The Alpha's Slave Mate

Book 2 Chapter 2

Daphne’s Point of View

Guilt spread throughout me as I felt Caleb gently stroke my hair. I know that he is worried about me, and I do not know how to ease his mind. I know that I have distracted him from his duties as Alpha, and I thank the Moon Goddess that this occurred during a peaceful time, but I do not know how to act like I am ok with this situation.

I purposely slow my breathing, focusing on making each breath even. I already feel guilty that I woke Caleb when I got out of bed earlier, I do not wish to make him worry anymore. I could feel him

settle down as soon as he thought that I was asleep. Continuing to focus on my own breathing I soon felt his body relax as he succumbed to sleep.

Now that Caleb was asleep, I could be alone again with my own thoughts. These last few months have been crazy. It is hard to believe that it has been the last week though that has truly wounded my spirit. While helping Scarlett pick out her dress for her commitment ceremony so proclaimed that she thought I was pregnant. Although it was a random

outburst, I mulled her words over,

eventually confiding in Caleb later that night. 2

At first the thought of being a mother terrified me. What the hell did I know about pups, or being a mother? I never had a good example of a mother. My own mother was a terrible person that abused and tormented me. I knew that there was

no way that I would ever be like her. Scarlett was nearly grown by the time I could form lasting memories, so I did not

have their relationship

one had showered me

as a child.

house slave had never

anymore pups after my brother and me. I had never visited the birthing center at my old pack, and I was never allowed at the bonding ceremonies for young pups either. I had no idea how to change diapers or swaddle a pup.

had been pregnant with twins. My brother and I had shared the same womb. My brother died and because of his death I was blamed. What if I was pregnant with twins? Would history repeat itself? I had already

it highly ironic that I ever worried at all. Turns out that although I was technically pregnant, my body had once again not been good enough

Guilt blossomed in my chest as I think about the wonderful life Caleb has blessed

my sister. Words cannot begin to express how grateful I am for him, or how much our love has grown. Would he continue to love me if I cannot give

clear my head and find sleep, but my mind is my worst enemy at the moment. Before lone

make no move to get up. I have been in my room since they removed the unviable life

that I have to leave because I

up appointment. Before long Caleb

him nuzzling my neck and trailing kisses. I feel the first sparks from our mate bond, but I move

fortifying myself for the events. of today I make my way to our bathroom, hoping that the hot water

pillow. He lets me know

large shirt, throwing