The Author's POV

'He's changed a lot since the last time I saw him.'

Donna quietly thought to herself as her gaze fixed on Ren who was seated a few tables ahead of her.

Even she felt pressured at the time he revealed his strength in front of everyone.

The power he displayed...

It was frightening.

'I knew he was talented, but I didn't think it was to this point.'

One could not come close to describing the rate of his progress. It was simply, frightening. To the point where both Monica and Kevin were left behind.

She was more shocked to find that not much time had elapsed since she had taught him at the Lock.

About six years.

In about that period of time, he had transformed from a typical ranking student to someone whose strength had surpassed hers.

'How monstrous.'

She mumbled to herself once more.

In the past, she thought that Monica was the most talented human she knew, but it was clear to her that there was someone else that was above her.

It was none other than Ren.

'His strength isn't the only thing that changed about him, his demenour also seemed to have changed.'

When Donna looked at him more closely, she saw that he was different from how he had been in the past.

Around him, there was a somewhat melancholy vibe. One that left Donna feeling uneasy. It was sufficient to make her face turn grave.

'...Just what happened during the few years that I haven't seen him?'

He wasn't exactly cheerful, but he sure as heck wasn't like how he was now.

It kind of worried her a little.

'I should probably talk to him after this is over.'

Thus, she made her mind up to talk to him after the meeting was over. It had been a couple of years since they had come to contact with each other, might as well catch up a little.

***

Bang—!

My fist smashed against the side of the bathroom wall, and fine miniature crevices extended all the way toward the ceiling of the bathroom.

The meeting had ended a couple of minutes ago. As expected, Octavious ranked first, and Maximus who was previously ranked third was now ranked second.

But that wasn't what resulted in my rage.

"Rank 18? Seriously?! ...After all that hard work?"

I gritted my teeth as a burst of rage erupted from deep within my body.

I was upset with my slow improvement rather than my poor ranking. I had been working hard for the past two years. Really hard.

During that period, I went through a phase of relative strength increase, helped by the air's increasing mana density and the merging with the strength of my former self.

My efforts paid off, and I was able to advance to level in just two years. I was just a little shy of reaching rank.

But...

"Too slow!"

I muttered through my clenched teeth.

Two years.

That was how much time I had left before my other self would take over or the curse that was in me would activate.

Two fucking years. That was how long I had to live.

The rate at which I was progressing was slow. Too fucking slow.

"...I miscalculated."

to the meeting and exposed my strength on a whim. Rather, I did it with a goal in

to

following month, and I would only have a chance to influence the situation and participate

had previously anticipated that I would already be rank by the time the meeting started, however, I had severely underestimated just how hard it was to break

end, I only ended up ranking 18th, which was far beneath the rank

Bang—!

"Damn it."

thought sent me into another

I felt a wet sensation running down my nose. I saw a

'Blood...'

vision blurred.

"Not again..."

and stared at my

"Fuck."

while more blood

blood with my arm, I raised my

"What's wrong, nervous?"

a recognizable voice as my reflection

Slowly, my face sank.

"Huuuu…"

calm myself down

result of his personality merging with

was starting to be increasingly difficult for

going to

on my face while water dripped down toward the sink. Slowly raising my head, I glared at the mirror,

Our eyes met.

happened to Smallsnake? Two years have

valve without saying anything. Only

me to give you my body after what

"Oh?"

of my reflection

have to wait a few more years? The seal Jezebeth placed on you will put an end to things even if I

"Right..."

side of the sink with all

Cra..crack…

started to form

you so sure that I was the one

his words, my head slowly

"You think I'm stupid?"

calmly staring at the

voice became icier as I drew nearer to the

I wouldn't know this was something you devised? I may be stupid at times, but I'm not

tightened the grip on the sink as I recalled the

it at the time...Jezebeth sustained damage. He may have not been a clone, but

his injuries worsened shortly after Kevin destroyed the core. Even if he didn't show it, I could tell. I may have not been able to defeat him, but I sure as heck would

now, the events that

I could've done to prevent such a situation from happening

unexpected appearance. You aren't this negligent.

you weren't concerned for my safety because you also knew that he was hurt. This shows that you had something planned

the last loop, but I

stopped playing, I knew that he wasn't planning to end

my head to glare

have set your targets on Smallsnake in particular,

saying anything, he just looked at

silence persisted for a little bit before he

I could've helped you and avoided his death. In a way, you can say that

when I heard his

'I knew it.'

in the first place, there is no use in lying about it now. Jezebeth's imminent presence and everyone's appearance on the planet were things

completely anticipate what will happen, major factors like that are indeed something that can be predicted, and from there, changing little things to make them go your way isn't

you know exactly why I did what I

I ground my teeth.

Nonetheless, he continued speaking.

with that shaky resolve you had at the time, there was simply no way for you to defeat Jezebeth. Quite plainly, the likelihood that you would succeed in fighting him was dwindling as you began to stand still. My decisions were driven

Bam—!

all my force. The glass shattered and shards

reflection in the

room my breath

have