Chapter Forty-Six
Caleb’s Point of View
Leaving Daphne this morning was so
difficult. I woke up earlier than usual so that I could watch her sleep a few more
moments. Today is the day that we will be
formally committed to each other, in front of our friends, pack members, and community. I have waited so long for this
day and I am so excited that it is here. I
know that Daphne thinks that I saved her, but in reality, she saved me. It is
because of her that the blackness inside
me, the anger, the rage has finally
subsided. I am more focused on my pack, on leading us, and protecting us. I will spend everyday that I can showing her how grateful I am to her.
I decided that tonight will be the night I tell her how I feel. How much I love
watching her sleep, hearing her voice,
and feeling her touch. I will tell her how
she saved me from being feral. I will tell her how much I get lost in her eyes, in the scent of her. How her laugh sounds like
bells at Christmas. I will tell her how I
have fallen helplessly in love with her. 4
As much as I do not want to, I ease myself off the bed. I have everything planned
today so that she can relax. I know how hard she has worked to prepare for today. Not just the event planning with the
catering and the dress, but with learning about the neighboring packs as well. With all the events of yesterday, I just want her to be at peace today.
I head out of the room, and into the den. It is so early that I doubt anyone else is up and about except for the patrolling guard. I ensure that I have everything I need for tonight, and then head downstairs. I am
in serious need of a cup of coffee.
To my surprise Theo is already in the
kitchen, nursing his own coffee cup. He
grunts hello to me as I wander in, and
gestures to the coffee pot still half full of
my favorite brew. I grab a cup and sit with
him at the island. 1
“What is on your mind, causing you to lose sleep?” I do not waste time trying to
out what is bothering
am sorry for the way I acted yesterday.
him on Hannah,
that she is not my daughter by blood, but we have raised her all the same. If you had not
have ended his life, and felt no remorse at
tell that he
in his
to apologize for. If
seen him on Hannah, I do not doubt that
he is claiming to be an Alpha and behaving in this way is disgusting to me.” I feel bad that Theo is second guessing his
photos of her laughing and carefree on the walls at her parent’s house. I wish I had gotten the opportunity to meet that girl. To see that sparkle shine in her eyes again.” Hearing Theo talk about Scarlet makes me wonder if his hatred for Dorian is fueled by something
you a very personal question. Have you had any lovers since Miranda has passed on?” I never say her
not since she died. We do not
death and dealt with it his way.
unspoken agreement that she was
but she wanted more
She wanted a future,
very clear from the beginning that we were just two people looking for physical release. Since
not touched another woman. You
I do not believe the
there are second
admit that I
that Theo opened
and his love
finding another mate. I would love to see you
the
but I do not think that I could ever handle that pain again. I asked the Moon Goddess to take my life that night. I did not want to continue without her. I simply can not go through with that again. I am happy here, training, working,
I will drop the matter. I do have to say though Scarlet is still a beauty.” Theo punches my shoulder at that remark,
hate seeing someone broken down like that. It is weird but, in a way, it is almost as if her and Daphne
Theo’s words for a moment,
down by her parents,
is doing the same. thing to Scarlet, and it
are
much that we can
have powerful allies, although I have no fear of
Daphne feel. I mean her and
just reunited, and this could
them apart.”
have been researching relentlessly
the old scrolls, searching
Scarlet in any way. She could leave him, but because
find a second chance mate if it
From what I have
her being
without her mate.” Theo
revelations. Now I better understand the coffee, he has been researching all night.
not go and try to
and see
she wants to
will even offer her a place here.” Theo nods at my words and places his cup in the sink. I believe that
able to rest.
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