The Author's POV

"Yes, I won't let you die even if you wanted to die. I've already made the proper calculations."

"This..."

Hearing his words, I unconsciously took a step back as my eyes opened wide.

'It can't be...'

He had made the proper calculations? ...Didn't that mean that he already knew that I was going to act the way I was going to act?

How was that even possible?!

Furthermore, from what his words suggested, my life had never been in any danger. The only reason why I had passed out was probably him trying to drag me here.

Confirming my doubts was the other Ren's voice as he coldly said.

"Don't think too much. It's exactly what you think."

"...How!?"

I softly muttered, trying to suppress the shock within my body.

The shock didn't last for long. Clenching my teeth, I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. Then, lifting my head and meeting the other Ren's gaze, I opened my mouth.

"So it really was you who planned this whole thing..."

I already had a hunch before this when I linked up the scenario with Angelica and Amanda's mother.

The clues were there, from how Everblood had tried to manipulate her to come to me, to how she was able to have pictures of her mother back at the Lock.

Everything was a full circle, and it all led to the man in front of me. Of course, everything was just speculation on my part, but the more I looked at the other Ren, the more I was convinced about my conjecture.

As my thoughts paused there, my brows furrowed.

'If this is indeed planned by him, what would his real motive be?'

Could he be trying to separate me from the others? ...That was a plausible scenario, but I don't think it was the right answer.

From what I knew, his goal was to create a 'perfect' version of Kevin. An unfeeling Kevin that had no burdens and only aimed to kill the demon king.

That was the only goal I knew he had. Without a doubt, there were other goals he had, but I had no idea about what they were.

'...Wait.'

It was then that a thought suddenly struck me.

'Wasn't the reason why I was able to see him in the real world because of the damage that my soul took due to the contract breach? ...What if the real purpose in him trying to set this whole scenario up was to damage my soul...'

A cold chill ran down my spine as my thoughts paused there. Lifting my head, my eyes met with the other Ren's.

"Looks like you've figured things out."

The other Ren said as he calmly stood in the void with the chains rotating around his body, binding him down even more tightly.

With both of his hands locked down, he continued.

"My goal was indeed to damage your soul."

Upon hearing his confirmation, I became even warier of him. Taking a step forward, I coldly asked.

the reason I made the decision

"...You can say so."

other Ren indifferently nodded his head, admitting to every single thing that I

more

that mean that he had manipulated my emotions as well? The reason why I chose to forfeit the tournament, and my questionable feelings for Amanda, were also things that

and when did

back when

able to read my thoughts, the other Ren answered the question

when I implanted the ideologies inside of

froze upon

that he could affect my mind

met him a while back, but who would've thought that during that time I activated it again he would take advantage of the situation to set

became. Whenever I thought I was one step ahead of him, I would later find out that he was ten steps

It was frustrating.

had he planned

secretly clenched my fists at the

thinking, or at least

choice of forfeiting the tournament was for the purpose of not allowing you to grow stronger when undertaking the contract breach. Had you been stronger, the damage that your soul would've taken wouldn't have been enough for me. Only at your current rank could I guarantee your survival

more he spoke, the number my mind

to the will of someone else caused me this sense of loathing to rise from deep

words

it would've taken me nearly four months to reach rank, it would've definitely have increased

I needed to make some preparations that required me

back then didn't

my heart

Ren didn't seem to care about what I was thinking, as he continued to

Amanda, the only reason why I planted them inside of your mind was so that I could create a perfect

of not hurting Amanda. But taking a look at it back now, I was still uncertain about how I felt for

of my

mouth, the other Ren

her or not, it's

his head, the other Ren's eyes once again

"Frustrating isn't it?"

"..."

I chose to remain silent. Tilting his head, the other Ren

control the flow of your life,

"Hm?"

words, my brows

time in a while, I heard emotions coming from the other Ren's voice. It was faint, very faint, but I could feel a mix of sadness and hate hidden

changed slightly

mouth I

you telling me this? What's your

revealed to me that he had been manipulating me to how he revealed that he could influence my thoughts

things, yet, here he was, telling me everything that he had

he just stupid, or did he have something else

that he could manipulate me through it, why would he ever think that I would ever use

'Unless...'

snapped upwards and

influence my decision-making

setup, it

specifically, the time when I was manipulating the commander into acting the way that I wanted him to act by acting in a way that made it seem as though he could predict my

exactly what

telling me all of this was so that I would be forced to act in a way

I realized this,