The Beast And The Blessed

One Hundred One: Natalie

Natalie's P.O.V.

The smirk could be heard in his words, and I pushed myself further against his hips. Killian growled lowly as my ass rubbed his hardness, and his hold on me only tightened in response.

"I will not beg for what is mine." His lips rubbed against mine, and my knees threatened to buckle beneath me. "I will not beg for something you willingly give me."

I smirked as he called my bluff. I was willing, so willing to give him anything he wanted. Everything about him called to me, begging me to always be closer, please him, and take anything he wanted to give me.

I didn't just love him. I adored him.

He was mine, forever.

The brief fear that I wouldn't be in control when he fucked me had me worried, but I pushed it down as I savored this moment with my mate. I trembled with want, desperate to take him as hard and deeply as possible.

He was right. It had been too long. I had shut myself off from him after the battle...after I committed mass murder.

My eyes fell shut as I also forced that thought to the back of my mind. I would not let that rule me. I had saved my people, and that was the job of a good leader. We had emerged victorious. I just needed to keep reminding myself of the justification for what I had done.

For now, I wanted to forget. I wanted Killian to consume me so thoroughly that I had no choice but to forget everything.

"It is yours,’ I whispered, nodding slightly as he let out a groan of approval. "I am yours.’ "Good girl."

I leaned back against his chest, gasping as he slid his other hand from my hip to my waistband, his fingers expertly unbuttoning and unzipping them with ease before letting his fingers dip beneath the fabric.

“Tell me what you want,’ Killian ordered as his teeth grazed over his mark on my neck, over his claim on me.

"I want you to touch me." My tongue slipped through my lips, wetting them anxiously as his hand went further beneath my panties. I moaned, my knees buckling as he moved between the lips of my pussy, grazing over my clit and moving to my entrance.

exactly what he would find there. I

landed on my shoulder as he let out a growl of pleasure. "You’re

circles, toying with me. My hand wrapped around his forearm, enjoying the feeling of

ensuring he wouldn't pull away until I reached my orgasm. His other hand moved from my neck to slide over my breasts, using his arm across my torso to hold

legs parted further as he stroked and rubbed the bundle of nerves between them, causing each breath I let out

small whimper as he moved his fingers down, sliding two into

wanting it to last longer. But the pleasure was too intense, and I cried

his hand, wanting more. His arm holding me up still had a tight

I wasn't going to stop until I had him inside me, even if I had

strained, but when I fluttered my eyes open and glanced at him over my shoulder, his black eyes told me he was still in complete control. I relaxed my grip on his forearm until he could pull his arm away

my breasts to the collar of my shirt before ripping it and my bra clean from my body. I stumbled against him, but he held me in place with his

were locked on his mouth as he licked his lips, enjoying

was against my stomach, and I couldn't help but rub

to the floor, I felt my bottom lip push out ever so slightly into a pout

you yet." His eyes were locked on my mouth, but one of his hands grabbed my wrist

his black eyes, watching the red swirl in their depths as his beast became more present. I wanted to taunt him, to ask him what he would do if

he ordered. He let out a low growl when I hooked my thumbs into his boxers, pulling them with his pants. My breasts slid along his torso

knees hit the ground with his pants, he let out a loud growl, sending a rush of excitement through me. My already throbbing clit pulsed with pleasure

fingers laced in my hair as his hips rocked in time with me, pushing himself deeper into my mouth.

using my hand to grab as

his growls and groans grew louder. "Yes, baby! Oh, fuck

to suck harder, and to pump faster. His hand on my head pushed

off and bend over the arm

slowly as I sat on my knees before him. He had given me an order,

"Before I change my mind