The Author's POV

'He's changed a lot since the last time I saw him.'

Donna quietly thought to herself as her gaze fixed on Ren who was seated a few tables ahead of her.

Even she felt pressured at the time he revealed his strength in front of everyone.

The power he displayed...

It was frightening.

'I knew he was talented, but I didn't think it was to this point.'

One could not come close to describing the rate of his progress. It was simply, frightening. To the point where both Monica and Kevin were left behind.

She was more shocked to find that not much time had elapsed since she had taught him at the Lock.

About six years.

In about that period of time, he had transformed from a typical ranking student to someone whose strength had surpassed hers.

'How monstrous.'

She mumbled to herself once more.

In the past, she thought that Monica was the most talented human she knew, but it was clear to her that there was someone else that was above her.

It was none other than Ren.

'His strength isn't the only thing that changed about him, his demenour also seemed to have changed.'

When Donna looked at him more closely, she saw that he was different from how he had been in the past.

Around him, there was a somewhat melancholy vibe. One that left Donna feeling uneasy. It was sufficient to make her face turn grave.

'...Just what happened during the few years that I haven't seen him?'

He wasn't exactly cheerful, but he sure as heck wasn't like how he was now.

It kind of worried her a little.

'I should probably talk to him after this is over.'

Thus, she made her mind up to talk to him after the meeting was over. It had been a couple of years since they had come to contact with each other, might as well catch up a little.

***

Bang—!

My fist smashed against the side of the bathroom wall, and fine miniature crevices extended all the way toward the ceiling of the bathroom.

The meeting had ended a couple of minutes ago. As expected, Octavious ranked first, and Maximus who was previously ranked third was now ranked second.

But that wasn't what resulted in my rage.

"Rank 18? Seriously?! ...After all that hard work?"

I gritted my teeth as a burst of rage erupted from deep within my body.

I was upset with my slow improvement rather than my poor ranking. I had been working hard for the past two years. Really hard.

During that period, I went through a phase of relative strength increase, helped by the air's increasing mana density and the merging with the strength of my former self.

My efforts paid off, and I was able to advance to level in just two years. I was just a little shy of reaching rank.

But...

"Too slow!"

I muttered through my clenched teeth.

Two years.

That was how much time I had left before my other self would take over or the curse that was in me would activate.

Two fucking years. That was how long I had to live.

The rate at which I was progressing was slow. Too fucking slow.

"...I miscalculated."

to the meeting and exposed my strength on a whim. Rather, I did it

meeting today was important to me for

would only have a chance to influence the situation and

would already be rank by the time the meeting started, however, I

up ranking 18th, which was far beneath

Bang—!

"Damn it."

me into another fit of

wet sensation running down my nose. I saw a noticeable red stain on

'Blood...'

vision blurred. This lasted for

"Not again..."

head and stared at my trembling

"Fuck."

silently left my mouth while more blood dropped down from

arm, I raised my head

"What's wrong, nervous?"

a recognizable voice as my reflection

Slowly, my face sank.

"Huuuu…"

to calm myself down and washed my face with

a result of his

to be increasingly difficult for me

going

dripped down toward the sink. Slowly raising my head, I glared at the mirror, or to be more

Our eyes met.

on what happened to Smallsnake? Two years have already passed, move on. Why even bother with

closed the valve without saying anything. Only then did I open my mouth

give you my body after what you've done, you

"Oh?"

of

The seal Jezebeth placed on you will put an end to things even if I don't take control of your body and do it myself. You've lost no matter what

"Right..."

side of the sink with all

Cra..crack…

started to form on the porcelain

I was the one behind it? It could just be you

my

"You think I'm stupid?"

calmly staring at

became icier as I drew nearer to

think that I wouldn't know this

grip on the sink as I recalled

it at the time...Jezebeth sustained damage. He may have

he didn't show it, I could tell. I may have not been able to defeat him, but I sure as heck would have been able to delay him...Enough to buy Smallsnake some time, had you lent me your

events that transpired back then

I could've done to prevent such a situation from

is no way you could have overlooked Jezebeth's unexpected appearance. You aren't this

safety because you also knew that he was

this was the last loop, but I sure as heck

stopped playing, I knew that he wasn't planning to end the loop

my head to glare

targets on Smallsnake in particular, but without a doubt, you wanted

he just looked

a little bit

death. In a way, you can say that

when I

'I knew it.'

no use in lying about it now. Jezebeth's imminent presence and everyone's appearance on

indeed something that can be predicted, and from there, changing little things to make them go your way isn't exactly too hard. Why do you think you were able to see the memories for as long as you did? ...and

sure you know exactly why

I ground my teeth.

Nonetheless, he continued speaking.

Jezebeth. Quite plainly, the likelihood that you would succeed in fighting him was

Bam—!

mirror with all my force. The glass shattered

reflection in the mirror

room

don't have time