The Author's POV

"Yes, I won't let you die even if you wanted to die. I've already made the proper calculations."

"This..."

Hearing his words, I unconsciously took a step back as my eyes opened wide.

'It can't be...'

He had made the proper calculations? ...Didn't that mean that he already knew that I was going to act the way I was going to act?

How was that even possible?!

Furthermore, from what his words suggested, my life had never been in any danger. The only reason why I had passed out was probably him trying to drag me here.

Confirming my doubts was the other Ren's voice as he coldly said.

"Don't think too much. It's exactly what you think."

"...How!?"

I softly muttered, trying to suppress the shock within my body.

The shock didn't last for long. Clenching my teeth, I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. Then, lifting my head and meeting the other Ren's gaze, I opened my mouth.

"So it really was you who planned this whole thing..."

I already had a hunch before this when I linked up the scenario with Angelica and Amanda's mother.

The clues were there, from how Everblood had tried to manipulate her to come to me, to how she was able to have pictures of her mother back at the Lock.

Everything was a full circle, and it all led to the man in front of me. Of course, everything was just speculation on my part, but the more I looked at the other Ren, the more I was convinced about my conjecture.

As my thoughts paused there, my brows furrowed.

'If this is indeed planned by him, what would his real motive be?'

Could he be trying to separate me from the others? ...That was a plausible scenario, but I don't think it was the right answer.

From what I knew, his goal was to create a 'perfect' version of Kevin. An unfeeling Kevin that had no burdens and only aimed to kill the demon king.

That was the only goal I knew he had. Without a doubt, there were other goals he had, but I had no idea about what they were.

'...Wait.'

It was then that a thought suddenly struck me.

'Wasn't the reason why I was able to see him in the real world because of the damage that my soul took due to the contract breach? ...What if the real purpose in him trying to set this whole scenario up was to damage my soul...'

A cold chill ran down my spine as my thoughts paused there. Lifting my head, my eyes met with the other Ren's.

"Looks like you've figured things out."

The other Ren said as he calmly stood in the void with the chains rotating around his body, binding him down even more tightly.

With both of his hands locked down, he continued.

"My goal was indeed to damage your soul."

Upon hearing his confirmation, I became even warier of him. Taking a step forward, I coldly asked.

I made the decision that I did because

"...You can say so."

head, admitting to every single thing that I was

my wariness even more as my brows tightened

well? The reason why I chose to forfeit the tournament, and my questionable feelings for Amanda, were

when did he

was back when

read my thoughts, the other Ren answered the question

indifference, that was when I implanted the ideologies inside of

body froze upon hearing

he just admit to the fact that he could affect my mind whenever I use Monarch's

to confirm this when I met him a while back, but who would've thought that during that time I activated it again he would take advantage of the situation to set up

I was one step ahead of him, I would later find out that he was ten steps ahead

It was frustrating.

much had he

secretly clenched my fists at the

at least

the tournament was for the purpose of not allowing you to grow stronger when undertaking the contract breach. Had you been stronger, the damage that your soul would've taken wouldn't have been enough for me. Only at your current rank could I guarantee your

more he spoke, the number

my actions carefully puppeteered to the will of someone else caused me this sense of loathing to rise from deep within

words

the tournament ended, although it would've taken me nearly four months to reach

needed to make some

choice from back then

heart started to

other Ren didn't seem to care about what I was thinking, as he continued to

Amanda, the only reason why I planted them inside of your mind was so

the sake of not hurting Amanda. But taking a look at it back now, I was still uncertain

feelings inside of my

his mouth, the

only amplified your feelings for her. Whether you like her or not, it's for you to figure out. I don't care

head, the other Ren's eyes once again

"Frustrating isn't it?"

"..."

into his eyes, I chose to remain silent. Tilting his head, the other Ren

someone control the flow of

"Hm?"

words, my brows jumped

other Ren's voice. It was faint, very faint, but I could feel a mix of sadness and hate hidden within his voice as he

slightly

my mouth

me this?

that he could influence my thoughts whenever I activated Monarch's indifference, what was his goal in telling me

agenda would never reveal such things, yet, here

he have something else in mind?

manipulate me through it, why

'Unless...'

me as my head snapped

influence my decision-making by telling me all

setup, it

or more specifically, the time when I was manipulating the commander into acting the way that I wanted him to act

was exactly what

telling me all of this was so that I

this, my glare