Chapter 112

***Rowen***

Friday night I got to Cloverland kind of late due to leaving home late. I felt bad about it, but there wasn’t much I could do. Of course my Chastity wasn’t bothered by it. She was just happy I was there. Unfortunately she fell asleep not long after I had arrived, but with her busy schedule I expected it. I got to hold her so that was all that really mattered to me.

Saturday morning, Valentine’s Day, I let Chastity sleep in. I did take out one of the gifts I got for her. I had Lance, our glass blower make her a dozen glass roses, and each was a different color. He also made a vase for them. I set it all up on her desk with the card I got for her. Once that was done I took a shower than settled on her bed with my laptop to do some work.

As I worked I ran my fingers through her hair. Her hair was always so soft, and I loved it. I also loved the little sighs she made while I was doing it. She had gotten used to me doing this over the months, and I found that no matter the situation, if I started running my fingers through her hair she would relax, and could clear her mind. It was trick I also told Lexi about for when it may be needed.

Thankfully it wasn’t often. Chastity was having less, and less panic attacks. She was also becoming less easily startled. Anger from others didn’t make her tense up, and tremble any more either. My sweet girl was doing exceptionally well in such a short time. I knew that working with Dee-Dee on her self confidence was a struggle though.

Dee-Dee worked with finding the root of the issue, and Chastity had been forced to face more of her past than I think she wanted to, but seeing the results showed that, as awful as it might be facing something terrible at first, it was helping. Chastity may not realize it, but I could see the slow changes in her own confidence little by little. She was more sure of herself, more comfortable with herself, and she even carried herself with a bit more confidence. I was really proud of her for all of the work she had done on healing herself.

I hated that I wasn’t by her side physically as she healed, and even called Dee-Dee to express how I felt. I knew it was selfish of me to feel that way, but I did. Dee-Dee put in perspective for me though. She told. me that building one’s self esteem, and confidence was a personal journey. Having support through it. was a positive, and necessary thing, but something Chastity had to do herself, her own way, and in her own time. The best thing I could do for her was to continue supporting her, being there for her, and listening when she needed me to. Those things I could do without question or thought.

I was pulled from my thoughts when I heard Chasity moan, and felt her stretch beside me. With a smile I closed my laptop, and looked into my sweet girl’s beautiful green eyes. They were cloudy from sleep, when I moved her hair out of her face, and she smiled up at me.

“Good morning sweet girl.” I said quietly.

“Good morning. How long have you been awake?” Chastity mumbled.

“Awhile. Did you sleep well?”

“Mmhmm. Why didn’t you wake me up?”

“You needed your rest.”

“Yeah, but…”

“Shhh. You needed rest, and I did some work. I don’t mind. I enjoy just having you beside me, asleep or awake. Happy Valentine’s Day.”

Before Chastity could respond! leaned forward, and gave her a quick kiss. She had a thing about morning

breath being, as she called it icky so I knew all I could get away with was a quick kiss. When I pulled back she gave me a sweet, shy smile.

“Happy Valentine’s Day.” Chastity said quietly, “I’m going to go shower, and get dressed. What time are we meeting Robert, and Beth?”

“We’re meeting them at 12:00 at the Deli near the pack house.” I responded as I watched her get out of bed.

As it had been chiller lately she was wearing fuzzy pajama pants, and one of my sweatshirts to sleep in instead of her usual tank top and shorts. One thing I noticed about Chastity is that even as a wolf, she got cold easily. If it was lower than 65° outside she got the chills. I asked Doctor Deb about that, and she assured me that that was normal, especially for Omegas as they tended to be smaller. I did chuckle at Chastity’s pants as they were covered in Marvel Character symbols.

“What?” Chastity asked.

“Where did you get those?” I responded, pointing to her pants.

“These? Oh. There is a comic book like store in town that has a clothing section. I got them last weekend

when I took Jax there.”

“I like them, but they would be better if they were only Captain America.”

“Of course you would say that.”

Chastity giggled then turned toward the bathroom. I knew she saw my gift as soon as she gasped. I quietly watched, as she walked over to the vase, and glass roses. She gently ran the tip of her finger over the edges of a few petals before picking up the card. The card wasn’t much, just mainly said Happy Valentine’s Day on it, but I had a feeling that wouldn’t matter too much to Chastity. I believed it would be more about the thought than anything.

Chastity turned to me with a huge smile, and tears on her eyes. She crawled on the bed, and wrapped her arms around me, burrowing her head into my chest. I wrapped my arms tight around her, and just held her. Finally she looked up at me, tears leaking down her cheeks, but a huge smile on her face.

“Thank you Rowen. They’re beautiful! Where did you find those?” Chastity asked with a shaky voice.

“I had Lance make them.” I responded with a smile of my own.

“Wow! They really are perfect.”

“Thank you. I got them because you always seem kind of sad when you have to throw away the flowers I buy for you. These you never have to throw away. Lance also said that if one ever breaks to let him know which color it was, and he’ll make a replacement.”

“He did?”

“Yes he did.”

“That was very nice of him.”

“He takes pride in his work.”

“Well he should. It’s very good.”

“I agree.”

“Do….do you know that’s the first card I have received since your mom passed away?”

“It is?”

“Yes. She would get me a card every year for my birthday. I kept them all in the drawer of the old

nightstand in the attic. I guess they’re gone now since Naomi cleaned it out, and got rid of that thing.”

“I don’t think she did.”

“Why?”

“She gave Jax a small stack of cards she found up there. I think he has them in his desk.”

“Hmmm. I’ll have to ask him about them.”

“OK.”

“I’m going to go shower now.”

Chastity grabbed some clothes out of her dresser, and headed into the bathroom. While she was in there I found a safer place for the roses as I was worried Lilac would knock them over. I put them up on the dresser, close to the wall, behind the pictures sitting on it. I chuckled at the collection of pictures Chastity had. She was going to run out of space on her dresser before she knew it.

I looked around her room, and made note of all of the blank wall space. Maybe while I was here I could get more double sided strips, and rehang some on other walls for her. I knew from seeing this that the walls of our home would one day be covered in pictures. I looked forward to that. Our apartment had more than enough wall space for her to hang hundreds of pictures if she wanted.

Even though she hadn’t moved into my apartment yet, and probably wouldn’t until she finished school, I still viewed it as our apartment. When we had discussed her moving into my apartment I had been a little disappointed when she had requested to wait until she finished school, but her reasoning, sadly, made sense. She spent so many years alone, and still lived in a room alone at school, that when she was home for visits she wanted to be surround by people. Colby, and Lexi had made one of Molly and Jax’s guest rooms theirs until Colby graduated. Obviously Jax, and Molly lived there. Ross, and/or Melissa visited their apartment constantly so she never felt alone at Jax’s. I didn’t always like it, but I understood, and didn’t argue about it. Our time to live in our home would come. I just had to be patient.

I was holding up frames against the wall next to the bed when Chastity came out of the bathroom in a pair of jeans that fit her like a glove, and a dark blue V-neck sweater with a white t-shirt underneath. All of it fit her perfectly, and her curves were shown off nicely. I had to swallow back a groan as I watched her bend over to grab her cowboy boots. Her ass looked perfect in those jeans.

That was another way I could tell her confidence was getting better. She dressed in clothing that hugged her more than hid her now. She still liked her baggy t-shirts, and sweat pants, but when we went out she wore more form fitting outfits. She still hadn’t noticed the stares from other males, but I never missed them. I knew it was only a matter of time before another male approached her, and tried to steal her away.

I smiled because after she put her boots on she went to her dresser, and put on the jewelry I got her for Christmas. Sadly the chain for the necklace I got her last summer broke on her last visit home because it got caught in her hair, and got lost. She had been so upset about it too. It took me 20 minutes to get her to stop crying over the loss. She wouldn’t wear the one I got her for Christmas all of the time because she was worried the stone would come out. She still wore the charm bracelet when we went out, and we always got a new charm for it. What she didn’t know is that I had found her necklace, and the jeweler was in the process of changing the chain to something stronger. She would have it back in a few weeks.

“What are you doing?” Chastity asked from behind me.

“I wanted to rehang these for you.” I answered as I put the picture I was holding back on her dresser.

“Really?”

“Yes. I thought I could do that for you tomorrow while you’re doing school work.”

“Oh. Ok. Thank you.”

“Do you have particular order you would want them in?”

“Not really.”

“Alright. Are you hungry?”

“What time is it?”

“It’s 9:30.”

good. We still have time to go get

“Well lets go then.”

ID, purse, and phone, while I grabbed my laptop bag, we left her room. There were a few people in the hallway, but not too many. We walked

what is today’s meeting about?” Chastity asked as we

list of volunteers for

“You have volunteers already?”

actually. We had a quite a few of them. It’s been hard to narrow it down,

are going to be

gates into the

from Dark Moon will Robert have on the

gate to help identify pack mates, and to check the database

select who got

their skills,

what do

work tech well, and quickly. Along with people who are overly observant. We also needed at least one female per gate. As far as family situation goes, the people coming will be here for several days before, and after to check those staying in the pack territory. As well as to get acquainted with the

you, but what if they volunteered partially for the additional pay they would

coming here, their scheduled hours will be left without someone. Those that – don’t come will be filling in

coming here.”

won’t

will be working any double shifts or anything like that. They’ll

“How?”

at least two people rotate every other day

counter parts will be off. After that, the person or people filling

really thought this through, in every way, didn’t

No one wants to work that many days in a row, but if they’re willing to do it, I’m not going to turn them

going to make a

girl. I

definitely will. You already

even when I made my dad proud of me. When I pulled back she was smiling, and blushing. We continued

blond girl came running over to Chastity who looked up, and gave a small

Julie. How are you?” Chastity asked as the

was looking for you. I went to your room first, but you

“Oh. Sorry. What’s up?”

really want to go look for my dress for the

Rowen, and I are spending it together.” Chastity stated as she pointed

I felt her eyes travel down what she could see of my body. I simply nodded, and went back to eating. If this female was thinking of flirting with me, I was going to make it clear from the start I wasn’t

Hi Rowen!”

“Hello.” I responded curtly.

doing today, Rowen?” Julie asked with a small

the day with my mate.” I stated as I took ahold of

Can I

We have plans.” I snapped just as

you, and I can do something together tomorrow, while Chastity gets caught up on school work.” Julie offered with

when Chastity’s hand smacked the table, and she

a point to try to come between mates? Especially those mates of your friends?” Chastity growled, making me bite my lip

was just offering to keep this sexy male company while you get work done.”

will be too busy to spend time with him, and two that he would even

asked through gritted teeth.

like that.” Julie

what were you

and Rowen is the perfect male to spend

is my mate?” Chastity

him fair game. Maybe you’re just claiming he is your mate to keep

and was about to speak up. No way was I going to allow anyone to question if Chastity was

SAY?” Chastity yelled as

of us know you’re not lying?” Julie

relationship with MY mate is none of your damn business! You did this same thing with Colby, then again with Jax! Are you really that clueless or do you enjoy testing the bond between mates? Do you get some thrill from seeing if you can tempt a mate away

had remained in my seat, and just placed my hand on her back. I could feel her trembling. There was a part of me that was smug about her being possessive over me. The rest of me felt bad

what you’re talking

prior to us becoming mates so you can’t claim wanting to reconnect with

either of you, and every time I ask you about it, you won’t answer. That tells me that you are lying, but hogging him

smugly.

NEED PROOF! NO ONE DOES! ROWEN IS NOT AND WILL NEVER BE

HE DOESN’T WANT TO SPEND TIME WITH YOU OR ANY OTHER FEMALE THAT IS

IF YOU WANT TO USE THAT AS EXCUSE THOUGH THEN ANSWER ME THIS! WHY

TIME WITH YOU? WHY DID YOU HIT ON THEM?

FOR A SECOND THEY ARE YOUR BROTHERS! THAT’S WHY I DON’T BUY THE WHOLE THING WITH ROWEN BEING YOUR MATE! YOU THINK I DON’T SEE YOU BEING AFFECTIONATE WITH THEM WHILE THEY BOTH HAVE MATES? I SAW YOU, AND JAX WHEN HE WAS HERE! I SAW HIM HUGGING

idea how you just

each other, and yes he hugged me because he is my brother. We are close. We always have been. Colby, and I aren’t as close as Jax, and I, but he is still my brother. I am going to hug my brother as is my right. You can’t mess around with them because they have mates, and do not want anyone, but their mate! Rowen not being marked does not make him any less MINE!” Chastity growled, and I noticed Lexi, Colby,

did Lexi. Norm was shaking his head. Marcus just looked kind of sad. I was just as angry as Chastity, and I really wanted to put this female in her place, but something told me

ISN’T

MATE BECOME

ME!!” Julie

it anyone’s business, but our own?” Chastity

have a right to know why you’re hogging a sexy, future Alpha, but

really don’t. He is my mate so hogging him is my right. Our relationship is our business. Do you go around demanding

you were really my friend you would

all about? Because I keep certain things, that are no one else’s business, private? If you were my friend, you wouldn’t have flirted with my mate. If you were my friend, you wouldn’t have asked him out. If you were Lexi’s friend, you wouldn’t have hit on or asked her mate out. He is MARKED and you still did that! You did things you knew were wrong, and would hurt people, but you didn’t care. What’s worse is you did those things to people you claim to be friends with. Seeing you behave like that, why would I even consider telling

It’s not like

doing these things

what you

the best way to accomplish that is to hit on your friend’s mates, and try to spend alone time with their mates? That makes no sense,

they treat you so why not? Don’t I deserve

own mate. Not with someone

you want that with someone go find your own mate.

yourself, and the people you call friends.” Norm

it seem so easy.” Julie

easy for any of us?”

course it

Norm, and I are from the same pack, but didn’t meet each other until Lexi introduced us. If it wasn’t for the fact

stated.

friends with Chastity, I probably wouldn’t have met

Rowen had

my mate, and only get to see her on weekends or breaks? You have no idea what you’re talking

the mate of another is wrong on so many levels, and it hurts a lot of people. You have no idea the pain

pain for you. He’s not marked!” Julie

you’re attempts at Rowen, or you pushing for answers that really are none of your business. I’m going to ask this nicely, once, and if I have to ask again, it will not end well for you. Leave Rowen alone! Stop trying to tempt him away from Chastity! I will NOT stand for anyone trying to take her mate from her, nor will I stand for anyone hurting my SISTER!” Colby said

I only interact for our project, and classes at this point, Julie. I don’t want to do it, but you have really hurt me today, and I just don’t trust you.” Chastity said in a shaky voice

“What?” Julie shrieked.

to make the best decision for me. I wish it didn’t have to be this

thought you were going to go dress shopping

you, if

fair.” Julie complained, and I felt

BADLY! YOU CROSSED A LINE THAT CANNOT BE UNCROSSED! I

my question about not marking Rowen. If he was your mate

I roared as I was so finished

I realized that I let my Alpha aura take over.

private details of my relationship with my mate are none of your business, and it will remain that way. If we wanted you or anyone else to know, we would have made it public. You pushing for that information will not get your question answered. Nothing you say is going to change that. The smartest thing you can do at this point is walk away, and stay away. I’ve tolerated you upsetting, and hurting my mate long enough.

“But Rowen.” Julie whined.

or close to the Future

crinkling her

of your pack by his first name, dropping his title before addressing

“No.” Julie responded.

you refer to a Future Alpha as such,

yes.” Julie responded still

show me

Julie started, but stopped as I

The Novel will be updated daily. Come back and continue reading tomorrow, everyone!

Comments ()

0/255