The Author's POV

Splash—! Splash—!

Splashing water onto my face I stared at my haggard figure in the mirror. Glaring dark circles bagged beneath my eyes as my mind felt numb.

Glink—!

Turning off the tap, I turned around.

My eyes paused on a certain book in the middle of the table.

My heart remained calm as I stared at the book...or rather, my head was too numb to process what was happening around me. Nothing excited nor stimulated my emotions.

Closing my eyes, I sat down on my bed and leaned forward.

"...Just what happened?"

Ever since waking up, I've been trying to make heads or tails of what had just occurred to me.

My head really hurt.

'For starters, the world I was in not too long ago was definitely not my own world...or did that world even exist in the first place?'

From the fact that I had no recollection of my parent's faces, my own name, and the fact that the prestigious university I wanted to go to was called 'Unversity A,' a name which itself seemed far too generic to make sense.

Putting everything together everything that I previously thought that I knew no longer started to make sense inside of my head.

"Aghhh."

'My head hurts.'

Grasping my head with my hands I ruffled my hair into a mess.

Everything was a mess. A mess I couldn't quite figure the answer to.

"There's also him..."

The previous Ren.

Just thinking about him spread uneasiness throughout my whole body.

There was definitely something odd about that guy. How did he know about the fact that the world was a novel? I never gave him the password of my laptop so it shouldn't have been possible for him to figure out that the world I was in was that of a novel I wrote.

Furthermore, how did he know to ask the right questions?

Like what my name was, whether I recalled my parent's faces and the name of the university I wanted to go to.

The order of the questions didn't really make sense...it was as though he already knew about my answers beforehand.

"Haaa..."

I suddenly stood up.

My head throbbed even more fiercely.

Pacing around the room, I started to think back to my first interaction with the previous Ren in search of an answer.

This wasn't hard, I had only interacted with him once throughout my whole life so I could still vividly remember what had happened.

It was the time he was showing me his past experiences with Matthew and what was going on with his parents...my parents.

I remember that time clearly.

I could see just how sad he was.

Was that a facade or was that really him? At this point, I no longer knew.

"Ugh."

I groaned.

Massaging my head, I thought even further.

'Ever since meeting him, did something strange ever happen to me?'

My brows knit tightly.

Placing my hand on my chin, I fell into deep thought.

"Something strange happening after meeting him..."

My brows which were knit together suddenly jumped up in shock.

"Wait...hold on..."

occurred right

My head snapped upwards.

'There was one...'

hands fidgeted all

thought process...it definitely changed after

never occurred to me before, but, didn't my personality change

after meeting the previous Ren, I started to get this weird idea that everything around me was a chess piece and that

that

at my previous behavior, the moment prior to meeting the previous Ren, everything I did was completely different. My

such thoughts about treating everyone as a chess piece and having everything under my control. It was

past because I never felt it. I never felt the change...but now that I was looking back

and different ideologies inside of me. Ideologies

wild and crazy theory suddenly

My breathing evened out.

"....It can't be, right?"

head repeatedly. It couldn't be. Yeah, there's no way something like

My toes curled inwardly.

TRIIIING—! TRIIIING—!

suddenly rang, snapping me out of my thoughts. Lowering my head,

the tournament will begin tomorrow, are you ready? Should

"Haaa...haaa...."

eyes, I suppressed all the anxiety inside of me. Taking my communication device,

[Yeah, that would do.]

I shut off the communication

"huuuu..."

put on my face mask. Then, I proceeded to head

some fresh air

thoughts were eating

Ci Clank—!

me, I walked down

***

Ding—!

he slowly opened his eyes. The first thing he saw as soon as he

[Synchronization complete]

Synchronisation : 34%

"Haaa..."

up straight, Kevin exhaled deeply. Covering his forehead with his hand, he supported his body with his other

the world did I

he

the vision, and it was because he remembered that at the moment he

Kevin was able to calm himself

was me

the name of the black figure was 'Kevin', he didn't believe for one second that the vision wasn't about him,

vision he saw, was not something he had

been a vision of the

his head back, Kevin stared at the

the vision made his

the future, what else

more he thought about it, the more certain he was about his analysis. Whatever he just

"...Fuck."

Kevin's fists clenched tightly.

dying on him hurt his very

"Haaa..haaa...who was that man?"

There was another part in the vision he saw. The features of the figure were obscured

him an idea

Kevin was sure.

fists clenched even more tightly as

'...He needs to die.'

But there was only

felt slightly

same time, he didn't. There was this

Ren? ...No, he wouldn't do

shook his head, trying to discard such thoughts

resemblances, Kevin knew Ren. He

"It couldn't be, right?"

head. Despite his many attempts at trying to deny what he saw, the confidence

to creep

"Haaa...What do I do."

covered his face with both hands. He really did not know

***

my footsteps stopped in front of

woke up from the 'dream' it was early in the morning. I thought about going

of steps out

"This is good too..."

the moment was to clear