The Author's POV

"Is that him?"

"Did he really get injured over such a simple mission?"

"He really does look weak"

Aimlessly walking around the mansion, I ignored the whispers and stares coming from some of the students that I passed along the way.

Yesterday night, after completing the mission, I returned to the mansion all battered up. My whole arm was bleeding profusely and my clothes were all torn.

Though I didn't pass out, to the people who saw me return, it looked as if I had been through hell.

Because I had some notoriety, news of my battered state spread across all of the students...and soon I became the hot topic of the first years.

Because the missions that we got were not a secret from the other students, after a bit of digging, people immediately found out who my target was and news of me getting beat up by a ranked individual spread across the academy.

...in the end, this resulted in me becoming the butt of the jokes of the first years.

'Weakling'

'Loser'

'Trash'

Walking along the corridor, I was called all sorts of defamatory names by everyone that saw me.

On a normal day, I would've grumbled and cursed at the people talking crap about me, but today...

Staring at my hands, I recalled the moment when my sword reaped through the lives of multiple people at once.

'...I killed'

I didn't sleep throughout the whole night.

Right now to the people around me I probably looked like a lifeless corpse that was aimlessly wandering around the mansion.

My mind kept replaying the moments where I reaped through the lives of the four bodyguards.

...I could vividly recall Karl's pleading face as he begged for me to spare him.

"Fuuuuu..."

Letting out a long breath and staring at the ceiling of the corridor, I tried to calm my mind.

What had happened already happened.

...There was no going back.

I had killed and I needed to move on...

This wasn't going to be the only time, and it sure as heck wasn't going to be the last time.

This was the path that I had chosen for myself and thus had to take responsibility for my decisions.

Moreover, there was something more important I needed to worry about.

'The massacre of Hollberg'

The second big event in the first arc of the novel.

Tomorrow at 9:45 P.M, the last day of the trip, when everyone was sleeping, an organized attack will happen.

Though their primary targets were Kevin and the others, the other weaker students weren't spared from their pursuit.

...Meaning that I was also not safe.

Though I decided not to interfere, I needed to prepare myself for what was to come.

Placing my hand on my chin, I fell into deep thought.

First things first...I needed to memorize the whole building blueprint.

happening as well as attract the least amount of attention. The reason why

didn't want another incident like the one with Amanda to

it, I could more or less tell if something outside of the norm was going

anything that deviated from the plotline happened, it was my job to prevent

needed to quickly recover from the wounds that

fact that I had healing potions, they couldn't heal all my injuries that quickly.

full day to

my right hand hurt like hell. Just the slightest movement and I would get an electrifying pain coursing

to

right now, I wasn't in the right state of mind to be put through another scenario that required

...I just couldn't.

was causing my hands to tremble uncontrollably. I was not ready mentally to go through

I had already decided that for tomorrow I would use [Monarch's indifference] throughout the

I realize how many flaws I had, both combat and

I was too emotional.

trying my best to get over the fact that I had killed someone, the thought of what future lay ahead of me and how many

was doing really okay? Was

my mind as I tried

had a long way to go before being able to confidently stand

thoughts, I quickly headed to my room

probably going to be the longest two days

...

-Bang! -Bang! -Bang!

"Huff...huff..huff"

an empty room filled with training dummies, an extremely handsome individual stood

body was drenched in sweat,

-Gulp!

dashed before one of the training dummies and punched it with

"Die! Die! Die!"

-Bang! -Bang! -Bang!

spread throughout the room as the sound of the collision between his fists and

the young individual laid on

he clenched his jaw hard and he covered his eyes with

what am I

achievements on the first night the mission was assigned, Jin couldn't help but feel a massive wall standing before

a wall that he couldn't climb was

find any way to

much more

the fact that Kevin was

"Damm it..."

-Bang!

his fist hard, Jin punched

as good as his, I have access to the best resources and facilities! This should be enough for me

was an orphan and had nothing managed to surpass him who was born with a golden

He couldn't accept it.

no way he

-Gulp!

of his energy, Jin immediately downed another potion and stood

will surpass you no

-Bang!

towards one of the training dummies he once again started training until he

until his fists were both bloodied and

out from overworking himself did he

...

decorated with beautiful plants and old wooden

on some hot mocha, one of the two stunning girls that had short creamy

did you notice something strange happening these past few

at Emma, Amanda frowned for a second before shaking her

"No"

"Really?"

bit, Emma's

"Maybe it's just me..."

the past few days, Emma had this sense of discomfort. She constantly felt as if someone was keeping an eye

end, she could only think of