The Alpha’s Little Rogue

Chapter 150

Raphael's POV I did the right thing. Ending any possibility of a sexual relationship with Daphne was the right thing to do. There's no way that I can bring myself to just walk away from her after touching and having her body pressed against mine. It would kill me. I need to

have her in my bed and know that she's mine to hold whenever I want to.

I might have been able to fuck around for years without getting any feelings mixed in but Daphne is different. Just one night with her and I can tell that my affection for her has grown. Carrying out a sexual relationship with her is just going to leave me emotionally drained. I can't do that to myself.

"What is it this time?" Alex exclaims and I look over to find out what his problem is, only to find him glaring at...me?

My brows furrow in confusion. "What did I do?" I haven't even uttered a word since we started today's border check. "You keep groaning and sighing," he says exasperatedly with his hands flying all over the place. "It's driving me insane." "Sorry," I say with a sigh, realizing my mistake all too late.

"That's it!" Alex growls and lowers himself down on a fallen tree branch. "What happened this time?"

"Nothing," I bite out like a petulant child and cross my arms over my chest. "Let's just check the borders," I suggest, walking ahead of him and wishing that Caden could have joined us. He would have been a good buffer. But Alessias due date is getting closer and Caden has decided to reduce the time he spends away from her as much as he can. That includes cutting back on border checks. So I'm stuck alone with this nosey bastard who doesn't know how to drop something and leave it be.

A tight grip closes around my upper arm and pulls me back. Case in point. He just doesn't know how to take no for an answer.

"Spill it," he growls. Fucking growls at me, all because I want him to get his head out of my business.

I snatch my arm out of his grip and push him back. "Butt out," I hiss. Now isn't the time to pick a fight with him so I close my eyes and try to calm my nerves so I don't rip his head off his shoulders.

He has a child and that poor child doesn't deserve to be fatherless all because her father likes sticking his nose where it doesn't belong. I also happen to find his child very adorable so that is a bonus that's going to work in his favour.

A shove on my chest has my eyes falling open to find Alex glaring at me.

"Fight me," he says, widening his stands as his hands clenched into fists.

My brows furrow together and I look at my best friend like he's insane. He probably is. Is this a result of fatherhood?

While I'm trying to figure out what his issue is, Alex steps forward and gives me a punch across the face. My head whips to the side from the sheer force and a ringing appears in my ears.

I stare at him in disbelief. "What the hell was that for?!" I holler, feeling my control slightly slip as Ethan,

He smirks.

growl as I pounce on him. We fall to the ground with me on top of him and pinning him to the ground as my fists fly with punch after punch. I pour in the frustration and anger at my week into those punches until all I see is red. It takes me a while to realize that Alex isn't struggling or trying to push me off his person. My vision clears, the

me a bloody smile that turns into a cough

let out a whine when I see the damage that I've done to his face. "You fool!" My grip on his shirt lifts his upper body from the ground. "Why didn't you

smile. A smile that doesn't

all

falls from his shirt and he falls back onto the floor. I don't feel a tinge of guilt when he lets out a groan at the impact. If he wants to

behind me as all the emotions that have been curled tightly within me rush out. Al I feel right

you ready to talk now? Don't tell me to tell me I took

away as I remember what went down today. I haven't told Alex about the night that I spent at Daphne's place so I start from the very beginning and a few minutes later he's caught up on everything that going wrong with my life. "Why the fuck did you say no to sex with her? Heck, when have you ever said no to sex?" Alex

"She wasn't exactly offering."

way

back. "Besides Daphne is different. She isn't someone that I want to just sleep with. I want the whole deal with her not just meaningless sex." It would be meaningless mind-blowing hot sex but meaningless all the same. I might be a bastard

nothing. You don't have her affection and you don't have her in

life, I used my head up north and not the one down south and he disagrees with the decision that I made.

for just sex?" I shake my head. "I want

and my

my teeth until I can swear I hear a crack. Taking deep breaths, I remind myself that I've just beaten Alex into a pulp a few minutes ago, and laying my hands

when do you propose I do?" I ask, waiting to hear his bright

to make her decide that she can't spend her life without

what you did to make Scarlett fall in love with you?" I ask as a joke because there's absolutely no

smile wiping off my

myself if it's possible to make someone fall in love through sex. I've fucked my way through life and I

Everything is going to end up becoming more." Another smirk. "Though the sex is going to go a long way in making that

work out?" I hate how tiny my

do you have to

My sanity.

that I'm