The Author's POV

"Yes, I won't let you die even if you wanted to die. I've already made the proper calculations."

"This..."

Hearing his words, I unconsciously took a step back as my eyes opened wide.

'It can't be...'

He had made the proper calculations? ...Didn't that mean that he already knew that I was going to act the way I was going to act?

How was that even possible?!

Furthermore, from what his words suggested, my life had never been in any danger. The only reason why I had passed out was probably him trying to drag me here.

Confirming my doubts was the other Ren's voice as he coldly said.

"Don't think too much. It's exactly what you think."

"...How!?"

I softly muttered, trying to suppress the shock within my body.

The shock didn't last for long. Clenching my teeth, I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. Then, lifting my head and meeting the other Ren's gaze, I opened my mouth.

"So it really was you who planned this whole thing..."

I already had a hunch before this when I linked up the scenario with Angelica and Amanda's mother.

The clues were there, from how Everblood had tried to manipulate her to come to me, to how she was able to have pictures of her mother back at the Lock.

Everything was a full circle, and it all led to the man in front of me. Of course, everything was just speculation on my part, but the more I looked at the other Ren, the more I was convinced about my conjecture.

As my thoughts paused there, my brows furrowed.

'If this is indeed planned by him, what would his real motive be?'

Could he be trying to separate me from the others? ...That was a plausible scenario, but I don't think it was the right answer.

From what I knew, his goal was to create a 'perfect' version of Kevin. An unfeeling Kevin that had no burdens and only aimed to kill the demon king.

That was the only goal I knew he had. Without a doubt, there were other goals he had, but I had no idea about what they were.

'...Wait.'

It was then that a thought suddenly struck me.

'Wasn't the reason why I was able to see him in the real world because of the damage that my soul took due to the contract breach? ...What if the real purpose in him trying to set this whole scenario up was to damage my soul...'

A cold chill ran down my spine as my thoughts paused there. Lifting my head, my eyes met with the other Ren's.

"Looks like you've figured things out."

The other Ren said as he calmly stood in the void with the chains rotating around his body, binding him down even more tightly.

With both of his hands locked down, he continued.

"My goal was indeed to damage your soul."

Upon hearing his confirmation, I became even warier of him. Taking a step forward, I coldly asked.

the decision that I did

"...You can say so."

head, admitting to every

my wariness even more as my brows tightened even

emotions as well? The reason why I

and when did he

when you activated Monarch's

the other Ren

you used Monarch's indifference, that was when I implanted the ideologies inside of

froze upon hearing

he

to confirm this when I met him a while back, but who would've thought that during that time I activated it again he would take advantage of the situation to set up a few seeds inside of my

thought I was one step ahead of him, I would later find out that he was ten

It was frustrating.

had he planned

my fists at

least pretending

the purpose of not allowing you to grow stronger when undertaking the contract breach. Had you been stronger, the damage that your soul would've taken wouldn't have been enough for me. Only at your current rank could I

he spoke, the number my

every one of my actions carefully puppeteered to the will of someone else caused me this sense of loathing to rise from deep within my

back, his words made perfect

after the tournament ended, although it would've taken me nearly four months

easily said that I needed

from back

my heart started

about what I was thinking, as

inside of your mind was so that I could

then, I remembered doing what I did for the sake of not hurting Amanda. But taking a look at it back now, I was still uncertain

the feelings inside of my heart weren't as dominant. If that made

his mouth, the

or not, it's for you to figure out. I don't care if you

his head, the other Ren's eyes once again

"Frustrating isn't it?"

"..."

to remain silent. Tilting his head,

of your life, it's frustrating isn't

"Hm?"

words, my brows jumped a

the first time in a while, I heard emotions coming from the other Ren's voice. It was faint, very faint, but I could feel a mix of

face changed slightly when

my mouth

you telling me this?

that he could influence my thoughts whenever I activated Monarch's indifference, what was his

things, yet,

he have something else in mind? Especially with Monarch's

why would he ever think that I would ever

'Unless...'

my head snapped upwards and I glared at the other

trying to influence my decision-making by telling me

of setup, it

the way that I wanted him to act by acting in a way that

exactly

so that I would be

realized this,