The Author's POV

"Yes, I won't let you die even if you wanted to die. I've already made the proper calculations."

"This..."

Hearing his words, I unconsciously took a step back as my eyes opened wide.

'It can't be...'

He had made the proper calculations? ...Didn't that mean that he already knew that I was going to act the way I was going to act?

How was that even possible?!

Furthermore, from what his words suggested, my life had never been in any danger. The only reason why I had passed out was probably him trying to drag me here.

Confirming my doubts was the other Ren's voice as he coldly said.

"Don't think too much. It's exactly what you think."

"...How!?"

I softly muttered, trying to suppress the shock within my body.

The shock didn't last for long. Clenching my teeth, I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. Then, lifting my head and meeting the other Ren's gaze, I opened my mouth.

"So it really was you who planned this whole thing..."

I already had a hunch before this when I linked up the scenario with Angelica and Amanda's mother.

The clues were there, from how Everblood had tried to manipulate her to come to me, to how she was able to have pictures of her mother back at the Lock.

Everything was a full circle, and it all led to the man in front of me. Of course, everything was just speculation on my part, but the more I looked at the other Ren, the more I was convinced about my conjecture.

As my thoughts paused there, my brows furrowed.

'If this is indeed planned by him, what would his real motive be?'

Could he be trying to separate me from the others? ...That was a plausible scenario, but I don't think it was the right answer.

From what I knew, his goal was to create a 'perfect' version of Kevin. An unfeeling Kevin that had no burdens and only aimed to kill the demon king.

That was the only goal I knew he had. Without a doubt, there were other goals he had, but I had no idea about what they were.

'...Wait.'

It was then that a thought suddenly struck me.

'Wasn't the reason why I was able to see him in the real world because of the damage that my soul took due to the contract breach? ...What if the real purpose in him trying to set this whole scenario up was to damage my soul...'

A cold chill ran down my spine as my thoughts paused there. Lifting my head, my eyes met with the other Ren's.

"Looks like you've figured things out."

The other Ren said as he calmly stood in the void with the chains rotating around his body, binding him down even more tightly.

With both of his hands locked down, he continued.

"My goal was indeed to damage your soul."

Upon hearing his confirmation, I became even warier of him. Taking a step forward, I coldly asked.

decision that I did because

"...You can say so."

head, admitting to every single thing that I was

even more as my brows

mean that he had manipulated my emotions as well? The reason why I chose to forfeit the tournament,

when did he

was back when you activated Monarch's

to read my thoughts, the other Ren answered the question that was inside

was when

body froze upon hearing

admit to the fact that he could affect my mind whenever I use Monarch's

I was able to confirm this when I met him a while back, but who would've thought that during

Whenever I thought I was one step ahead of him, I would later find out that he was ten steps ahead

It was frustrating.

had he

clenched my

of what I was thinking, or at least pretending to not know,

for the purpose of not allowing you to grow stronger when undertaking the contract breach. Had you been stronger, the damage that your soul would've taken wouldn't have been enough for me. Only at your current rank could

more he spoke, the number my

feeling of having every one of my actions carefully puppeteered to the will of someone else caused me this sense of loathing to rise from deep within

words made

I waited until after the tournament ended, although it would've taken me nearly four months to

situation, I could've easily said that I needed to make some preparations that required me to reach

from back then didn't

heart

seem to care about what I was thinking, as he continued

of your mind was so

this. Indeed, back then, I remembered doing what I did for the sake of not hurting

the feelings inside of my heart weren't as dominant.

mouth, the

her or not, it's for you to figure

other Ren's eyes

"Frustrating isn't it?"

"..."

eyes, I chose to remain silent. Tilting his head, the other Ren looked towards

the flow of your life,

"Hm?"

words, my brows jumped

voice. It was faint, very faint, but I could feel a mix of sadness and hate hidden

slightly when

my mouth I

you telling me this? What's your

he had been manipulating me to how he revealed that he could influence my thoughts whenever I activated

reveal such things, yet, here he was, telling me

he have something else in mind? Especially with Monarch's

that I knew that he could manipulate me through it, why would he ever think that I would

'Unless...'

as my head snapped upwards and

to influence my decision-making by telling me all

sort of setup, it

mind, or more specifically, the time when I was manipulating the commander into acting the way that I wanted

was exactly what was

this was so that I would be forced to act in a way that

I realized this, my