The Author's POV

Chapter 853

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"Uh… I'm fucking exhausted."

The first thing Ren did upon returning from work was lay down on the soft couch in his house.

Feeling his body sink into the sofa, he felt his body slowly relax.

"Yeah… this is how it should be."

The lights were closed, and the only light that filtered through was from the narrow gap of the curtains on his left.

It was quiet around him.

"Hey, brother."

But that quietness was broken by the softly spoken words of a little girl.

A soft smile appeared on Ren's face when he looked at the little girl.

"What is it, Nola?"

In her hand was a small ball, which she handed to him.

"Want to play?"

"Play? At this time?"

Checking his watch, it was 21:00. It was rather late, but seeing the pitiful look on his sister's face, he relented.

"Well… fine."

Picking up his jacket, he left the house alongside Nola.

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"Here!"

The two played catch and throw. When one would throw, the other would catch. A rather simple game.

A gentle breeze blew past the empty park the two were in as the soft giggles of his sister filled the air.

"Hahah…too strong!"

The two played for a long time. Ren had lost track of the time as he immersed himself in the soft giggles of her sister.

"Catc—oh, damn!"

He ended up throwing a little too hard, and the ball flew behind the bushes.

"I'm sorry, Nola!"

He quickly apologized.

"It's fine, brother!"

But the little angel that she was, Nola sweetly smiled and trotted to where the ball fell. Her figure disappeared behind the bushes in the distance.

Ren waited where he was with a soft smile on his face.

He waited for who knows how long. He just stood there, staring at the bushes with a smile.

He didn't know when, but the ball appeared right beneath his feet, but Nola was no longer in sight.

But he just remained where he was and… waited.

Waited there while blankly staring at the ball at his feet.

"Ren! Ren!"

That was when he heard a couple of shouts from the distance.

When he turned his head, he found two familiar figures.

"Mom, dad, you're also here to play?"

"Play?"

Samantha's eyes started to water, and Ronald placed his hand over her shoulder.

"For god's sake, Ren! It's been ten years already! You need to start moving on! You can't just continue coming outside every day after work to stare emptily at a ball!"

With tears dropping from her eyes, Samantha's entire body trembled. Her eyes were swollen red, and she looked to be in pain.

"I, it's time to move on… please. For you and for everyone… you need to m-ove on. You can't be like this!"

"No, but…"

Tuk—

kicked the ball ahead

if I told you she's the one asking me to come

He shrugged his shoulders.

you know?

turned his head, everything turned quiet as their figures disappeared. Before he knew it, he

"…"

Tuk—

before turning around and

you again

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time that I realized that I could travel back

at first. Recalling the faces of my parents as they died in front of my very eyes and being

never born talented, and even after regressing, I

could achieve with money. That… was what I

naive

only thing that I chanced upon was the sight of

But that was okay.

once more, I realized that I had once again retained

previous two lives, I could do in the third,

not the third, but

didn't work? Really? …What about

long

The ending in which we

Okay…

but I did

called it. I chanced upon it after hearing Kevin speak about it, and my limit

Great!

and again… and again… and again… and again… and again… and again… and again… and again… and

[Haha… maybe next time?]

[So close!]

where I went

[Aish! So close!]

to

[Eh?]

do wrong

[Mh? Kevin?]

[What? Why… what?]

it my fault

[Can he be killed?]

[What? That's bullshit.]

did

everyone that stood

really the

[I'm not the problem.]

the

back? I killed him!? Why am

can kill

he kill

is he so

I take

I… I took nothing this

[Fail?]

[This can't be…]

[Again?]

[…]

[…]

[…]

Why won't

[…kill me.]

[I want to die.]

do I

[Help?]

[…]

[…]

[…]

[Who am I?]

certain point, I lost track of who I

Dover? Samantha Dover? Nola Dover? Ronald Dover? Amanda Stern? Jin Horton? Emma Roshfield?

with yet started to

track of myself, and I didn't want that. I wanted to cling to whatever was left of them so that I wouldn't lose sight

I died and the more I witnessed what

my emotions slip… myself slip,

horrified by what I had become, but at

of

so I sealed everything away. My emotions and what made me…

I just wanted it to

the times I killed those with whom I was once

became something… an existence that even the demon king feared, but that was never what

tunnel looked endless, and I

moment when I died and regressed

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