The Beast And The Blessed

Eighteen: Natalie

Natalie's p.o.v.

Tobias seemed to find it amusing how much harder I worked in training the next day. My body was running hot, and I was angry that Joselin had tried to invade my thoughts. I didn't want anyone in my head, least of all someone I didn't know I could trust. I just couldn't figure out why she had done it. What was she looking for?

Having her around Killian all the time was driving me crazy too. It was so hard for me to get him to bring his walls down and not be so cold toward me, but then he willingly spent all of his time with her.

It was unreasonable as my physical attraction to him held no emotional ties, but I was jealous.

He spent every day with her but fought me every moment that I tried to spend with him. I had to wonder if they had a past or if something was currently going on between them. It would only make sense that she was trying to forcibly get information out of me if she was jealous too. She would want to know if he and I had done anything.

Her flirting with Tobias was confusing, but maybe that was why he wasn't giving in to her. How many men did she have wrapped around her finger in the castle? Why did the man I was to mate with have to be one of them? Women could be cruel, but I never thought I would have to experience one so brash as to openly throw it in my face that she was sleeping with the man I was to spend the rest of my life with.

The effects of the upcoming full moon were making me stronger than before, not as strong as a wolf, but my bloodline allowed me to be stronger than any human. I was pushing, pulling, and throwing around the weights like a woman on a mission. Each time I felt myself struggle, I thought about Joselin and Killian locked in his office together, with no witnesses, and I would see red.

I didn't like it.

I turned to glare at Tobias as he flinched back when I got up from the machine to stretch between sets. His nose wrinkled, and his eyes squeezed shut as he moved back.

My hard work was showing, and I knew I had been sweating a lot more than normal, but his reaction was almost offensive.

nDo I smell bad, Tobias?" My frustration sank in through my words, and I placed my hands on my hips. His eyes opened showing the familiar glowing red of his Lycan, making me take a step back this time.

The longer I stood, I expected my body to begin to cool, but I only seemed to get hotter. My face was burning, and my hands were shaking as pain stabbed through my abdomen.

on the balls of my feet, trying to work out the muscle cramp from over-exerting myself, but failed. My body

gasped, looking up to see that he had

was terrifying. I had never seen him look so scared. His glowing eyes were flicking back and forth, and I gasped as he stopped his scan of the area and sprinted toward me.

in a ball with my arms wrapped

foam as they snarled and bit

room. "You can't be in here like this.

pain as she pulled at my arm to help me stand. "I

head and yanked me toward the exit. I couldn't get my legs to move

once more. "Healer," I gasped as I struggled to pull her hand from

but was louder than before as if there were more than just

been picturing punching appeared before US. But I was excited to see Joselin.

from the maid who released

glared at her. "You don't get to touch

magic, making my head jerk back as she bent down and grabbed my ankle. The world

my mind was telling me that I was being unreasonable, but the way my body was burning up, I couldn't seem

we teleported back to my room, and she stepped back as I kicked my foot at her, just barely missing

as I rolled onto my hands and knees, desperate

echo off the walls around US as I glared up at her. "You aren't doing anything for me! You're training me so I can give up my

took a sudden step back from my words. Her surprise

wants nothing to do with me, right? He said I was his mate! He said I was his! He chose me! But I’m not here as his chosen mate. I'm here to be his sacrificial lamb! He chose me to be the one to die, so he could live!" I pushed myself up as I spoke, my voice deepening from the pain until it was unrecognizable to

as I straightened myself to my full height, refusing to let whatever curse was trying to kill me win. Sweat was

You're in heat. You're not thinking clearly without him here." She whispered in awe as she watched me