Chapter 96

***Chastity***

The next morning I woke up wrapped in Rowen’s arms. As soon as I remembered the night before I got very embarrassed, and blushed. I couldn’t believe I did that. I couldn’t believe I let him do that to me. I had to admit that it felt good though. That thought made me blush even harder. I didn’t know what was wrong with me.

I quickly slipped out of bed, grabbed clothes, and rushed to the bathroom. I didn’t know what I had been. thinking when I didn’t stop him. It didn’t fee! wrong, and he seemed to enjoy it, but I just didn’t know.

“He did enjoy it, and you did too. Stop over thinking it.” Lella giggled at me.

“But….” I stammered.

“Chastity, everyone keeps telling you that anything sexual between you, and mate is normal.”

“He’s going to expect sex now, and I’m just not ready. I’m sending him mixed signals.”

“He’s not going to expect more than you’re willing to give Chastity.”

“How do you know that?”

“Did you stop him when he tried anything more than what he was already doing?”

“Yes.”

“Did he complain?”

“No.”

“Did he stop what he had been doing”

“No.”

“See. He respected what you were comfortable with, and didn’t push further than you were willing to go. You need to trust him.”

“….I’ll try. It did feel really good though.”

“Of course it did. What was your favorite part?”

“LEILA!”

“What? I know what mine was.”

“Wh…what?”

“Feeling his dick rub against our clit.”

“Really?”

“Yup. Tell me you didn’t enjoy that?”

“I…I can’t.”

“And the orgasm was better than the ones you give yourself.”

“I….. Yeah. You’re right.”

“See, I told you that everything would feel better when he was the one doing it.”

“Yeah. Ok. Hush up.”

“Chastity, I know you’re scared, but spend sometime this week exploring a bit with him. You won’t regret it.”

“I’ll try. I can’t promise I’ll be comfortable with more than what we did last night.”

“I know.”

I cut the conversation, finished my shower, and got dressed. When I came out of the bathroom I found Rowen already awake. I instantly got embarrassed, and blushed. I couldn’t ever look at him after the way I behaved last night.

“Chastity, come here please.” Rowen requested quietly, and I just shook my head.

“Sweet girl, there is nothing to be embarrassed about. Come sit with me for a moment. I want to talk to you, ok?”

I nodded, and slowly moved to the bed. I slowly sat down, keeping several inches between us. I couldn’t look at him so I stared at my hands, and played with my fingers. I heard Rowen sigh, and peaked at him from the corner of my eye. I noticed he had a small smile on his face.

“Can you tell me what you’re embarrassed about?” Rowen whispered, and I only shrugged.

“Nothing that happened last night is worth being embarrassed about. Anything sexual that happens between us is normal, and natural.” Rowen stated.

“I….umm……I don’t…..I don’t want to disappoint you.” I finally got out.

“Disappointment me? How would you disappointment me Chastity?”

“I….I made you stop last night. I…..did you even enjoy yourself last night?”

“Ah. I was not disappointed in anyway last night Chastity. Yes I enjoyed myself. Very much.”

“I…..how could you say that. I know you wanted….well…”

“Sex?”

“Yeah.”

“I’m male. We always want sex, but I don’t have to have sex to enjoy myself with you. Do you want to know what my favorite part of last night was?”

“Wh….what?”

“Watching you cum, and knowing that it was me that made you cum.”

“I….why?”

“Ego I guess?”

“Huh?”

cum. So damn beautiful, and sexy. I loved seeing it, and it

“Oh.”

have a conversation about our

I need to put your mind at

embarrassed to talk

need to talk about it so we’re on the same page

“Ye…yeah. I guess.”

to me, and I fought myself not to lock up. I didn’t know why I was so scared. In my heart I knew he

to you. I am following your lead here, and will only go as far as you’re comfortable with. If you say stop in any way,

said.

but stopped as I didn’t

of those people isn’t comfortable or ready, the other person needs to respect that.

I’m doing, or how to say what I want. I’m also scared that I let something start then

to really say

“What does that mean?”

last night

“How?”

to do something more than I was already doing. You didn’t want me to so you grabbed my wrist, and said no,

but I disappointed you by

girl, you didn’t. I

“How? Why?”

got to learn a little bit about what you

liked

“Did you?”

“I….yeah.”

I already knew

“How?”

the way your body moved against mine, and the fact the you came. You also didn’t stop me. If you had said no, pulled away, or tried to stop me from touching you in any way, I would have, without a second

What about you

got off. That’s all that matters. This is about you,

it be about

time comes it will be. Right now, this is about you,

doesn’t seem fair to

I loved every second of watching you unravel for me, because of me.

not sure

you off feels better. I really don’t know how to explain it, if I’m

I don’t quite

ego thing for us males, I think. Something about making our mate feel

take your word for

“Probably for the best.”

“So now what?”

“You tell me.”

about this stuff, and I…I’m not sure I could take the lead. I know I can’t tell you what I want because I can’t put it into words. It’s just….it may be easier to let you

lead.”

you too far, too

that, and I appreciate that. I just….I’m not comfortable telling

.

your cues then. I need you to be able to tell me no if you’re not comfortable with something, in some way. Either

can

Can I ask

“I…..I guess.”

that your first

told him it wasn’t he would get upset. I was also worried that if I admitted I experimented, and gave myself an orgasm

me. You don’t have to, but you

sq embarrassing.”

to be

“….no.”

“It wasn’t?”

I kind

took care of your own

“Not…….experimented.”

“Experim…..ah. That’s sexy.”

“WHAT?”

thought of you touching yourself

“WHAT?”

stop before I get hard. Just so you know, you’re not alone with the touching

“I’m not?”

course not. Not

1 don’t believe that.”

“I can show you.”

“ROWEN!”

“What?”

“Stop messing around.”

serious, but

“Thank you.”

and kissed my

“We good?” Rowen asked.

I responded,

looking

“I can’t promise that.”

will take sometime for you

Can I ask

“Sure.”

should talk about

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