Chapter 105

***Chastity***

Sunday we had another group date. Rowen planned a picnic for us then we walked around town looking at all of the Christmas decorations. Molly, Melissa, Lexi, and I even talked the guys into doing a cookie decorating class that was being held. That was fun. The guys ended up with more icing on themselves. than the actually cookies. I thought the shop owner was going to kick us out when the guys almost started throwing icing at each other. Thankfully we averted that disaster, but we did stay to help clean up the mess we made. Or more we made the guys clean up the mess they made. I swear the shop owner breathed a sigh of relief when we finally left.

I got up early this morning to make croissants for everyone then start sorting through pictures. Lexi, and I took over Jax, and Molly’s living room after every one left. Lexi had gifts separated, sorted, and preparing to be wrapped. I had my laptop up, the USB drives from Gina and Braxton, as well as a third empty one. I was going to take the photos I selected from each drive, and put them on the empty one. I was pleasantly surprised, and happy to see that either Gina or Braxton added the pictures from the box in my room. They also both had current pictures on them for me.

After several hours of sorting, saving, and struggling with some of my choices. I pulled the USB from my laptop, waved to Lexi, and left. It didn’t take me too long to walk to the photo shop. Thankfully it was pretty empty so I could hog one of the printing computers. After sending my order through I decided to wander around town a bit while I waited for all of the pictures to print. As I walked I was stopped a few times by pack members I had helped in the past. They just wanted to talk for a few minutes, and catch up.

At one point I walked into the coffee shop to get myself a cup of hot chocolate. When I reached the counter, I got instantly nervous. Standing there was one of Fiona’s friends who helped make my life hell in high school. I tensed up when she stopped me.

“Oh my goodness! Chastity!” Grace gasped, and smiled at me.

“H… Hi Grace.” I muttered.

“Hi. How are you? You look great! I heard you’re going to Cloverland for nursing. That’s so exciting! Congratulations. I always knew you were smarter than rest of us.” Grace blurted.

“Uh. Thank you.” I said quietly.

“Oh. Shoot. What can I get for you?”

“Uh. A hot chocolate please.”

“Sure. Would you like a muffin or something with it?”

“Um. Sure.”

“Great. Give my just a minute. If you want you can take a seat at the counter, and I’ll bring it to you.”

“O….ok. Thanks.”

I slid into a seat at the counter, but I was very confused. Grace had never been nice to me, or excited to see me. She had been one of Fiona’s followers after all. She avoided me like the plague, unless it was to help Fiona beat me up. I was still trying to figure the change out when she slid a cup of hot chocolate, and a muffin in front of me.

“It’s banana. I hope you like banana.” Grace said shyly.

“I do. Thanks.” I mumbled as I pinched off a piece of muffin, and put it in my mouth.

I started to get really uncomfortable as Grace stood there, and stared at me. I was too uncomfortable to say anything though so I quietly sat there eating my muffin, and drinking my hot chocolate. Finally Grace. spoke.

“Um….Chastity, can I….um talk to you for a minute please?” Grace asked, seeming nervous.

“Sure.” I responded.

“Look, it may not mean much, or even seem like much, but I’m really sorry.”

“For what exactly?”

“For helping Fiona. For teasing you. For hurting you. Well for everything I did to you. I knew better, but I… really don’t have an excuse. Just, I’m really sorry. I should never have done those things to you.”

“….thank you. I appreciate that.”

“I don’t expect you to forgive me or anything, but I just really wanted to let you know that I am sorry.”

“Grace, I forgave everyone who hurt me a long time ago.”

“You did?”

“Yes.”

“Why?”

“Because it was the best thing for me.”

“I don’t understand.”

“I couldn’t move forward with my life if I held onto the hurt, and anger.”

“Oh. And have you? Moved forward with your life that is?”

“I have. I’m in the school I dreamed of going to. Majoring in what I want to major in. I have a family, friends, and a mate who love me very much.”

“Mate? Oh. You’re talking about Future Alpha Rowen, right? He really is your mate?”

“Yes he really is.”

“Wow! That’s so cool to be mated to an Alpha.”

“He’s just like any other male, just with more responsibilities, and expectations.”

“But he’s an Alpha.”

“He is, but that’s just a title. He’s still a person, just like everyone else. He has likes, and dislikes. He has dreams, and things he wants for his life. He has his own faults, just like everyone else. Just take away his title, and like I said he’s a person.”

“Yeah. I guess I can see that.”

“Yeah.”

“Um….Can…..can I ask what ever happened to Fiona?”

“She’s in the low security prison at Dark Moon for 3 years. When she gets out she’ll go live with her grandparents in their pack.”

“So she’s never coming back?”

“No. She’s banished from Moonlight. She’s not even allowed to visit.”

“Oh. Well that’s good then. You won’t have to worry about her.”

“Why would I worry about her?”

“Well if she came back here she might try to claim Future Alpha Rowen, and try to take him from you. She also might try to hurt you again.”

“She can’t take Rowen away from me. He doesn’t want her Even if I wasn’t his mate. As far as hurting me again goes, she’d have to go through a lot of people to get to me.”

“Really? Like who?”

“My brothers for one.”

“Your brothers?”

“Grace, you do know that Jax, Colby, and Braxton are my brothers, right? That Beta Dimitri is my father.”

“1. Well I heard that at the trial, but I….”

“You didn’t believe it?”

“No.”

“Why?”

“Fiona always swore that you were the bastard child of the female that tried to steal Beta Dimitri from her aunt. She said you weren’t his pup.”

“Seriously?”

“Yes. I guess she lied.”

“She did. My mom, Brinna, was Beta Dimitri’s fated mate. I was the pup they had together before Aurora murdered my mother”

“I remember Aurora was sentenced to death for murdering her. I didn’t realize she was really Betal

Dimitri’s mate, and you were their pup.”

“Well I am, and she was.”

“Shit. I’m sorry. I really shouldn’t have believed her, should I?”

“No you

lives.”

shouldn’t have, but it’s in the past now. All we can do is learn from it, and move forward with our

“Yeah. I guess you’re right.”

“Well I need to go. Thanks for the hot chocolate, and muffin. How much do I owe you?”

“Oh. It’s on the house.”

“I couldn’t do that.”

“You didn’t. I did. It doesn’t make up for my part in hurting you, but I guess it’s kind of my way of apologizing.”

“Oh. Um. Well thank you. Good luck to you Grace.”

“Thank you. You too. OH, and thank you for listening to me.”

“You’re welcome. Bye.”

I waved as I left the coffee shop. I still had a half an hour before the pictures were ready, but I wasn’t exactly comfortable sitting there talking to Grace any longer. She wasn’t a bad person or anything, I just

didn’t know what to say to her. The only things I ever really knew about her was that she was Fiona’s friend, and she was part of the group that tormented me for years.

I was still wandering for a bit when I saw something that caught my attention. It was tie, hanging in the window of a men’s clothing store. It had Captain America’s shield on it. Rowen didn’t dress up often, but I had a feeling that if he did have to, he would definitely wear that tie so I went in to get it. I giggled when I realized they had a whole line of Avenger’s ties. I ended up buying one of each for the guys. I also bought Rowen an Iron Man tie. He would probably never wear it as he was anti-Iron Man, but it made me giggle. Once they were each boxed up, and labeled, I headed back to the photo shop. After picking up the pictures I went home.

I’m glad I didn’t have any of the gifts I purchased laying around as Molly was home by the time I got there. I showed them the pictures I had printed, as well as the ties. Lexi, and Molly both made suggestions on who to give the additional ties that weren’t really favorites to. Once everything was put away, I plopped down on one of the couches, and looked around for Lilac. It took me a minute to find her. She was laying. on a window shelf that hung from the big picture window in the living room.

“Where did that come from?” I asked as I pointed to the shelf.

“Rowen. He bought it, but since Lilac is always here, he hung it up for her.” Molly answered

“He really is sweet.” I said with a small smile.

“He loves you very much Chas.” Lexi stated.

“Yeah. He does.” I agreed grinning.

“And you love him too.” Molly added.

“I do.” I admitted with a blush.

“We know.” Molly giggled.

“Well you heard me say it a few weeks ago so of course you know.” I snorted.

“I think we did before you or Rowen knew” Lexi said.

“How could you know that?” I questioned.

“The way you act around him. The way you look at him.” Molly said.

“The way you face lights up when you or anyone around you talks about him. The way you turn to him for comfort when you’re having a hard time.” Lexi added.

“Really?” I squeaked, as I hadn’t realized any of that.

let you figure

“I…..thank you.” I whispered.

what? For not making you uncomfortable or forcing you to admit something you weren’t

“Yeah.” I stated.

do that to you.” Lexi

I said, smiling at them

them some questions, but I was nervous about doing so. Eventually Melissa joined us, and I found myself even more nervous.

three a question?” I

“Sure.”

“Of course.”

ask

it. This is hard.” I

fry?”

I pleasure Rowen?” I finally rushed

up to see three

across those same faces. That made

could always ask me directly, sweet girl.” Someone growled in my ear from

Colby state then a door

No! Just no! I can’t change it, but the fuck if I want to hear about it.” I also heard Jax grumble then

instantly dropped my head in my hands, blushed, and groaned. Damn it. I didn’t want him to hear me asking about this. I didn’t want him to know I asked. I

felt his breath on my ear as he whispered, I’ll let you have your girl talk. I won’t embarrass you by bringing this up unless you ask

“I

I mumbled into

I’m fine with you all giving her the sex talk, and being there for her if

after she caught her breath from

you sweet girl.” Rowen whispered in my ear, kissed my cheek, and

were all wearing smug smiles. That worried me.

put on comfortable clothes all. We’re in for an

from the

to have this conversation any more. What had I been thinking by asking in the first place. This was going to be bad. Really bad. By the time I emerged from my

I sputtered at

girls are immature or inexperienced. I just have a little bit more than all of you.

I also may have a little bit more, um, tact than all of you.” Naomi

you to join us.” Melissa

Ross, Pete, and Rowen know

do. I didn’t exactly explain the conversation we were having. I just told them we needed a more

for the best.” Naomi

don’t need MORE people knowing about what

a thing to be embarrassed about. Sex, in all it’s forms is completely normal, and

she doesn’t seem to believe it.”

this stuff before. Hell, it wasn’t even talked about in front of me really until recently.” I grumbled as I took a plate of food, and sat on

ask one question before we start?”

“Sure ” I agreed.

the cat? I keep seeing it, but no one told me about

my emotional support animal, my therapist

Really?” Naomi

“Yeah.”

“Why a cat?”

ended up with Lilac.

though.” I stated when

“What’s that?” Naomi asked.

or the table. If

“Why?”

isn’t healthy for her, and she

“Oh ok. No problem.”

“Thanks.”

the fun conversation.”

“Really Molly?” I grumbled.

as she stuck her tongue out at me, and

perfectly normal, and natural between mates. Nothing you two do together is wrong, or anything to be embarrassed about.”

know, but I can’t help it. Until recently, like I told Lexi, the only things I knew about sex was that was how a female got pregnant,

you come up

“Fiona.” I grumbled.

asked,

her room, I was called to clean it all

gross.” Melissa said

asking someone to clean up after Pete,

“Um……” I sputtered.

“What?” Naomi asked.

never cleaned up after you, but I did wash your sheets.”

it. I’m sorry Chastity.” Naomi said

at least yours didn’t stink like a dirty

“Gross!” Lexi squealed.

NOT know, and I do NOT

We all agreed at

“Moving on.” Molly said.

“Yes please.” Lexi requested.

when it came to sex, but it’s time to

“How?” I asked.

said with a giggle, and

answer my question. How do I give Rowen

question, and your embarrassment, that you and Rowen haven’t had sex yet?” Naomi asked, and I just

you two since our first girl’s night?” Molly

“A little.” I whispered.

did

is really embarrassing guys.”

talk about our sex lives, and when you’re feeling more comfortable,

all well, and good, but two of you are mated to my brothers.”

5 of us is my mother in

you to hear about the things your mate’s parents

“No.” Melissa answered.

after what happened last Sunday.” Naomi said, casually. “What….what happened last Sunday?” I

the night of the Welcome Home party. Any way, I

doing laundry of course. I don’t know exactly what got into Pete, but Melissa walked in on me bent over, holding onto the dryer, while Pete took me from behind.” Naomi

shit!” Molly squealed, and my eyes

so fast in my life.” Melissa admitted with a

Just

“Seriously?” I questioned.

“Yup.” Naomi said.

apologized, asked us to clean up after ourselves, and to remember to lock the door next time.”

Alpha wasn’t bothered by that?” I

times in her office. It took them a bit

room table? But….” I started,

of action is to take care of it quickly, or you’ll walk around as a big pile of rage until you do.” Naomi

to visit me for lunch breaks at school a few times just so

pups all

on a training exercise one night. He got a hard on for some unknown reason. He called me, and begged me to come to him. I learned the

one in your back you asked Norm to take out,

to remove two from

“Um. Ouch.” Melissa muttered.

much so. I can laugh about it now, but I wanted to kill Colby when

trouble for doing that when

he was newly mated. Two, we werewolves are more open, free, and accepting of

what the hell is wrong with me?” I asked

with you Chastity. You just weren’t raised with the same education as some of us were.” Naomi

“Yeah, but.” I said.

very sheltered in the ways of the world, and you weren’t given the education you should have been given. None of that is

were you a virgin when you,

wanted to keep that for my mate. I knew I couldn’t really help him with a job due to my lack of intelligence. He would gain nothing from my family because everything they have is for my brother. I had very few skills, beyond cleaning, and organizing. I had to have something to give

smart

my strengths, but I know my weaknesses well,

You

Most of what I have done over the years is secretarial work, and putting outfits

a secretary is

as being a Gamma Female. I can’t organize events, run programs, or any of that. I can make the calls for those things. I can schedule the appointments. I can take notes, and create invoices,

“Oh. I….”

what I’m good at, and I’m

“Oh. Ok.”

very

I just would like to get to

you. You’re a good girl, and you make my

“I try to.”

Can I make one

“What’s that?”

are sound proofed, but if you leave doors open, they lose that

“Oh shit. When?”

The most recent

“Opps. Sorry.”

glad my son takes such good care of you. Sounds like you

believe me

was blushing. I couldn’t believe they were

According to what I heard Thursday you have the best mouth in the world.” Naomi stated with

get

that mean?”

a good blow job.” Moily

what?” I

realize it was this bad. I thought you girls talked to her about

but we didn’t exactly give the

“Ah.” Naomi said.

is a…blow job?” I

putting his

“Yes.” I answered.

“That’s a blow job.”

just stick it in my mouth, and

don’t do that. You’ll hurt him.” Melissa said

“Huh?”

misleading. You don’t blow on

“….huh?”

and lick him like you would a lollipop, or a popsicle.”

a little weird.”

so too, at first, but I

“How?” I asked.

it. Knowing that he was enjoying what I was

“His reaction?”

body moves when you’re sucking on him. His grunts, and groans.”

pulling it. Gets

tries to talk, telling me how good it feels, and

part is when he finally loses complete control.”

he do that?” I

mouth the same way he does when he’s having sex. He controls his movements so he doesn’t choke you or make you gag by hitting the back of your throat, but

just keeps doing that on, and on

stops once he

does he do that?” I questioned, but was a little

Otherwise on your chest, in his hand,

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