Chapter 96

***Chastity***

The next morning I woke up wrapped in Rowen’s arms. As soon as I remembered the night before I got very embarrassed, and blushed. I couldn’t believe I did that. I couldn’t believe I let him do that to me. I had to admit that it felt good though. That thought made me blush even harder. I didn’t know what was wrong with me.

I quickly slipped out of bed, grabbed clothes, and rushed to the bathroom. I didn’t know what I had been. thinking when I didn’t stop him. It didn’t fee! wrong, and he seemed to enjoy it, but I just didn’t know.

“He did enjoy it, and you did too. Stop over thinking it.” Lella giggled at me.

“But….” I stammered.

“Chastity, everyone keeps telling you that anything sexual between you, and mate is normal.”

“He’s going to expect sex now, and I’m just not ready. I’m sending him mixed signals.”

“He’s not going to expect more than you’re willing to give Chastity.”

“How do you know that?”

“Did you stop him when he tried anything more than what he was already doing?”

“Yes.”

“Did he complain?”

“No.”

“Did he stop what he had been doing”

“No.”

“See. He respected what you were comfortable with, and didn’t push further than you were willing to go. You need to trust him.”

“….I’ll try. It did feel really good though.”

“Of course it did. What was your favorite part?”

“LEILA!”

“What? I know what mine was.”

“Wh…what?”

“Feeling his dick rub against our clit.”

“Really?”

“Yup. Tell me you didn’t enjoy that?”

“I…I can’t.”

“And the orgasm was better than the ones you give yourself.”

“I….. Yeah. You’re right.”

“See, I told you that everything would feel better when he was the one doing it.”

“Yeah. Ok. Hush up.”

“Chastity, I know you’re scared, but spend sometime this week exploring a bit with him. You won’t regret it.”

“I’ll try. I can’t promise I’ll be comfortable with more than what we did last night.”

“I know.”

I cut the conversation, finished my shower, and got dressed. When I came out of the bathroom I found Rowen already awake. I instantly got embarrassed, and blushed. I couldn’t ever look at him after the way I behaved last night.

“Chastity, come here please.” Rowen requested quietly, and I just shook my head.

“Sweet girl, there is nothing to be embarrassed about. Come sit with me for a moment. I want to talk to you, ok?”

I nodded, and slowly moved to the bed. I slowly sat down, keeping several inches between us. I couldn’t look at him so I stared at my hands, and played with my fingers. I heard Rowen sigh, and peaked at him from the corner of my eye. I noticed he had a small smile on his face.

“Can you tell me what you’re embarrassed about?” Rowen whispered, and I only shrugged.

“Nothing that happened last night is worth being embarrassed about. Anything sexual that happens between us is normal, and natural.” Rowen stated.

“I….umm……I don’t…..I don’t want to disappoint you.” I finally got out.

“Disappointment me? How would you disappointment me Chastity?”

“I….I made you stop last night. I…..did you even enjoy yourself last night?”

“Ah. I was not disappointed in anyway last night Chastity. Yes I enjoyed myself. Very much.”

“I…..how could you say that. I know you wanted….well…”

“Sex?”

“Yeah.”

“I’m male. We always want sex, but I don’t have to have sex to enjoy myself with you. Do you want to know what my favorite part of last night was?”

“Wh….what?”

“Watching you cum, and knowing that it was me that made you cum.”

“I….why?”

“Ego I guess?”

“Huh?”

seriousness, you’re beautiful when you cum. So damn beautiful, and sexy. I loved seeing it, and it boosted my ego to know that it was me

“Oh.”

I think we do need to have a conversation about our

have a feeling I need to

really embarrassed to

we do need to talk about it so we’re

“Ye…yeah. I guess.”

I didn’t know why I was so scared. In

following your lead here, and will only go as far as you’re comfortable with. If you say stop in any way, with words or actions,

said.

started, but stopped as

or ready, the other person needs to respect that. I will always respect your limits Chastity. You’re in

know what I’m doing, or how to say what I want. I’m also scared

to really say

“What does that mean?”

last night for

“How?”

night I tried to do something more than I was already doing. You didn’t want me to so

disappointed you by

girl, you didn’t.

“How? Why?”

got to learn

didn’t tell you I liked what you were doing

“Did you?”

“I….yeah.”

I already

“How?”

way your body moved against mine, and the fact the you came. You also didn’t stop me. If you had said no,

about you though? I….I

That’s all that matters. This is about you, not

be about

time comes it will be. Right now, this is about you, what

seem fair

I told you my favorite thing about last night was seeing you cum. I loved every second of watching you unravel for me, because of me. I got what

not

wrong getting off feels good to me, but getting you off feels better. I really

quite get

making our mate feel that

your word for

“Probably for the best.”

“So now what?”

“You tell me.”

and I…I’m not sure I could take the lead. I know I can’t tell you what I want because I can’t

lead.”

to push you too

I appreciate that. I just….I’m not

.

not comfortable with something,

I can

Can I ask

“I…..I guess.”

that your first

he would get upset. I was also worried

can tell me. You don’t have

sq embarrassing.” I

nothing to be

“….no.”

“It wasn’t?”

I…umm….well I kind

took care of your own

“Not…….experimented.”

“Experim…..ah. That’s sexy.”

“WHAT?”

of you touching yourself

“WHAT?”

need to stop before I get hard.

“I’m not?”

course not.

1 don’t believe that.”

“I can show you.”

“ROWEN!”

“What?”

“Stop messing around.”

being serious,

“Thank you.”

chuckled, and

“We good?” Rowen asked.

I responded, nodding my

being embarrassed, and not looking at me after we do

“I can’t promise that.”

will take sometime for you

Can I ask you

“Sure.”

that….ummm……we should

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