The Beast And The Blessed

Eight: Killian

Killian’s P.O.V.

She was here. She was safe. Finding her was no longer a problem.

Yet, I couldn't get her off my mind. I kept thinking about the split in her lip and the bruises on her arm. I wanted to find whoever was responsible and end them for what they did to my mate.

I was livid by the idea that she was in our room hurt, alone, and from what I saw back at her pack…scared. But she managed to wipe away any compassion I had for her when she asked about other women. Either her opinion of me was so low that she thought I kept a collection of concubines around for my pleasure, or she was fishing to see if I was going to be sleeping with other women and, in turn, if she could sleep with other men.

Both thoughts made me not want to be in her presence. It was the exact reason why I didn't want a mate. A soulmate had the power to destroy you and crush your will to live.

If it weren't for Joselin's vision, I would have been happy going on with my life alone. Perhaps one day I would have had to produce an heir but not with a mate. There would have been no need to mark a woman and tie them to me for the rest of my life when they could just as easily have provided me with a child and then stayed out of my way.

But the thought of the woman in our room, possibly in our bed, made my beast happy and, in turn, made me angry. He wanted her, and I despised the thought of her.

I knew the second she left the room and began to wander the halls of our home. When I should have been focusing on the threat at hand and the map in front of me, she had all my attention.

I stood from my chair, sending it flying back onto the floor as I ran my hands through my hair.

"If you are that frustrated, you have a mate now that can help relax you..." Joselin laughed with a suggestive wiggle of her eyebrows as she picked my chair into an upright position with a flick of her wrist.

my mate's presence moving closer. I didn't want to

at the top of my list. They had been extinct for over a century. Having them pop up now was worrisome. I needed to find out where they were hiding and how many

the

and even Joselin, as powerful as

or someone was protecting them, and I needed to find out who and how so I could take down the threat

bottom of my list. Yet, as she approached my office door, her smell had me losing all focus

to fall victim to

when he

up, making eye contact with me as she sensed my mate approaching. Her mischievous smile made my stomach tighten as she jumped from her chair

looked startled as Joselin stood in front of her, her hand falling slowly back to her

can get him to start acting reasonably." My childhood friend said as she flipped me off behind her back. I let out a low growl that she ignored as she moved to show affection to her latest toy. She had been trying

clothes made me swallow hard. Everything about her had been designed to attract me. Knowing

to

sure that she would never control me or drag me down to the depths with

to figure out the best plan of

Joselin said, and from the corner of my eye, I could see her pushing my mate toward me. She was close enough as it was. I couldn't think straight with her in the castle, let alone in the same room as me. Her scent was enough to make me drunk with lust and want, but my mind was strong enough to know that nothing good would come from giving in. She was here for one thing and one thing only. When the battle came, she would fight alongside me, and she would be the reason I would live another day. I would honor and respect her for it. I would give her everything she could ever want or need, but I could not give

to introduce

We certainly didn't need to be anything more than what we had to be. Eventually, the kingdom would expect me to mark her and to make her officially their queen. They would also expect us to produce heirs. All of which could wait until after the threat to our people had

She was my right hand and always maintained a high level of respect in public, but in private she went back to being the insane little girl who would turn people's food into worms and bugs during formal events