Chapter Forty-Six
Caleb’s Point of View
Leaving Daphne this morning was so
difficult. I woke up earlier than usual so that I could watch her sleep a few more
moments. Today is the day that we will be
formally committed to each other, in front of our friends, pack members, and community. I have waited so long for this
day and I am so excited that it is here. I
know that Daphne thinks that I saved her, but in reality, she saved me. It is
because of her that the blackness inside
me, the anger, the rage has finally
subsided. I am more focused on my pack, on leading us, and protecting us. I will spend everyday that I can showing her how grateful I am to her.
I decided that tonight will be the night I tell her how I feel. How much I love
watching her sleep, hearing her voice,
and feeling her touch. I will tell her how
she saved me from being feral. I will tell her how much I get lost in her eyes, in the scent of her. How her laugh sounds like
bells at Christmas. I will tell her how I
have fallen helplessly in love with her. 4
As much as I do not want to, I ease myself off the bed. I have everything planned
today so that she can relax. I know how hard she has worked to prepare for today. Not just the event planning with the
catering and the dress, but with learning about the neighboring packs as well. With all the events of yesterday, I just want her to be at peace today.
I head out of the room, and into the den. It is so early that I doubt anyone else is up and about except for the patrolling guard. I ensure that I have everything I need for tonight, and then head downstairs. I am
in serious need of a cup of coffee.
To my surprise Theo is already in the
kitchen, nursing his own coffee cup. He
grunts hello to me as I wander in, and
gestures to the coffee pot still half full of
my favorite brew. I grab a cup and sit with
him at the island. 1
“What is on your mind, causing you to lose sleep?” I do not waste time trying to
out what is bothering
sorry for the way I acted yesterday.
on Hannah, I
blood, but we have raised her all the
ended his life, and
can tell that he
events in his
have nothing to apologize for. If
on Hannah, I do not doubt that I
and behaving in this way is disgusting to me.”
Scarlet. I remember all those photos of her laughing and carefree on the walls at her parent’s house. I wish I had gotten the opportunity to meet that girl. To see that sparkle shine in her eyes again.” Hearing Theo talk about Scarlet makes me wonder if his hatred for Dorian is fueled by
very personal question. Have you had any lovers since
out loud, not since she died. We do not
dealt with it his
unspoken agreement that she was an off-limit topic of
she wanted more
She wanted a future, and I
made it very clear from the beginning that we were just two people looking for physical
another woman.
I do not believe the fairy tale
there are second chance mates
admit
Theo opened up this
and his love life.
wish that you would not give up on finding another mate. I would love to see you
the
that I could ever handle that pain again. I asked the Moon Goddess to take my life that night. I did not want to continue without her. I simply can not go through with that again. I am happy here, training, working, helping our people with special talents. That is what my life. is meant for.” Theo has turned somewhat solemn, and I can not help but wonder if he
matter. I do have to say though Scarlet
way with her, I simply hate seeing someone broken down like that. It is weird but, in a way, it is almost as if her
a moment,
was broken down by her
the same. thing to Scarlet, and
are
we can do with out
not know if they have powerful allies, although I have no fear of his pack warriors. I
feel. I
reunited, and
them apart.”
been researching relentlessly
old scrolls,
in any way. She could leave him,
chance mate if it
From what I have read
her being able to
without her mate.”
his head with his own revelations. Now I better understand the coffee, he has been researching all
to get some rest.
speak with Scarlet and
she wants to leave
a place here.” Theo nods at my words and places his cup in the sink. I believe that exhaustion has
able to
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