you stop last night. I…..did you even enjoy yourself last night?”

“Ah. I was not disappointed in anyway last night Chastity. Yes I enjoyed myself. Very much.”

“I…..how could you say that. I know you wanted….well…”

“Sex?”

“Yeah.”

“I’m male. We always want sex, but I don’t have to have sex to enjoy myself with you. Do you want to know what my favorite part of last night was?”

“Wh….what?”

“Watching you cum, and knowing that it was me that made you cum.”

“I….why?”

“Ego I guess?”

“Huh?”

loved seeing it, and it boosted my ego

“Oh.”

think we do need to have a conversation

have a feeling I need to put your

to talk about

that, but we do need to talk about it so we’re on the same page

“Ye…yeah. I guess.”

not to lock up. I didn’t know why I was so scared. In

all up to you. I am following your lead here, and will only go as far as you’re comfortable with. If you say stop in any

said.

I started, but stopped as I didn’t know what

people. If one of those people isn’t comfortable or ready, the other person needs to respect that. I will always respect your limits Chastity. You’re in charge here

I….I don’t know what I’m doing, or how to say what I want. I’m also

don’t have to really say anything. I’ll watch

“What does that mean?”

night for

“How?”

doing. You didn’t want me to so you

but I disappointed you by

sweet girl, you didn’t. I did

“How? Why?”

I also got to learn a little

you I liked what you

“Did you?”

“I….yeah.”

I already

“How?”

reacted. Your sighs, moans, pressing your perfect tits into my hands, the way your body moved against mine, and the fact the you came. You also didn’t stop me. If you had said no, pulled away, or

What about you though?

That’s all that matters. This

shouldn’t it be about both of

sweet girl, when the time comes it will be. Right now, this is about you, what you’re

doesn’t seem fair

cum. I loved every second of watching you

not sure

you off feels better. I really don’t know how to explain it, if I’m being honest. It just, something

don’t quite

think. Something about making our mate feel that good

take your word

“Probably for the best.”

“So now what?”

“You tell me.”

this stuff, and I…I’m not sure I could take the lead. I know I can’t tell you what I want because I can’t put it into words. It’s just….it

lead.”

want to push you too far,

that, and I appreciate that. I just….I’m not comfortable telling

.

I need you to be able to tell me no if you’re not comfortable with something, in some

I can

Can I

“I…..I guess.”

your

and bit my lips. I couldn’t believe he asked me that. I was worried if I told him it wasn’t he would get upset. I was also worried that if I admitted I experimented, and gave myself an orgasm he

You don’t have to, but you

is sq embarrassing.”

nothing to be

“….no.”

“It wasn’t?”

I…umm….well I kind

care of your own

“Not…….experimented.”

“Experim…..ah. That’s sexy.”

“WHAT?”

thought of you touching

“WHAT?”

mind. I need to stop before I get hard. Just so you know, you’re

“I’m not?”

course not. Not

1 don’t believe that.”

“I can show you.”

“ROWEN!”

“What?”

“Stop messing around.”

being serious, but

“Thank you.”

chuckled, and kissed my

“We good?” Rowen asked.

responded, nodding my

being embarrassed, and not looking at me after we do something

“I can’t promise that.”

sometime for you to get comfortable with what we

Can I ask you

“Sure.”

should talk about birth

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