The Author's POV

"Is that him?"

"Did he really get injured over such a simple mission?"

"He really does look weak"

Aimlessly walking around the mansion, I ignored the whispers and stares coming from some of the students that I passed along the way.

Yesterday night, after completing the mission, I returned to the mansion all battered up. My whole arm was bleeding profusely and my clothes were all torn.

Though I didn't pass out, to the people who saw me return, it looked as if I had been through hell.

Because I had some notoriety, news of my battered state spread across all of the students...and soon I became the hot topic of the first years.

Because the missions that we got were not a secret from the other students, after a bit of digging, people immediately found out who my target was and news of me getting beat up by a ranked individual spread across the academy.

...in the end, this resulted in me becoming the butt of the jokes of the first years.

'Weakling'

'Loser'

'Trash'

Walking along the corridor, I was called all sorts of defamatory names by everyone that saw me.

On a normal day, I would've grumbled and cursed at the people talking crap about me, but today...

Staring at my hands, I recalled the moment when my sword reaped through the lives of multiple people at once.

'...I killed'

I didn't sleep throughout the whole night.

Right now to the people around me I probably looked like a lifeless corpse that was aimlessly wandering around the mansion.

My mind kept replaying the moments where I reaped through the lives of the four bodyguards.

...I could vividly recall Karl's pleading face as he begged for me to spare him.

"Fuuuuu..."

Letting out a long breath and staring at the ceiling of the corridor, I tried to calm my mind.

What had happened already happened.

...There was no going back.

I had killed and I needed to move on...

This wasn't going to be the only time, and it sure as heck wasn't going to be the last time.

This was the path that I had chosen for myself and thus had to take responsibility for my decisions.

Moreover, there was something more important I needed to worry about.

'The massacre of Hollberg'

The second big event in the first arc of the novel.

Tomorrow at 9:45 P.M, the last day of the trip, when everyone was sleeping, an organized attack will happen.

Though their primary targets were Kevin and the others, the other weaker students weren't spared from their pursuit.

...Meaning that I was also not safe.

Though I decided not to interfere, I needed to prepare myself for what was to come.

Placing my hand on my chin, I fell into deep thought.

First things first...I needed to memorize the whole building blueprint.

good spot where I could get a good view of what was happening as well as attract the least amount of attention. The reason why

incident like the one

had the mysterious book with me. With it, I could more or less tell if

happened, it was my job to prevent

to quickly recover from

all my injuries that quickly. Especially since my whole

needed a full day

hell. Just the slightest movement and I would get an electrifying pain coursing through my body. Though I could tough it out, I'd still prefer if I

to sort

right state of mind to be put through another scenario that required me to

...I just couldn't.

was causing my hands to tremble uncontrollably. I was not ready mentally

decided that for tomorrow I would use [Monarch's indifference] throughout the

first time yesterday did I realize how many flaws I had, both combat and

I was too emotional.

had killed someone, the thought of what future lay ahead of me and how many more lives I would take

I right? Was everything that I was doing really okay? Was

of my mind as I tried to find

way to go before being able

of all my distracting thoughts, I quickly headed to my room

are probably going to be the

...

-Bang! -Bang! -Bang!

"Huff...huff..huff"

an empty room filled with training dummies, an extremely handsome individual stood in the middle of

was drenched in sweat, and his eyes

-Gulp!

individual quickly dashed before one

"Die! Die! Die!"

-Bang! -Bang! -Bang!

the room as the sound of the collision between his

the young individual laid on the

clenched his jaw hard and he covered

what am I

on the first night the mission was assigned, Jin couldn't help but feel a massive wall standing before

that he couldn't climb was standing before

he put in, he couldn't find any way to bridge the gap between

that much

accept the fact that Kevin was

"Damm it..."

-Bang!

fist hard, Jin punched the

if my talent is not as good as his, I have access to the best resources and facilities! This should be enough for me to be

who was an orphan and had nothing managed to surpass him who was born with a golden

He couldn't accept it.

was no way

-Gulp!

of his energy, Jin immediately downed another potion and stood

surpass you no matter

-Bang!

one of the training dummies he once again

repeated continuously until his fists were both

after passing out from

...

wooden tables and boards, two stunningly beautiful young girls sat facing each

the two stunning girls that had short creamy brown hair looked at the girl

you notice something strange happening these

at Emma, Amanda frowned for a

"No"

"Really?"

bit, Emma's

"Maybe it's just me..."

Emma had this sense of discomfort. She constantly

sort of unsettling...but in the end, she could only think of it