The Author's POV

'Why did it happen again?'

While sitting on the curb in front of the bus with a perplexed expression on his face, Kevin mused to himself about the situation.

Why did they die again?

He did everything that he was supposed to do.

He didn't go toward the inner city and lead his parents away from home, yet, they still died.

This time by a road accident.

The demons weren't even responsible for their deaths.

Kevin's gaze lifted toward the clouds in the sky. Staring at the clouds that were moving ever so slowly in the sky, he had a sudden thought.

'...I wanted to spend more time with them.'

***

Bang―!

"Watch out, Kevin!"

Once more, Kevin watched as his parents threw their bodies over to protect him. This time, their bodies were completely severed in half, and blood spilt all over Kevin.

The expressions of helplessness and anguish that they displayed just prior to passing away left an indelible mark on his mind as he could only watch them die in front of him.

Crash―!

"Get behind me, Kevin!"

Booom―!

"Ahhhh!"

Unbeknownst to him, the same events kept happening over and over again with each and every one of his regressions.

Before Kevin even realized it, he had reached his twentieth regression, and for the twentieth time, both of his parents had passed away right before his very eyes.

This time, it was due to an explosion that occurred outside of the city.

'...Why?'

Kevin never managed to muster the required strength to come to the aid of his mother and father, no matter how many times he tried. Each time, they would suffer a horrible death, and he would be left all by himself once more.

The heaviness in his heart, which had been barely noticeable at first, became increasingly obvious with each and every one of his regressions, and it intensified with the passing of his parents in all of the regressions.

Over the course of those twenty regressions, he would have an immeasurably better chance of defeating Jezebeth, but despite his best efforts, he continued to fall short in every single one of his endeavours.

Kevin understood that it was only a matter of time before he could beat Jezebeth.

Be it one hundred, one thousand, ten thousand, one hundred thousand, or a million regressions...

Kevin had all the time in the world to accumulate experience and become stronger.

Jezebeth was still ahead of him by quite a lot, but Kevin knew that his time would come very soon.

...In those times, with each regression, he would spend more and more time with his parents. By the time the twentieth regression happened, he had spent at least a century of his life with them.

He pretty much knew them like the back of his hand.

...and it was because of this that he found it more difficult to part ways with them every five years since his birth.

After each of their deaths, he would experience a sharp pain, and the colour that had been slowly developing in his vision would slowly fade away.

would continue indefinitely, with no

It was their fate.

here, you bastards! Come and get me if you

forget about

the attention of the demon away from

'Why? ...Why?'

repeatedly wondered inside of his mind, his eyes drawn toward

is when one puts the needs of someone else before their own. Putting your needs above mine is how I show you that I

fourth

began to form in the corners of his eyes, trickling down the side of his cheek before softly landing on the hard ground beneath

was during this time that he finally better understood the meaning of his

where his parents were, Kevin

"Don't go..."

Don't leave me.

*

Many years later.

Ashton City, Lock Library

a stop near a particular word as he paged

it. Loneliness causes people to feel empty, alone, and unwanted. People who are

light on the area around him, and he traced his finger across the definition that was in front of him with

that the

he had the impression that the

to better understand the sensations

old if one counted all of

time, the sensation of emptiness that was eating away at his body gradually became worse, to the point where

why he

better understand what

over and looked at the cover of

guide to human

a mistake for the records to have birthed me as

staring at the book in front of him and gently placing his hand over

the moment was his identity. The identity of a human. A social being that thrived

time passed and regressions took place, Kevin realized that he was

that he experienced in the immediate aftermath of the passing of his parents were classified

could not run away

whatever was happening around him, like the death of his parents or his own death, the biological system that he was born with

realization that made Kevin realize that he could no

to better understand this so called thing

Clank―!

book that was on the table in front of

"Hm?"

when

someone else

and it was very strange to see someone still in

that exam

skinny man with jet-black hair covering the front of his

face was currently glued to a large book, and beside him was a

[Demon anatomy]

watch out

and what is known about

that were piled up in front of the

young man was showing signs of anxiety, given the rapidity with which he was turning the pages of the books and the

curse... Mind breaker curse... where is it? ...where is it? ...There must be a way

you looking for the cure to the mind

of the young man and startling him out of

"Eh, ah!"

Clank―!

and hit the floor, resulting in a deafening crash. It was

man's expression changed dramatically the moment his eyes

"You...you're Kevin Voss."