The Author's POV

'Why did it happen again?'

While sitting on the curb in front of the bus with a perplexed expression on his face, Kevin mused to himself about the situation.

Why did they die again?

He did everything that he was supposed to do.

He didn't go toward the inner city and lead his parents away from home, yet, they still died.

This time by a road accident.

The demons weren't even responsible for their deaths.

Kevin's gaze lifted toward the clouds in the sky. Staring at the clouds that were moving ever so slowly in the sky, he had a sudden thought.

'...I wanted to spend more time with them.'

***

Bang―!

"Watch out, Kevin!"

Once more, Kevin watched as his parents threw their bodies over to protect him. This time, their bodies were completely severed in half, and blood spilt all over Kevin.

The expressions of helplessness and anguish that they displayed just prior to passing away left an indelible mark on his mind as he could only watch them die in front of him.

Crash―!

"Get behind me, Kevin!"

Booom―!

"Ahhhh!"

Unbeknownst to him, the same events kept happening over and over again with each and every one of his regressions.

Before Kevin even realized it, he had reached his twentieth regression, and for the twentieth time, both of his parents had passed away right before his very eyes.

This time, it was due to an explosion that occurred outside of the city.

'...Why?'

Kevin never managed to muster the required strength to come to the aid of his mother and father, no matter how many times he tried. Each time, they would suffer a horrible death, and he would be left all by himself once more.

The heaviness in his heart, which had been barely noticeable at first, became increasingly obvious with each and every one of his regressions, and it intensified with the passing of his parents in all of the regressions.

Over the course of those twenty regressions, he would have an immeasurably better chance of defeating Jezebeth, but despite his best efforts, he continued to fall short in every single one of his endeavours.

Kevin understood that it was only a matter of time before he could beat Jezebeth.

Be it one hundred, one thousand, ten thousand, one hundred thousand, or a million regressions...

Kevin had all the time in the world to accumulate experience and become stronger.

Jezebeth was still ahead of him by quite a lot, but Kevin knew that his time would come very soon.

...In those times, with each regression, he would spend more and more time with his parents. By the time the twentieth regression happened, he had spent at least a century of his life with them.

He pretty much knew them like the back of his hand.

...and it was because of this that he found it more difficult to part ways with them every five years since his birth.

After each of their deaths, he would experience a sharp pain, and the colour that had been slowly developing in his vision would slowly fade away.

cycle would continue indefinitely,

It was their fate.

you bastards! Come and get me if

forget about me! Go

and scream at the top of their lungs, doing their best to divert the attention of the demon away from him, Kevin's chest began to feel as if it were being crushed

'Why? ...Why?'

inside of his mind, his eyes drawn toward the scenes in

before their own. Putting your needs above mine is how I

him during his fourth regression rang in Kevin's

down the

that he finally better understood the meaning of his mother's

hand forward toward where his parents were, Kevin

"Don't go..."

Don't leave me.

*

Many years later.

Ashton City, Lock Library

stop near a particular word as he paged

state of being alone and feeling sad about it. Loneliness causes people to feel empty, alone, and unwanted. People who are lonely often crave human contact, but

on the area around him, and he traced his finger across the definition that was in front

he felt that

the impression that the world, which seemed already to be

been to better understand the sensations he

about 600 years old if one counted all of

that time, the sensation of emptiness that was eating away at his body gradually became worse, to the

was also why he was now in the

could better understand what he was feeling and find an answer

over and looked at the

Johnson's guide

for the records to have

at the book in front of him and gently placing his

The identity of a human. A social being that thrived on what

pointless issues; however, as more time passed and regressions took place, Kevin realized that he was not an exception to the natural biological system of the being

he experienced in the

that he could not

him, like the death of his parents or his own death, the biological system that he was born with was directly influencing his

that he could

had to better understand this

Clank―!

the book that was on the table

"Hm?"

the verge of turning around to return the book when he suddenly

was someone

was very strange to

when considering that exam season has

around, saw a young, skinny man with jet-black

to a large book, and beside him was a

[Demon anatomy]

to watch out

and what is known about

the books that were piled up in front of

it was obvious that the young man was showing signs of anxiety, given the rapidity with which he was turning the pages of the

is it? ...where is it? ...There

the cure to the mind breaker

asked, stopping in front of the young man and startling him out of his

"Eh, ah!"

Clank―!

front of him fell back and hit the floor, resulting in a deafening crash. It was a good thing the librarian wasn't around because nothing good would've come

the young man's expression changed dramatically the moment his eyes landed on Kevin, nearly unable

"You...you're Kevin Voss."