Seventy-Six: Natalie

Natalie's P.O.V.

Not knowing who I could trust was hard, but being without Killian was even more challenging. I had tried to reach out to him several times, but there was no answer. Either our pack link was broken, or I wasn't doing it right.

Since I could talk to other people through the link, neither option seemed viable. But I had to trust that Killian was okay. I knew deep inside that he was okay and that I would feel it if he wasn’t.

Charlie had been pleasant around other people, but I hadn't gotten to talk to her one-on-one in the week that Killian had been gone. A week of worry and anger.

It made me lethal in my training, and I had improved more in the past week than in the few months I had been here. If Killian insisted on being in as many of the battles before the war, fighting with his men, then I wanted to be strong enough to fight beside him as his mate and queen.

Rona had been spending time 'tuning up’ Joselin's spells, as she had referred to it. After she walked in and saw me training in my fur, I had lost hope in keeping my secret, but she became a different person. While she was still openly a bitch, she was more respectful and willing to talk and help than I had imagined.

It was the other council members that should have been arriving any moment that had me biting my nails.

The worst of the best... that was how Joselin had described them, and it was a unanimous agreement between the Amery siblings and Joselin that there wasn't a single pleasant member of the council.

If I thought Rona was hard to deal with, I couldn't imagine what the others were like. I didn't even know how many more to expect, and I wasn't about to ask Rona and let her know how ignorant I was on the topic.

woman in me was still angry that she had been treating me differently and was clearly talking about me to the women who hated me. I wanted to ask

if I let them know how much they had

as she stared ahead at the sizeable grand entrance to the foyer.

tried to fight back the tears that wanted to be free. The thought of him being injured and

I just wish I could

on the steps, resting her upper body on her forearms. "He does this. Every time he goes to battle, he shuts himself off. I wasn't even sure he realized

left eye and cheek. "He could at least tell

she shook her head, staring back at the doorway as if he

ever seen him that way once, but

almost amusing. But he

would be stupid not to be. I pray to the Goddess that you never see him that way because if you do, you would be scared too." Her voice was low and steady, as if she had suppressed her emotions like Killian usually did. It seemed to be a requirement of the job. "You

do," The nod that accompanied my words was unconscious, and I bit my lip as I tried to think about anything other than Killian and what he was doing right now. I didn't know if he was still searching for our missing people, fighting our enemies, or being captured by them. "Are you sure it's safe to talk to me right now? The past

empty as I looked around, but that didn't mean there weren't people within earshot near the banisters on the floors

manly position. For a woman with a royal upbringing, I assumed she picked that up from her time away when she was off on her adventures with her group of mercenaries

could see the wheels spinning in your head and the pity in your eyes. I know you know what Killian did, and I hope you agree it wasn't right." Charlie pleaded, and I couldn't look away. It was like I

it is a hard situation for anyone

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