The Author's POV

"Yes, I won't let you die even if you wanted to die. I've already made the proper calculations."

"This..."

Hearing his words, I unconsciously took a step back as my eyes opened wide.

'It can't be...'

He had made the proper calculations? ...Didn't that mean that he already knew that I was going to act the way I was going to act?

How was that even possible?!

Furthermore, from what his words suggested, my life had never been in any danger. The only reason why I had passed out was probably him trying to drag me here.

Confirming my doubts was the other Ren's voice as he coldly said.

"Don't think too much. It's exactly what you think."

"...How!?"

I softly muttered, trying to suppress the shock within my body.

The shock didn't last for long. Clenching my teeth, I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. Then, lifting my head and meeting the other Ren's gaze, I opened my mouth.

"So it really was you who planned this whole thing..."

I already had a hunch before this when I linked up the scenario with Angelica and Amanda's mother.

The clues were there, from how Everblood had tried to manipulate her to come to me, to how she was able to have pictures of her mother back at the Lock.

Everything was a full circle, and it all led to the man in front of me. Of course, everything was just speculation on my part, but the more I looked at the other Ren, the more I was convinced about my conjecture.

As my thoughts paused there, my brows furrowed.

'If this is indeed planned by him, what would his real motive be?'

Could he be trying to separate me from the others? ...That was a plausible scenario, but I don't think it was the right answer.

From what I knew, his goal was to create a 'perfect' version of Kevin. An unfeeling Kevin that had no burdens and only aimed to kill the demon king.

That was the only goal I knew he had. Without a doubt, there were other goals he had, but I had no idea about what they were.

'...Wait.'

It was then that a thought suddenly struck me.

'Wasn't the reason why I was able to see him in the real world because of the damage that my soul took due to the contract breach? ...What if the real purpose in him trying to set this whole scenario up was to damage my soul...'

A cold chill ran down my spine as my thoughts paused there. Lifting my head, my eyes met with the other Ren's.

"Looks like you've figured things out."

The other Ren said as he calmly stood in the void with the chains rotating around his body, binding him down even more tightly.

With both of his hands locked down, he continued.

"My goal was indeed to damage your soul."

Upon hearing his confirmation, I became even warier of him. Taking a step forward, I coldly asked.

I made the decision that I

"...You can say so."

nodded his head, admitting to every

wariness even more as my

Ren said was true, then didn't that mean that he had manipulated my emotions as well? The reason why I chose to forfeit the tournament, and my questionable feelings for Amanda,

when did he

back when you activated Monarch's

thoughts, the other Ren answered the question

when you used Monarch's indifference, that was when I implanted the

upon

the fact that he could affect my mind whenever I use

my speculations in the past, and I was able to confirm this when I met him a while back, but who would've thought that during that time I activated it again he would

Whenever I thought I was one step ahead of him,

It was frustrating.

how much had he planned

secretly clenched my

at least pretending to not know, the

damage that your soul would've taken wouldn't have been enough for me. Only at your current rank could I guarantee your survival as well as the optimal

more he spoke, the

to the will of someone else caused me this

words made

I waited until after the tournament ended, although it would've taken me nearly four months to reach rank, it would've

mother's situation, I could've easily said that I needed to make some preparations that required

choice from back then didn't make

my heart started to

seem to care about what

only reason why I planted them inside of your mind was so that I could

the sake of not hurting Amanda. But taking a look at it back now, I

of my heart weren't as dominant. If that made

his mouth, the

you like her or not, it's for you to figure

other Ren's

"Frustrating isn't it?"

"..."

silent. Tilting his head,

someone control the flow of your life, it's

"Hm?"

words, my brows

a while, I heard emotions coming from the other Ren's voice. It was faint, very faint, but I could feel a mix of sadness and hate hidden within

changed slightly when I sensed

mouth

me

me to how he revealed that he could influence my thoughts whenever I activated Monarch's indifference, what

never reveal such things, yet, here

or did he have something else in mind? Especially with Monarch's

he could manipulate me through it, why

'Unless...'

me as my head snapped upwards and I glared at

my decision-making

sort of setup,

my mind, or more specifically, the time when I was manipulating the commander into acting the way that I wanted him to act by acting

was exactly what was

other Ren was telling me all of this was so that I

realized this, my