The Beast And The Blessed

Twenty-Two: Natalie

Natalie’s P.O.V.

Even after a cold shower, I was fuming. I wanted to give Killian an earful and make sure that he understood just how damaging last night had been to our relationship… whatever relationship we had.

I knew he wouldn’t care, but that didn’t stop me. My first stop had been his office, but when I found that empty, I tried every common room that I knew of, including the gym and the training field. Yet, he was nowhere to be found.

It was like he knew I was on a warpath, and he vanished.

Although the rational side of my brain told me that he wouldn’t be scared of me, a human. Perhaps he was trying to save me from publically embarrassing myself further after I had shamelessly thrown myself at him last night. It was bad enough that the servants would be seeing the blood on the sheets from when his claws had punctured my hips and the proof that we had not been trying for the heir that the kingdom was expecting.

When it was discovered that I wasn’t pregnant and that I didn’t bare their king’s mark, I would be seen as a failure.

I stopped in the middle of the garden, glancing around the grounds and ignoring the eyes on me. There were hundreds of people that I had seen in the past hour, but none of them belonged to my alleged mate.

I turned to Tobias, lowering my voice even though there was no one in my immediate vicinity. “He is hiding. Is he not?”

My bodyguard smirked as he stared at me, refusing to give away any information on his beloved king.

he might be. I had the feeling it was where I would find him, but I really didn’t want to be right. To have him go there after the night

as I turned back into the castle, I found myself making my way toward the infirmary and stopping before the mystery door. I was terrified of

Would he be on the other side,

It was the only bedroom I had seen him sneaking out of, but it didn’t mean it

wouldn’t be asleep, but he wasn’t there. It was the woman lying in the bed that took my breath away. Her chest rose and fell slowly in time with the machine next to her. The low beeping of the monitor showing her

would. She was supposed to

crown on her head, and she was wrapped up in a hospital gown with a blanket tucked around her. But she was just as stunning now as she was at the prime of her life when she had been chosen by the king and had produced his

a darkness that felt suffocating, and I knew that she was

I looked over my shoulder, not realizing that I had been moving closer to the comatose queen. The young healer who had helped me with my ribs several days

the question that was at the forefront of my mind, but I was sure it was as clear as day on my face. Why were the people of the kingdom told that

has suffered a great deal with the loss of her mate. Even we cannot treat the soul.”

decades. She didn’t deserve this. She just wanted to be with her mate, but her body and soul were holding on to this world, forcing her to stay here for reasons unknown

I watched as Tobias raised his eyebrows at me before taking his place back against the wall. It was only seconds later that the familiar sight of the king rounded the entrance and

to me.

ready

not answering his question but also not needing to. I still had a book full of questions for him