Chapter 96
***Chastity***
The next morning I woke up wrapped in Rowen’s arms. As soon as I remembered the night before I got very embarrassed, and blushed. I couldn’t believe I did that. I couldn’t believe I let him do that to me. I had to admit that it felt good though. That thought made me blush even harder. I didn’t know what was wrong with me.
I quickly slipped out of bed, grabbed clothes, and rushed to the bathroom. I didn’t know what I had been. thinking when I didn’t stop him. It didn’t fee! wrong, and he seemed to enjoy it, but I just didn’t know.
“He did enjoy it, and you did too. Stop over thinking it.” Lella giggled at me.
“But….” I stammered.
“Chastity, everyone keeps telling you that anything sexual between you, and mate is normal.”
“He’s going to expect sex now, and I’m just not ready. I’m sending him mixed signals.”
“He’s not going to expect more than you’re willing to give Chastity.”
“How do you know that?”
“Did you stop him when he tried anything more than what he was already doing?”
“Yes.”
“Did he complain?”
“No.”
“Did he stop what he had been doing”
“No.”
“See. He respected what you were comfortable with, and didn’t push further than you were willing to go. You need to trust him.”
“….I’ll try. It did feel really good though.”
“Of course it did. What was your favorite part?”
“LEILA!”
“What? I know what mine was.”
“Wh…what?”
“Feeling his dick rub against our clit.”
“Really?”
“Yup. Tell me you didn’t enjoy that?”
“I…I can’t.”
“And the orgasm was better than the ones you give yourself.”
“I….. Yeah. You’re right.”
“See, I told you that everything would feel better when he was the one doing it.”
“Yeah. Ok. Hush up.”
“Chastity, I know you’re scared, but spend sometime this week exploring a bit with him. You won’t regret it.”
“I’ll try. I can’t promise I’ll be comfortable with more than what we did last night.”
“I know.”
I cut the conversation, finished my shower, and got dressed. When I came out of the bathroom I found Rowen already awake. I instantly got embarrassed, and blushed. I couldn’t ever look at him after the way I behaved last night.
“Chastity, come here please.” Rowen requested quietly, and I just shook my head.
“Sweet girl, there is nothing to be embarrassed about. Come sit with me for a moment. I want to talk to you, ok?”
I nodded, and slowly moved to the bed. I slowly sat down, keeping several inches between us. I couldn’t look at him so I stared at my hands, and played with my fingers. I heard Rowen sigh, and peaked at him from the corner of my eye. I noticed he had a small smile on his face.
“Can you tell me what you’re embarrassed about?” Rowen whispered, and I only shrugged.
“Nothing that happened last night is worth being embarrassed about. Anything sexual that happens between us is normal, and natural.” Rowen stated.
“I….umm……I don’t…..I don’t want to disappoint you.” I finally got out.
“Disappointment me? How would you disappointment me Chastity?”
“I….I made you stop last night. I…..did you even enjoy yourself last night?”
“Ah. I was not disappointed in anyway last night Chastity. Yes I enjoyed myself. Very much.”
“I…..how could you say that. I know you wanted….well…”
“Sex?”
“Yeah.”
“I’m male. We always want sex, but I don’t have to have sex to enjoy myself with you. Do you want to know what my favorite part of last night was?”
“Wh….what?”
“Watching you cum, and knowing that it was me that made you cum.”
“I….why?”
“Ego I guess?”
“Huh?”
you cum. So damn beautiful, and sexy. I loved seeing it, and it boosted my ego to know that
“Oh.”
do need to have a conversation about our sexual relationship, and expectations
I need to put your mind at
to talk
understand that, but we do need to talk about it so we’re on
“Ye…yeah. I guess.”
fought myself not to lock up. I didn’t know why I was so scared. In my heart I knew he wouldn’t do anything. I watched as he reached over, and threaded his fingers through
your lead here, and will only go as far as you’re comfortable with. If you
said.
started, but stopped as
people. If one of those people isn’t comfortable or ready, the other person needs to respect that.
how to say what I want.
say anything. I’ll
“What does that mean?”
night
“How?”
do something more than I was already doing. You didn’t want me to so you grabbed my
but I disappointed you by
girl, you didn’t. I did
“How? Why?”
you. I also got to learn
you I liked what you
“Did you?”
“I….yeah.”
I already knew
“How?”
the fact the you came. You also didn’t stop me. If you had said no, pulled
about you though?
that matters. This
it be about
when the time comes it will be. Right now, this is about you, what you’re comfortable with.
seem fair to
told you my favorite thing about last night was seeing you cum. I loved every second of watching you unravel for
still not sure I
getting you off feels better. I really don’t know
quite get it,
about making our mate feel that good boosts our ego. for some
take your word
“Probably for the best.”
“So now what?”
“You tell me.”
lead. I know I can’t tell you what I want because I can’t put it into words. It’s just….it may be easier to let
lead.”
you too far,
I appreciate that.
.
your cues then. I need you to be able to tell me no if you’re not
can
Can I ask
“I…..I guess.”
your
would get upset. I was also worried that if I admitted I experimented, and gave myself
can tell me. You don’t have to, but you can.”
sq
nothing to be
“….no.”
“It wasn’t?”
I…umm….well I kind
care of your own
“Not…….experimented.”
“Experim…..ah. That’s sexy.”
“WHAT?”
you touching yourself turns
“WHAT?”
mind. I need to stop before I get hard. Just so you know,
“I’m not?”
course not. Not
1 don’t believe that.”
“I can show you.”
“ROWEN!”
“What?”
“Stop messing around.”
being serious, but
“Thank you.”
chuckled, and kissed
“We good?” Rowen asked.
I responded, nodding my
looking at me after we do
“I can’t promise that.”
you
I ask you
“Sure.”
told me that….ummm……we should talk about birth
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