The Author's POV

'Ugh, I just woke up and this is the situation I find myself in.'

Melissa alone was enough to give me a headache, but the fact that almost everyone was here increased the pain in my head. Leaning back on the bed and dully staring at the ceiling of the room, for a moment I wished to slip back into a coma.

Would rather have that than be in this type of situation.

Unfortunately, this was only wishful thinking on my part as following Melissa's words, everyone's head snapped in my direction.

I could only bitterly smile at the sight.

"What are you looking at me for?"

Raising my hand, I pointed in Melissa's direction.

"Don't listen to anything she says. Especially when she's part of the harem."

"Huh?"

This time it was Melissa's turn to feel what I felt as everyone turned to look at her with strange looks on their faces.

Opening her eyes widely, Melissa glared at me.

Sensing her gaze, I slowly mouthed with my mouth.

'Trying to ruin me? I'll drag you down with me.'

As soon as I said those words, I could vividly see the side of Melissa's cheeks tense. I smirked when I saw this.

'That's right, I may have lost the battle, but I won the war.'

Like hell, I would ever let Melissa one-up me.

"Khh..."

Just as things were getting heated between Melissa and me, yet again, a throbbing pain coursed through my body, prompting me to let out a groan.

This instantly attracted the attention of everyone present.

As she was already seated next to me, the first one to help me was Amanda who worriedly asked.

"Are you okay?"

"...Somewhat."

I replied with a forced smile. To be honest, I was anything but fine. Although I had survived, the damage that my soul took was significant.

'I need to find something to heal my soul.'

Though extremely rare, there were definitely ways to heal someone's soul.

The damage to my soul wasn't to the extent that it would affect me in any way, but looking back at what just happened, I felt that I needed to somehow find a way to heal my soul.

The sense of discomfort that it brought wasn't something I quite liked.

Just as I was about to make my mind up about how to heal my soul, a sudden thought crossed my mind.

'Wait, what if this has also been planned by him?'

At this realization, my body froze completely.

Ever since meeting the other Ren, or to be more precise, the entity inside of my body, he had always been acting in a way that made it seem as though everything was going according to how he planned.

...and so far, it seemed to be true.

Everything that had happened to me seemed to have already been planned beforehand by someone. From the incident back at the hotel with Matthew to the dome incident. Everything just felt so warped and altered that made me think of the possibility of it being something that the other entity had planned.

It was only a hypothesis for now, but it wasn't one that I was willing to discard.

truly like that, then it meant that

should take would be to heal my soul, but

if he wanted me to heal my soul? ...but if it was truly like that, why would he reveal to me that he had purposely damaged my soul so that he could have more control over

'This...'

I started thinking, the greater

was, he was definitely trying to mess up the way I

finally realized why I had

he had everything planned, but it was just that he was playing a

Just like now.

he had said, I no longer had any

I heal my

clenched tightly. This was definitely

think we need to give him some

in thought, I suddenly heard a sweet voice from the distance. Turning my head, my eyes with Amanda's

moment neither one of us spoke. Then, turning her head, she looked toward

was his

"Ren."

The queen answered.

her to face me one more time. Or rather, before that she glanced in

Her gaze felt weird.

to you, but it looks like

head slightly, she

Thank you for what you did

a brief moment of time, silence enveloped the room. Raising my head and seeing that she

fine. You don't

ever planning on helping her. It was just that it

the fact that you were willing to dispose of something so precious in order to heal me, but after seeing the sacrifice you've

"It's fine, really."

feeling a little

her head, Amanda's mother's eyes paused on Amanda for a good while. Then, with a soft smile

should head back now. You

"...What about her?"

about to leave, the elven queen pointed in Angelica's direction.

she revealed everything to them, I had no idea about what had happened whilst I was asleep. My heart tensed when I saw the elven

was about to

"Leave her be."

"Huh?"

escaped from my mouth as I

wasn't the only one that reacted this way as almost everyone in the room aside from Melissa who had no idea about what

the shock,

"How come?"

of answering the elven queen,

I mean Ren, all I would be doing is adding trouble to the person who saved

been for her. We don't have to kill her, but we can

queen, she naturally had to be more ruthless

of the elven queen,

just following orders. The people I should be angry about should be the ones

she looked in Angelica's direction. Her

up doesn't mean that I have forgiven you. Had it not been for my daughter, I would've loved nothing more but to have followed Maylin's

closing her eyes and letting out a

fault for being careless. Had I been more

on her face, Amanda's mother took

still obvious signs of displeasure on her face, but it didn't look like

words I said to rebuke

Kevin who left after

get

not, but as soon as her eyes paused on Angelica, she quickly made up her mind

Clank—

only people that remained in the room were Angelica and I. Lifting my head up with

"Rough day, huh?"

***

Issanor, infirmary.